i’m like a cockroach motherfucker. good luck trying to erase me. i will keep coming back and trying again. i have nothing else left. i have been unloved for awhile. this world can eat my entire ass. 🪶🇮🇪| Demi Pan | they/themhttps://bsky.app/profile/lorewilsonart.bsky.socialhttps://bsky.app/profile/lorewilsonart.bsky.social/post/3mpsfrwtsfk26i’m tempted to do nothing tomorrow except work on writing project. i don’t want to even acknowledge what tomorrow is, just got about my usual routines as much as possible while avoiding any sort of nationalist patriotism. there are protests going on tomorrow though. i might. idk04 Jul 2026 06:13 +0000at://did:plc:65dzd3lua3l732faywdrmmcu/app.bsky.feed.post/3mpsfrwtsfk26https://bsky.app/profile/lorewilsonart.bsky.social/post/3mprkrhzmss2di’m so angry. i have to finish this article thing now tho. it’s not gonna not be need.03 Jul 2026 22:09 +0000at://did:plc:65dzd3lua3l732faywdrmmcu/app.bsky.feed.post/3mprkrhzmss2dhttps://bsky.app/profile/lorewilsonart.bsky.social/post/3mprk243vvs2dtalked with another canvaser who confirmed sone folks were lying to get signatures and “ruined it for the rest if them” and that fieldworks is using travel crews of “experienced canvassers“ from out of town at $30 an hour. also they have made goal but she doesn’t think people will vote for it.03 Jul 2026 21:56 +0000at://did:plc:65dzd3lua3l732faywdrmmcu/app.bsky.feed.post/3mprk243vvs2dhttps://bsky.app/profile/lorewilsonart.bsky.social/post/3mppsep5jkc2xtight. bus driver missed my stop so i had to walk back to my connection and then i just missed my bus and now i have to wait another forty minutes 🫠03 Jul 2026 05:20 +0000at://did:plc:65dzd3lua3l732faywdrmmcu/app.bsky.feed.post/3mppsep5jkc2xhttps://bsky.app/profile/lorewilsonart.bsky.social/post/3mppn7qy6rk26i had seconds on tater tot casserole and was given a dry foods meal bag and four servings of powdered vanilla pudding 🥳 i could have gotten more but i don’t know that i need that much pudding in my life still. i’m not gonna starve! yippee!03 Jul 2026 03:48 +0000at://did:plc:65dzd3lua3l732faywdrmmcu/app.bsky.feed.post/3mppn7qy6rk26https://bsky.app/profile/lorewilsonart.bsky.social/post/3mppded7ff226me “a persistent public safety threat.” knitting on the bus and either listening to my music too loudly or doing a guerrilla theater rant about municipal politics and testimonial participation at city council meetings and town halls [contains quote post or other embedded content]03 Jul 2026 00:51 +0000at://did:plc:65dzd3lua3l732faywdrmmcu/app.bsky.feed.post/3mppded7ff226https://bsky.app/profile/lorewilsonart.bsky.social/post/3mpp77h442s2ri had a cookie! 🙌🏼 gonna go get free community soup now02 Jul 2026 23:37 +0000at://did:plc:65dzd3lua3l732faywdrmmcu/app.bsky.feed.post/3mpp77h442s2rhttps://bsky.app/profile/lorewilsonart.bsky.social/post/3mpou3i7gps2zi’m moving back to texas. i miss my high school and sketchclub friends. i will probably have to change who i am but at least i won‘t have to spend all day scavenging for food and having to accept dehumanization for money or sleep in a room full of roaches in an apartment with mold.02 Jul 2026 20:18 +0000at://did:plc:65dzd3lua3l732faywdrmmcu/app.bsky.feed.post/3mpou3i7gps2zhttps://bsky.app/profile/lorewilsonart.bsky.social/post/3mpotqkn2u22zfinally got to breakfast place after a nearly two hour commute from st. johns and they’re out of burritos but at least i got a free coffee. my ebt is still off because i need to call and schedule an interview but i have been so busy trying to get bills paid, trying to eat and avoiding cochroaches02 Jul 2026 20:12 +0000at://did:plc:65dzd3lua3l732faywdrmmcu/app.bsky.feed.post/3mpotqkn2u22zhttps://bsky.app/profile/lorewilsonart.bsky.social/post/3mpnkqchfls2zi’m so tired. i try hard to think reasonably and practically to the extent that i can, i know i need to apply for a day job, i have a receptionist position that fell on my lap that i need to apply for and the only reason i don’t is stress + exhaustion and constantly going from one thing to the next.02 Jul 2026 07:58 +0000at://did:plc:65dzd3lua3l732faywdrmmcu/app.bsky.feed.post/3mpnkqchfls2zhttps://bsky.app/profile/lorewilsonart.bsky.social/post/3mpnkb5hexs2zlook no one has to change or do anything about their problems just because it’s not what i would do or would be able to live with considering my mental health and upbringing by a housecleaner who definitely has ocd. i can just live alone and that would be swell. i know a 30/60 i qualify for.02 Jul 2026 07:50 +0000at://did:plc:65dzd3lua3l732faywdrmmcu/app.bsky.feed.post/3mpnkb5hexs2zhttps://bsky.app/profile/lorewilsonart.bsky.social/post/3mpnisoivd226goddammit the crackers i had wrapped up in my room have bugs in them.02 Jul 2026 07:24 +0000at://did:plc:65dzd3lua3l732faywdrmmcu/app.bsky.feed.post/3mpnisoivd226https://bsky.app/profile/lorewilsonart.bsky.social/post/3mpnim6fmnc26thing is the old roommate is still on the lease here and this apartment building has changed landlords several times apparently just in the last year so i was told i don’t have to sneak around or worry. so it’s not like a maintenance request can’t be made.02 Jul 2026 07:20 +0000at://did:plc:65dzd3lua3l732faywdrmmcu/app.bsky.feed.post/3mpnim6fmnc26