Hi my name is Shadoweh. I’m a streamer that’s part of the LBGTQ+ community. I’m heavily introverted too. I also play a lot of MTG, mostly EDH these days. Follow me here: https://www.twitch.tv/shadoweh_https://bsky.app/profile/shadoweh.bsky.socialhttps://bsky.app/profile/shadoweh.bsky.social/post/3modltumfps2vAny of my friends/followers play Final Fantasy 14? I'm still new to it but I'm really enjoying it a lot and would be more than willing to add more people/play with others.15 Jun 2026 15:26 +0000at://did:plc:465pgca4otthorr5hghqs5wy/app.bsky.feed.post/3modltumfps2vhttps://bsky.app/profile/shadoweh.bsky.social/post/3ml5tcbqfus2oIt's my birthday!06 May 2026 04:08 +0000at://did:plc:465pgca4otthorr5hghqs5wy/app.bsky.feed.post/3ml5tcbqfus2ohttps://bsky.app/profile/shadoweh.bsky.social/post/3mk4op23kl22kBeen terrible at posting on here but I have been regularly streaming again. Figured out how to stream on both Twitch and YouTube at the same time without headaches. Mostly just plug when I’m live on my discord server these days which I don’t plug because it’s not super active22 Apr 2026 23:48 +0000at://did:plc:465pgca4otthorr5hghqs5wy/app.bsky.feed.post/3mk4op23kl22khttps://bsky.app/profile/shadoweh.bsky.social/post/3mfpuvq2kz22xOn my requests already 👀 [contains quote post or other embedded content]25 Feb 2026 23:53 +0000at://did:plc:465pgca4otthorr5hghqs5wy/app.bsky.feed.post/3mfpuvq2kz22xhttps://bsky.app/profile/shadoweh.bsky.social/post/3mefd4wtzbk2gI really wish I had the motivation to stream again, besides my weekly magic games, I don't really count that though, I just like going back and watching our magic games is all it's really there for. I feel like my motivation is just gone.09 Feb 2026 01:43 +0000at://did:plc:465pgca4otthorr5hghqs5wy/app.bsky.feed.post/3mefd4wtzbk2ghttps://bsky.app/profile/shadoweh.bsky.social/post/3mdxxgmep5k2eUnexpected day off woohoo! My team lead texted me and said I didn't have to come in because I'd have nothing to do today(tl;dr made a deal with him and our boss to do one specific task since I used to be off on Tuesdays). I am unable to do specific task today because there's no truck to unload.03 Feb 2026 18:10 +0000at://did:plc:465pgca4otthorr5hghqs5wy/app.bsky.feed.post/3mdxxgmep5k2ehttps://bsky.app/profile/shadoweh.bsky.social/post/3mdifjkihhs2tAww nuts my coworker/work crush called me a good friend. That made me feel lot better but darn I’m in the friend zone 😂28 Jan 2026 13:39 +0000at://did:plc:465pgca4otthorr5hghqs5wy/app.bsky.feed.post/3mdifjkihhs2thttps://bsky.app/profile/shadoweh.bsky.social/post/3mdeuzh7kak23Just don’t feel like I fit in anymore, like I’m too busy to be apart of any friend groups or social circles and then when I am available I feel like an afterthought. So I just constantly isolate myself more and more. I feel like I barely exist as a person. I’m just kinda there.27 Jan 2026 04:06 +0000at://did:plc:465pgca4otthorr5hghqs5wy/app.bsky.feed.post/3mdeuzh7kak23https://bsky.app/profile/shadoweh.bsky.social/post/3mbdkxnrxo22p2025 is over, good riddance I won't miss this year, you were awful. Can only hope 2026 is better, can't be much worse...right?01 Jan 2026 04:43 +0000at://did:plc:465pgca4otthorr5hghqs5wy/app.bsky.feed.post/3mbdkxnrxo22phttps://bsky.app/profile/shadoweh.bsky.social/post/3mas3igclm22rMerry Christmas for those who celebrate. Remember to check on people you care about who might not be ok or lonely this holiday.25 Dec 2025 05:51 +0000at://did:plc:465pgca4otthorr5hghqs5wy/app.bsky.feed.post/3mas3igclm22rhttps://bsky.app/profile/shadoweh.bsky.social/post/3m53sq2yru22hI’m really going to miss you a lot Kodie. Lost both you and Caesar this year. God this year is ass, nothing good redeemable08 Nov 2025 05:00 +0000at://did:plc:465pgca4otthorr5hghqs5wy/app.bsky.feed.post/3m53sq2yru22hhttps://bsky.app/profile/shadoweh.bsky.social/post/3m34pbj6tbs2rOh I forgot to mention that I got my PC back and working yesterday. The only thing that sucks is that I lost a lot of game saves I had for both streams and off stream. So I’m trying to figure out what to stream outside of once a week magic the gathering commander. But I think I have an idea.14 Oct 2025 02:40 +0000at://did:plc:465pgca4otthorr5hghqs5wy/app.bsky.feed.post/3m34pbj6tbs2rhttps://bsky.app/profile/shadoweh.bsky.social/post/3m2neqg36vs2iNervous