Serious/Venty account of @intellpotato.bsky.social of course take note the nature of said account: -Potentially vaguely heavy or offputting topics, just in-case! -Low quality random-thought posts may also occur here! Will be serious and unserious here!https://bsky.app/profile/intellpikachu.bsky.socialhttps://bsky.app/profile/intellpikachu.bsky.social/post/3mut3fxggbk2zI want to try to be more active (on my main account) again. still, soon, its taking longer to do the stuff i told myself i would do before i do so. im sorry if anyone has somehow been missing whatever things i post or whatnot, i doubt many people do and i doubt even less if anyone will see this06 Sep 2026 03:46 +0000at://did:plc:5sf5fjzkyqlae3i2oefflgin/app.bsky.feed.post/3mut3fxggbk2zhttps://bsky.app/profile/intellpikachu.bsky.social/post/3mkcj7bnljc2xthe tiniest little things you do probably mean a lot more to me than you may think, with what i am surrounded with constantly every little thing means a lot to me and helps keep me sane, whatever or whoever may read this, that is, so thank you25 Apr 2026 07:25 +0000at://did:plc:5sf5fjzkyqlae3i2oefflgin/app.bsky.feed.post/3mkcj7bnljc2xhttps://bsky.app/profile/intellpikachu.bsky.social/post/3mkau2ulxnk273 month streak of not posting here over i guess i often post things publicly when i just want to feel like i am seen when i feel like i cant do anything anywhere else, but i am so limited here, i cant talk in depth about any of this at all, and i dont feel as if i belong with anyone (1/2)24 Apr 2026 15:34 +0000at://did:plc:5sf5fjzkyqlae3i2oefflgin/app.bsky.feed.post/3mkau2ulxnk27https://bsky.app/profile/intellpikachu.bsky.social/post/3mcofvginys2vi cant tell if its just a me thing how long certain people linger in my mind even after they separate from me i try to shake feelings off but i dont know honestly18 Jan 2026 05:37 +0000at://did:plc:5sf5fjzkyqlae3i2oefflgin/app.bsky.feed.post/3mcofvginys2vhttps://bsky.app/profile/intellpikachu.bsky.social/post/3mc4tyxhpq22xI am trying to not think about it or say it much to anyone in general, but i miss a lot of people that have separated from me and it does hurt just trying to force myself to not think about them sometimes, i feel like maybe i wasnt worth as much to some as i thought 😭 (1/2)11 Jan 2026 06:01 +0000at://did:plc:5sf5fjzkyqlae3i2oefflgin/app.bsky.feed.post/3mc4tyxhpq22xhttps://bsky.app/profile/intellpikachu.bsky.social/post/3ma5t63l7lk2kmy days honestly feel a lot emptier way more than expected, i try to hide it but, not having as many people that i used to talk to quite literally every day because they separated from me one way or another really makes it feel more empty i hope they all know atleast they meant a lot to me17 Dec 2025 04:28 +0000at://did:plc:5sf5fjzkyqlae3i2oefflgin/app.bsky.feed.post/3ma5t63l7lk2khttps://bsky.app/profile/intellpikachu.bsky.social/post/3m6lkakmmss24i am STILL sick and i really hope im not too sick to experience thanksgiving, i dont want to make people sick, best i can do is maybe be a gremlin in a random corner with a box of tissues maybe?? im unsure, but, thank you t anyone that has kept me company at all, ive still felt really lonely27 Nov 2025 04:36 +0000at://did:plc:5sf5fjzkyqlae3i2oefflgin/app.bsky.feed.post/3m6lkakmmss24https://bsky.app/profile/intellpikachu.bsky.social/post/3m66gev6zbs2ji have hated these past two days so much i am losign mroe and more reasons to do literally anything, i feel like everyone is disconnecting from me and i just feel like rotting in a corner at this po int, every thing i look at it makes me sad due to connections with people or something else, idk21 Nov 2025 23:22 +0000at://did:plc:5sf5fjzkyqlae3i2oefflgin/app.bsky.feed.post/3m66gev6zbs2jhttps://bsky.app/profile/intellpikachu.bsky.social/post/3m5iqevv46c2li dont know if my habit of only looking at bluesky once at the end of the day is good, because it leaves me just feeling bad if theres something that upsets me, today a lot of my feed is filled with things that make me feel left out, or some stuff that makes me feel off, but thats my fault i guess13 Nov 2025 08:22 +0000at://did:plc:5sf5fjzkyqlae3i2oefflgin/app.bsky.feed.post/3m5iqevv46c2lhttps://bsky.app/profile/intellpikachu.bsky.social/post/3m55mx467cc2bI