she/they - 30 - in treatment for anorexiahttps://bsky.app/profile/recoverypath.bsky.socialhttps://bsky.app/profile/recoverypath.bsky.social/post/3lib7kin34k27had two sandwiches in one day. in the past this would have made me freak out but today it’s fuelling my body keeping me nourished and happy and able to do all the things that bring me joy! i love you bread! i love you recovery16 Feb 2025 02:43 +0000at://did:plc:5ggrblcm2dml6ti6luhvy24g/app.bsky.feed.post/3lib7kin34k27https://bsky.app/profile/recoverypath.bsky.social/post/3lhjwccskp22ianorexia is the STUPIDEST illness. what do you mean i’m afraid of bread06 Feb 2025 20:27 +0000at://did:plc:5ggrblcm2dml6ti6luhvy24g/app.bsky.feed.post/3lhjwccskp22ihttps://bsky.app/profile/recoverypath.bsky.social/post/3lhjwbhombs2ii hate this feeling i hate feeling like this i hate itttttt06 Feb 2025 20:26 +0000at://did:plc:5ggrblcm2dml6ti6luhvy24g/app.bsky.feed.post/3lhjwbhombs2ihttps://bsky.app/profile/recoverypath.bsky.social/post/3lhcjrbltas2msome bad news during my appointment today. had a cry in the loo at the clinic. at least i made it through a week. happy one week in treatment to me03 Feb 2025 21:54 +0000at://did:plc:5ggrblcm2dml6ti6luhvy24g/app.bsky.feed.post/3lhcjrbltas2mhttps://bsky.app/profile/recoverypath.bsky.social/post/3lhcjqkzf3k2mthe eating disorder clinic is a deeply bizarre place. it smells of lucozade. you never ever make eye contact with anyone. the doorbell sounds like gunshots. that tiktok song called messy is playing every single time you’re here03 Feb 2025 21:53 +0000at://did:plc:5ggrblcm2dml6ti6luhvy24g/app.bsky.feed.post/3lhcjqkzf3k2mhttps://bsky.app/profile/recoverypath.bsky.social/post/3lh75ewyzms27massively on the struggle bus today. it sucks that I feel bone crushing fatigue after every single meal. no matter how big or small I’m just so tired I can barely stand. I also get headaches sometimes. I know it’s par for the course but it SUCKS02 Feb 2025 13:34 +0000at://did:plc:5ggrblcm2dml6ti6luhvy24g/app.bsky.feed.post/3lh75ewyzms27https://bsky.app/profile/recoverypath.bsky.social/post/3lgt46d47js2ygoddamn this is hard. it’s only been a day and it’s already hard28 Jan 2025 18:40 +0000at://did:plc:5ggrblcm2dml6ti6luhvy24g/app.bsky.feed.post/3lgt46d47js2yhttps://bsky.app/profile/recoverypath.bsky.social/post/3lgpimttxmc2jfirst day of treatment today. 2pm uk time. i’m so scared and i’ve barely slept because i couldn’t stop crying27 Jan 2025 08:13 +0000at://did:plc:5ggrblcm2dml6ti6luhvy24g/app.bsky.feed.post/3lgpimttxmc2jhttps://bsky.app/profile/recoverypath.bsky.social/post/3lg4v6j45y22tfeeling deeply awfully uncomfortable in recovery yet keeping going with it anyway19 Jan 2025 22:37 +0000at://did:plc:5ggrblcm2dml6ti6luhvy24g/app.bsky.feed.post/3lg4v6j45y22thttps://bsky.app/profile/recoverypath.bsky.social/post/3lfvao56ow22cthree meals and two snacks today!!! who Is she16 Jan 2025 21:41 +0000at://did:plc:5ggrblcm2dml6ti6luhvy24g/app.bsky.feed.post/3lfvao56ow22chttps://bsky.app/profile/recoverypath.bsky.social/post/3lfkz67r2z22bhuge win with dinner today - made this jasmine rice bowl with fish fingers, wakame seaweed, pickled red onion, mushrooms and egg (the rice is underneath!) and had it all. then was still hungry and had a piece of toast, some delicious sourdough. and I feel … mostly fine about it.12 Jan 2025 20:00 +0000at://did:plc:5ggrblcm2dml6ti6luhvy24g/app.bsky.feed.post/3lfkz67r2z22bhttps://bsky.app/profile/recoverypath.bsky.social/post/3lfesnklrak23the