I try to draw, sometimes! Try.https://bsky.app/profile/oilcolor.bsky.socialhttps://bsky.app/profile/oilcolor.bsky.social/post/3mwizvyqpns2vAnyway. Any news on whether or not I can make my account private yet on this site? I have some terrible anxiety issues + someone in my life with zero sense of boundaries, so.27 Sep 2026 14:43 +0000at://did:plc:aqmrtamdyfpltuumluwnhdzf/app.bsky.feed.post/3mwizvyqpns2vhttps://bsky.app/profile/oilcolor.bsky.social/post/3mwe65kobok2vNot to slink back to this website only to bitch and moan, but if anyone's got any tips on how to keep making art / living in general amid intensifying anxiety + depression + autism + physical disease + grief I would love to hear 'em lmfao25 Sep 2026 16:15 +0000at://did:plc:aqmrtamdyfpltuumluwnhdzf/app.bsky.feed.post/3mwe65kobok2vhttps://bsky.app/profile/oilcolor.bsky.social/post/3moejcfng7c2vNeed a pride flag that represents 'quitecertainly not cis but too existentially tired to really get into it'. for personal reasons16 Jun 2026 00:13 +0000at://did:plc:aqmrtamdyfpltuumluwnhdzf/app.bsky.feed.post/3moejcfng7c2vhttps://bsky.app/profile/oilcolor.bsky.social/post/3ml5qwoxkq22rIf I actually stop putting this off and manage to quit my job I need you all to throw me a parade ok06 May 2026 03:26 +0000at://did:plc:aqmrtamdyfpltuumluwnhdzf/app.bsky.feed.post/3ml5qwoxkq22rhttps://bsky.app/profile/oilcolor.bsky.social/post/3ml5owgdgh22vI've got an MRI for my heart in two days... I've had an MRI before so I'm not sure why I'm so nervous about this one lmao. Everything's been so weird lately I don't even know how to feel, but I guess I'm cautiously optimistic despite everything06 May 2026 02:50 +0000at://did:plc:aqmrtamdyfpltuumluwnhdzf/app.bsky.feed.post/3ml5owgdgh22vhttps://bsky.app/profile/oilcolor.bsky.social/post/3mkvsxhvl5k2aGrumble grumble I want to draw. Sooo badly. It's a good feeling even though it's frustrating, after dreading the idea for so long... I feel like a significant part of my art burnout has finally resolved itself but my freakin Real Job keeps me so drained and tired02 May 2026 23:41 +0000at://did:plc:aqmrtamdyfpltuumluwnhdzf/app.bsky.feed.post/3mkvsxhvl5k2ahttps://bsky.app/profile/oilcolor.bsky.social/post/3mgvrq7ly3c2bSeriously, as far as it's relevant to this account / my art output: So like. I'm most likely not getting back on Adderall, the cardiologist is not feeling good about it given All The Things we have discovered *and still* need to look into further. Oopsie13 Mar 2026 01:38 +0000at://did:plc:aqmrtamdyfpltuumluwnhdzf/app.bsky.feed.post/3mgvrq7ly3c2bhttps://bsky.app/profile/oilcolor.bsky.social/post/3mgvrf6ctgk2bUpdate: TWO count 'em TWO HEART DEFECTS13 Mar 2026 01:32 +0000at://did:plc:aqmrtamdyfpltuumluwnhdzf/app.bsky.feed.post/3mgvrf6ctgk2bhttps://bsky.app/profile/oilcolor.bsky.social/post/3mgtcg7yzi22vGetting a call from my doctor after doing 34895763405 tests (long story) to find out whether or not I have the greenlight to get back on Adderall. Everybody pray because Jesus christ I want to draw so bad but the shit will Not happen so long as my brain is unmedicated sludge12 Mar 2026 01:58 +0000at://did:plc:aqmrtamdyfpltuumluwnhdzf/app.bsky.feed.post/3mgtcg7yzi22vhttps://bsky.app/profile/oilcolor.bsky.social/post/3mfrpeip3ll24on a sillier and art-adjacent (as is typical for me, that is) note knowing how to crochet is great because then you can do shit like ✨This✨26 Feb 2026 17:20 +0000at://did:plc:aqmrtamdyfpltuumluwnhdzf/app.bsky.feed.post/3mfrpeip3ll24https://bsky.app/profile/oilcolor.bsky.social/post/3mfrpag7kfk24it's more life updates than art these days but, short version, dealing with a lot of health troubles (physical and mental), family issues and financial struggles. It's been a lot. I'd like nothing more than to draw but I'm just drained 24/726 Feb 2026 17:17 +0000at://did:plc:aqmrtamdyfpltuumluwnhdzf/app.bsky.feed.post/3mfrpag7kfk24https://bsky.app/profile/oilcolor.bsky.social/post/3mfic3gjluk2xOne Billion