and scared both to see my advisor tomorrow withdraw from school and also dropping off my computer at Best Buy08 Oct 2025 00:22 +0000at://did:plc:465pgca4otthorr5hghqs5wy/app.bsky.feed.post/3m2neqg36vs2ihttps://bsky.app/profile/shadoweh.bsky.social/post/3m2hoeqnsyk2oContext for past few posts, my computer has shat the bed and I’m probably going to have to drop out of college temporarily for a second time if I can’t fix it because I will have lost all my school stuff and am mid semester 🙃05 Oct 2025 17:58 +0000at://did:plc:465pgca4otthorr5hghqs5wy/app.bsky.feed.post/3m2hoeqnsyk2ohttps://bsky.app/profile/shadoweh.bsky.social/post/3m2gzshfew22tMy life is one huge cruel fucking joke honestly05 Oct 2025 11:50 +0000at://did:plc:465pgca4otthorr5hghqs5wy/app.bsky.feed.post/3m2gzshfew22thttps://bsky.app/profile/shadoweh.bsky.social/post/3m2g6ny6slc2eJust let me catch a fucking break please I am literally begging you05 Oct 2025 03:44 +0000at://did:plc:465pgca4otthorr5hghqs5wy/app.bsky.feed.post/3m2g6ny6slc2ehttps://bsky.app/profile/shadoweh.bsky.social/post/3lzwh3fmgcs25Got so close to going to a local place to play some magic IRL, went downstairs and got to my door then realized I have severe social anxiety and went back upstairs because interacting with strangers scares me.28 Sep 2025 21:32 +0000at://did:plc:465pgca4otthorr5hghqs5wy/app.bsky.feed.post/3lzwh3fmgcs25https://bsky.app/profile/shadoweh.bsky.social/post/3lzj3bknlmk2hBeing somewhat public about my poor mental health again. This world is in a selfish, negative state and I just feel drained. It’s so hard to go on or care most days if not every day. You feel like you try your best to be this light for others but all you see around you is darkness.23 Sep 2025 13:56 +0000at://did:plc:465pgca4otthorr5hghqs5wy/app.bsky.feed.post/3lzj3bknlmk2hhttps://bsky.app/profile/shadoweh.bsky.social/post/3lzag7retgc2pI don’t have a problem shut up 😂20 Sep 2025 03:18 +0000at://did:plc:465pgca4otthorr5hghqs5wy/app.bsky.feed.post/3lzag7retgc2phttps://bsky.app/profile/shadoweh.bsky.social/post/3lxtbiri6nc2rCollege is back on for me again. I enjoyed the 3.5 months off while it lasted 😴02 Sep 2025 04:24 +0000at://did:plc:465pgca4otthorr5hghqs5wy/app.bsky.feed.post/3lxtbiri6nc2rhttps://bsky.app/profile/shadoweh.bsky.social/post/3lxmmtlmmhc2pStill feel like this. I feel like ever since I’ve moved away from my home town that I will never make any IRL friends. I’ve tried and tried and it just never works out. I don’t count my coworkers because we don’t talk or hang out outside of work. I just feel so empty every day. [contains quote post or other embedded content]30 Aug 2025 12:58 +0000at://did:plc:465pgca4otthorr5hghqs5wy/app.bsky.feed.post/3lxmmtlmmhc2phttps://bsky.app/profile/shadoweh.bsky.social/post/3lwtdxiqlz222Do I got any more friends who play Pokemon TCG Pocket? I will happily like your showcases every day so you can have free shop tickets but I would also like to have mine liked back so I can have some too 😂20 Aug 2025 11:43 +0000at://did:plc:465pgca4otthorr5hghqs5wy/app.bsky.feed.post/3lwtdxiqlz222https://bsky.app/profile/shadoweh.bsky.social/post/3lvo7vk6sck2kOn vacation Poggers or whatever the kids say05 Aug 2025 17:22 +0000at://did:plc:465pgca4otthorr5hghqs5wy/app.bsky.feed.post/3lvo7vk6sck2khttps://bsky.app/profile/shadoweh.bsky.social/post/3lv45upeets2xVacation in a week, I can’t wait. Ironically my first time ever using paid time off, which means I earned it or something 😮 granted I do bust my ass at my job.29 Jul 2025 12:58 +0000at://did:plc:465pgca4otthorr5hghqs5wy/app.bsky.feed.post/3lv45upeets2xhttps://bsky.app/profile/shadoweh.bsky.social/post/3lusqtb75f222Got yelled and screamed at by a stranger in a foreign language while waiting for my bus to work. She was also hitting me and trying to steal my bag. How’s your day going? 🙄25 Jul 2025 19:10 +0000at://did:plc:465pgca4otthorr5hghqs5wy/app.bsky.feed.post/3lusqtb75f222https://bsky.app/profile/shadoweh.bsky.social/post/3ltovlr7x5225Imagine actually remembering to post that I'm live on Twitch? Madness...unless? 👀 Continuing my FFV Four Job Fiesta Onion Run: www.twitch.tv/shadoweh_11 Jul 2025 13:00 +0000at://did:plc:465pgca4otthorr5hghqs5wy/app.bsky.feed.post/3ltovlr7x5225