thing about my eating disorder is that it’s all-consuming, weirdly enough.10 Jan 2025 08:48 +0000at://did:plc:5ggrblcm2dml6ti6luhvy24g/app.bsky.feed.post/3lfesnklrak23https://bsky.app/profile/recoverypath.bsky.social/post/3lfaavsjedc2blast night I couldn’t make myself have dinner and I was really upset about it. no matter what I did, no matter what I told myself, I didn’t manage to convince myself that I deserve to eat dinner08 Jan 2025 13:19 +0000at://did:plc:5ggrblcm2dml6ti6luhvy24g/app.bsky.feed.post/3lfaavsjedc2bhttps://bsky.app/profile/recoverypath.bsky.social/post/3lf5umvatns2nit feels so weird to see it written down and yet a huge part of having an ED is that imposter syndrome feeling of “I’m just making it up. it’s not real” and I’ve learned that’s the disorder trying to hide. it is real07 Jan 2025 14:34 +0000at://did:plc:5ggrblcm2dml6ti6luhvy24g/app.bsky.feed.post/3lf5umvatns2nhttps://bsky.app/profile/recoverypath.bsky.social/post/3leyq3xn5js2mgot my letter from the clinic, really weird to see the diagnosis “atypical anorexia nervosa” just written down there05 Jan 2025 13:30 +0000at://did:plc:5ggrblcm2dml6ti6luhvy24g/app.bsky.feed.post/3leyq3xn5js2mhttps://bsky.app/profile/recoverypath.bsky.social/post/3lepi4or2722wI’ve been so incredibly stressed about food like, all day long01 Jan 2025 21:13 +0000at://did:plc:5ggrblcm2dml6ti6luhvy24g/app.bsky.feed.post/3lepi4or2722whttps://bsky.app/profile/recoverypath.bsky.social/post/3lec34tarcs2phad a three course meal at a restaurant!! did NOT freak out!!! please clap27 Dec 2024 13:16 +0000at://did:plc:5ggrblcm2dml6ti6luhvy24g/app.bsky.feed.post/3lec34tarcs2phttps://bsky.app/profile/recoverypath.bsky.social/post/3le757i26uc2cthe reality of EDs is exhausting to the point where you can barely function, especially around food-centred holidays and family gatherings. i’m very very tired26 Dec 2024 09:15 +0000at://did:plc:5ggrblcm2dml6ti6luhvy24g/app.bsky.feed.post/3le757i26uc2chttps://bsky.app/profile/recoverypath.bsky.social/post/3le5rrfsckc2gthe reality of my Christmas this year is that I’m spending the evening in a bedroom, alone, listening to the sound of my family having fun, while I’m panicked and overwhelmed because of food25 Dec 2024 20:18 +0000at://did:plc:5ggrblcm2dml6ti6luhvy24g/app.bsky.feed.post/3le5rrfsckc2ghttps://bsky.app/profile/recoverypath.bsky.social/post/3ldyqdv6bgk2wI begin treatment on 27 January! marking the news with some delicious soup :)23 Dec 2024 20:09 +0000at://did:plc:5ggrblcm2dml6ti6luhvy24g/app.bsky.feed.post/3ldyqdv6bgk2whttps://bsky.app/profile/recoverypath.bsky.social/post/3ldozxgvvkc2ztoday’s small recovery win: had a bread roll with my lunch soup19 Dec 2024 23:35 +0000at://did:plc:5ggrblcm2dml6ti6luhvy24g/app.bsky.feed.post/3ldozxgvvkc2zhttps://bsky.app/profile/recoverypath.bsky.social/post/3ldlvwqgekc2nanyway this is my current attitude towards recovery having not yet actually started my treatment18 Dec 2024 17:45 +0000at://did:plc:5ggrblcm2dml6ti6luhvy24g/app.bsky.feed.post/3ldlvwqgekc2nhttps://bsky.app/profile/recoverypath.bsky.social/post/3ldljlf4qvu26here’s a little about me: - my name is Toni, I’m 30 years old and I live in Scotland - last week I was diagnosed with anorexia and referred for urgent treatment. I’m expected to begin this in the middle of January with Lothian Eating Disorder Services18 Dec 2024 14:04 +0000at://did:plc:5ggrblcm2dml6ti6luhvy24g/app.bsky.feed.post/3ldljlf4qvu26