Callies!!!!!22 Feb 2026 23:28 +0000at://did:plc:aqmrtamdyfpltuumluwnhdzf/app.bsky.feed.post/3mfic3gjluk2xhttps://bsky.app/profile/oilcolor.bsky.social/post/3mbu6thzbuc2dsummer nights callie is so good...07 Jan 2026 19:21 +0000at://did:plc:aqmrtamdyfpltuumluwnhdzf/app.bsky.feed.post/3mbu6thzbuc2dhttps://bsky.app/profile/oilcolor.bsky.social/post/3mbu6ng3jus2dlittle by little (I may never tire of drawing squids, honestly)07 Jan 2026 19:18 +0000at://did:plc:aqmrtamdyfpltuumluwnhdzf/app.bsky.feed.post/3mbu6ng3jus2dhttps://bsky.app/profile/oilcolor.bsky.social/post/3mbu6lbu5pk2dslowly getting through the commission backlog slooooowly07 Jan 2026 19:16 +0000at://did:plc:aqmrtamdyfpltuumluwnhdzf/app.bsky.feed.post/3mbu6lbu5pk2dhttps://bsky.app/profile/oilcolor.bsky.social/post/3mbpdw6b23k2aMY BOOOOY [contains quote post or other embedded content]05 Jan 2026 21:09 +0000at://did:plc:aqmrtamdyfpltuumluwnhdzf/app.bsky.feed.post/3mbpdw6b23k2ahttps://bsky.app/profile/oilcolor.bsky.social/post/3mbi6wfdhv22kbit late for this now LOL but I was feeling nostalgic... team naughty 4ever03 Jan 2026 00:51 +0000at://did:plc:aqmrtamdyfpltuumluwnhdzf/app.bsky.feed.post/3mbi6wfdhv22khttps://bsky.app/profile/oilcolor.bsky.social/post/3m7h7hhlg7c2jGroundbreaking Discovery: You'll like making art if you make art of what you like08 Dec 2025 04:37 +0000at://did:plc:aqmrtamdyfpltuumluwnhdzf/app.bsky.feed.post/3m7h7hhlg7c2jhttps://bsky.app/profile/oilcolor.bsky.social/post/3m65q2ajqlk24Oh, also, I took up knitting. As a relaxing hobby. *Clear throat* I. Ridiculously Dyscalculic. Took up KNITTING. as a RELAXING. HOBBY21 Nov 2025 16:42 +0000at://did:plc:aqmrtamdyfpltuumluwnhdzf/app.bsky.feed.post/3m65q2ajqlk24https://bsky.app/profile/oilcolor.bsky.social/post/3m64ft5xbkl2q(Trying to work myself up to talking more, like an actual Person) So, I don't have anything to share as far as art goes, at the moment, but like... for what it's worth, my mental and physical health have been improving (or at least are on the cyclical upswing) lately. I mean,21 Nov 2025 04:07 +0000at://did:plc:aqmrtamdyfpltuumluwnhdzf/app.bsky.feed.post/3m64ft5xbkl2qhttps://bsky.app/profile/oilcolor.bsky.social/post/3m64fg3tn4k2qNot to be that person but ADHD is genuinely the most god damn embarrassing condition. Like, being a whole adult and struggling with the very concept of *doing things* is mortifying, no matter how well I understand the reason and mechanisms behind it.21 Nov 2025 03:59 +0000at://did:plc:aqmrtamdyfpltuumluwnhdzf/app.bsky.feed.post/3m64fg3tn4k2qhttps://bsky.app/profile/oilcolor.bsky.social/post/3m2jsusdook2pDriving myself insane with the fact that I'd use this site more if 1) I actually drew at all (lmao. working... on it..) 2) I could make my nsfw account private so I can finally post unhinged shit at like 3 specific freaks and Nobody Else06 Oct 2025 14:24 +0000at://did:plc:aqmrtamdyfpltuumluwnhdzf/app.bsky.feed.post/3m2jsusdook2phttps://bsky.app/profile/oilcolor.bsky.social/post/3m2ifshussk2zInkfish must train like crazy to be doing All That..... inspiring06 Oct 2025 00:57 +0000at://did:plc:aqmrtamdyfpltuumluwnhdzf/app.bsky.feed.post/3m2ifshussk2zhttps://bsky.app/profile/oilcolor.bsky.social/post/3ludmmczmd22oIt's my nervous breakdown and I can cope how I want19 Jul 2025 18:45 +0000at://did:plc:aqmrtamdyfpltuumluwnhdzf/app.bsky.feed.post/3ludmmczmd22ohttps://bsky.app/profile/oilcolor.bsky.social/post/3ltik62tahc2nUoh I forgot this account... should probably update y'all on how things have been going, huh. Maybe it comes as no surprise, but: Bad So, for a brief explanation (this is going to be hard to shorten while also accurately conveying the severity lmao, bear with me please) --09 Jul 2025 00:19 +0000at://did:plc:aqmrtamdyfpltuumluwnhdzf/app.bsky.feed.post/3ltik62tahc2nhttps://bsky.app/profile/oilcolor.bsky.social/post/3lehwqfof6s2yToday I learned I can smell fear29 Dec 2024 21:14 +0000at://did:plc:aqmrtamdyfpltuumluwnhdzf/app.bsky.feed.post/3lehwqfof6s2y