keep trying to force myself to get into a mindset to where i can start posting again, but i just cant, everytime i try, theres something i see that makes me just, back off again, i want to be active i want to feel involved, i just feel off seeing art of people that i dont feel comfortable with 😓08 Nov 2025 22:22 +0000at://did:plc:5sf5fjzkyqlae3i2oefflgin/app.bsky.feed.post/3m55mx467cc2bhttps://bsky.app/profile/intellpikachu.bsky.social/post/3m2mmr6rbvc2cmy follower count is just slowly going down as i post nothing, which is my fault i guess, but i genuinely dont feel as if i fit enough to even know what to post, bleh07 Oct 2025 17:13 +0000at://did:plc:5sf5fjzkyqlae3i2oefflgin/app.bsky.feed.post/3m2mmr6rbvc2chttps://bsky.app/profile/intellpikachu.bsky.social/post/3m23wpg7qn22nsometimes its easier to pretend to be happy to not bother others sometimes i just get quiet and shut down in a way a lot of the time i do feel lonely, left out, or jealous, but i feel bad for feeling that way in the first place, because i feel bad for annoying or bothering other people with this01 Oct 2025 01:55 +0000at://did:plc:5sf5fjzkyqlae3i2oefflgin/app.bsky.feed.post/3m23wpg7qn22nhttps://bsky.app/profile/intellpikachu.bsky.social/post/3lynw5npm4s2ywhy am i such a weird person that doesn't fit in with anyone i feel like everything everyone gets excited over i just sit in a corner and observe as i make myself feel left out, why is my brain like this, idk just glad everyone can enjoy their things still atleast i suppose12 Sep 2025 18:43 +0000at://did:plc:5sf5fjzkyqlae3i2oefflgin/app.bsky.feed.post/3lynw5npm4s2yhttps://bsky.app/profile/intellpikachu.bsky.social/post/3lynt6j53os26I feel kind of bad and reluctant to post about anything but it just feels a bit overwhelming for me but i feel weird that im like the only person i see that kind of doesn't like mega raichu much really?? the original just feels better and everything its just filling my feed entirely 😭12 Sep 2025 17:50 +0000at://did:plc:5sf5fjzkyqlae3i2oefflgin/app.bsky.feed.post/3lynt6j53os26https://bsky.app/profile/intellpikachu.bsky.social/post/3ly4gsjvyv223Usually positive things would be a good thing and all but for some reason being extra sensitive is making certain types of positive things make me feel like im not contributing to it enough or feeling left out or something in a way so its having the opposite effect, why must i be like this 😭05 Sep 2025 19:53 +0000at://did:plc:5sf5fjzkyqlae3i2oefflgin/app.bsky.feed.post/3ly4gsjvyv223https://bsky.app/profile/intellpikachu.bsky.social/post/3lxeezwqcac2xi swear i am going to go slowly insane, i feel like, just, not fitting in with anyone at all and like i dont fit in any community because of all these people that just, certain things that exist, along with myself just not feeling good overall, bleh27 Aug 2025 06:17 +0000at://did:plc:5sf5fjzkyqlae3i2oefflgin/app.bsky.feed.post/3lxeezwqcac2xhttps://bsky.app/profile/intellpikachu.bsky.social/post/3lx5z73wglc2mI am so confused, i dont post for a while and it makes me worried that its goign to cause people to unfollow but THEN i post something and THEN someone unfollows??? huh?? 😭24 Aug 2025 17:30 +0000at://did:plc:5sf5fjzkyqlae3i2oefflgin/app.bsky.feed.post/3lx5z73wglc2mhttps://bsky.app/profile/intellpikachu.bsky.social/post/3lwkema5ems2zsleep schedule feels like it indefinitely sucks and i feel like i indefinitely dont matter to anyone and i cant trust anything im told because i feel like no matter what i am let go so easily and without reason, i dont think ill be able to force myself to use bluesky any time soon it feels like 😓16 Aug 2025 22:01 +0000at://did:plc:5sf5fjzkyqlae3i2oefflgin/app.bsky.feed.post/3lwkema5ems2zhttps://bsky.app/profile/intellpikachu.bsky.social/post/3lwdocxgous2iWaking up i still feel exactly how i feel in my last post i dont know whats going on, every person i feel like theres something wrong with me or between us, i feel like anyone i talk to or whenever i make posts like im just a background character (1/2)14 Aug 2025 06:06 +0000at://did:plc:5sf5fjzkyqlae3i2oefflgin/app.bsky.feed.post/3lwdocxgous2ihttps://bsky.app/profile/intellpikachu.bsky.social/post/3lwceu6snw227i am goign t osleep now ive been up too long, slepeing in middle of day agian, yippee i dont know how many people read or care about these, but i dont fit in anywhere, like genuinely, every bluesky "friend group" i dont fit in, or have some random issue with someone or something, i hate it, bleh.13 Aug 2025 17:44 +0000at://did:plc:5sf5fjzkyqlae3i2oefflgin/app.bsky.feed.post/3lwceu6snw227https://bsky.app/profile/intellpikachu.bsky.social/post/3lwbz5k57i22fI dont know if i should dump a lot of thoughts here. i mjust retaining a lot in my mind right nwo and i dont want to just bother peopel wit hthem ,but its hurting just, holding so much, idk what to do i dont care about the typos at this moment 😭13 Aug 2025 14:14 +0000at://did:plc:5sf5fjzkyqlae3i2oefflgin/app.bsky.feed.post/3lwbz5k57i22fhttps://bsky.app/profile/intellpikachu.bsky.social/post/3lwa7whfsls2zThe internet is going to kill me, i swear12 Aug 2025 21:10 +0000at://did:plc:5sf5fjzkyqlae3i2oefflgin/app.bsky.feed.post/3lwa7whfsls2zhttps://bsky.app/profile/intellpikachu.bsky.social/post/3lvuhatfbgc2yi have slept and yes i am saying when i sleep and wake up for no reason because sure low quality account moment (trademarked) ...now i have to be up all night and hopefully the whole day to try and fix this LOL [contains quote post or other embedded content]08 Aug 2025 04:49 +0000at://did:plc:5sf5fjzkyqlae3i2oefflgin/app.bsky.feed.post/3lvuhatfbgc2yhttps://bsky.app/profile/intellpikachu.bsky.social/post/3lvtew6a5rs2ii shall sleep now maybe i think goodnight goodday, mostly good day to everyone, i am sleeping in the middle of the day, oopsies bed + pikachu hugging time(tm)!! as usual LOL i can barely stay awake no idea why im saying this but yeyeyeyeye07 Aug 2025 18:35 +0000at://did:plc:5sf5fjzkyqlae3i2oefflgin/app.bsky.feed.post/3lvtew6a5rs2ihttps://bsky.app/profile/intellpikachu.bsky.social/post/3lvt7turj722aalso that one thing i said ages ago about people probably not interacting/replying to a post BECAUSE they can just dm me or talk to me more often is probably true still because ive honestly done that a lot myself with a couple people, so i cant blame them i suppose, but ive been quiet overall07 Aug 2025 17:04 +0000at://did:plc:5sf5fjzkyqlae3i2oefflgin/app.bsky.feed.post/3lvt7turj722ahttps://bsky.app/profile/intellpikachu.bsky.social/post/3lvt7sbk5ac2aI feel like a lot of the time my replies on some specific people's things get ignored more, sometimes it gets a like sometimes not, but replies are usually dull, i feel like this is my fault for past small interactions ive had which may have made people wary of me, which kinda sucks- (1/2)07 Aug 2025 17:03 +0000at://did:plc:5sf5fjzkyqlae3i2oefflgin/app.bsky.feed.post/3lvt7sbk5ac2ahttps://bsky.app/profile/intellpikachu.bsky.social/post/3lvt7pi3fss2ayes i am spamming your feed hi yes you signed up for this 😭 this is literally the thought dump account (tm)07 Aug 2025 17:02 +0000at://did:plc:5sf5fjzkyqlae3i2oefflgin/app.bsky.feed.post/3lvt7pi3fss2ahttps://bsky.app/profile/intellpikachu.bsky.social/post/3lvt7oec5es2ai feel like the nature of this account in specific being related to all these vents and stuff rather than having interesting stuff on it like drawings and such makes people just feel even less comfortable engaging in a way. which, probably.. a lot of my assumptions i come to see are true in a sense07 Aug 2025 17:01 +0000at://did:plc:5sf5fjzkyqlae3i2oefflgin/app.bsky.feed.post/3lvt7oec5es2ahttps://bsky.app/profile/intellpikachu.bsky.social/post/3lvt7n2tsyk2aon an unrealted ntoe i have been up so many hours and its daytime again my poor slepe schedule can NOT stay consistent and i do not care about my typos this is the low quality account LOL i wonder if i should ramble about more random unrelated things here or not, hmm07 Aug 2025 17:00 +0000at://did:plc:5sf5fjzkyqlae3i2oefflgin/app.bsky.feed.post/3lvt7n2tsyk2ahttps://bsky.app/profile/intellpikachu.bsky.social/post/3lvt7lpwqjc2ai dont know why a lot of the messages i post here are secretly maybe directed at certain people, me just asking questions or expressing how i feel indirectly about something... people that do see THESE of course, yes, but its odd, idk if they assume its related to them or not, but. hmm...07 Aug 2025 17:00 +0000at://did:plc:5sf5fjzkyqlae3i2oefflgin/app.bsky.feed.post/3lvt7lpwqjc2a