Nikel | 30ish | he/him | pan | switch | macro/micro enjoyer | No promises on timeline being SFW, minors go away pls 🔞🔞 mastodon: @nikelcat@meow.social FA: https://www.furaffinity.net/user/nokarmaloss/https://bsky.app/profile/nikelcat.bsky.socialhttps://bsky.app/profile/nikelcat.bsky.social/post/3ml2rjsb7ic2yplaying Cyberpunk, the only way I know how04 May 2026 22:58 +0000at://did:plc:bcnu5jvllojvjupewectdzho/app.bsky.feed.post/3ml2rjsb7ic2yhttps://bsky.app/profile/nikelcat.bsky.social/post/3mhyuspxsks2uI just feel like there’s no light at the end of the tunnel. I’m tired. I don’t want to keep going. But I’m still here I guess.27 Mar 2026 00:36 +0000at://did:plc:bcnu5jvllojvjupewectdzho/app.bsky.feed.post/3mhyuspxsks2uhttps://bsky.app/profile/nikelcat.bsky.social/post/3lq7hz5aqf22vI miss my locked AD. I don’t like airing my problems publicly but at the same time I hate dumping them on one person. Having a small group I trusted that I could just indirectly vent to was a good compromise. Without it, kind of feels like I have no outlet anymore and I can feel it building up…28 May 2025 05:31 +0000at://did:plc:bcnu5jvllojvjupewectdzho/app.bsky.feed.post/3lq7hz5aqf22vhttps://bsky.app/profile/nikelcat.bsky.social/post/3lmipivdgzk2qIt is my birthday, so everyone has to be extra nice and/or mean to me today uwu10 Apr 2025 23:58 +0000at://did:plc:bcnu5jvllojvjupewectdzho/app.bsky.feed.post/3lmipivdgzk2qhttps://bsky.app/profile/nikelcat.bsky.social/post/3lmdlvnu6ck2xI think I am severely overthinking my anxiety about signing into messengers again so I guess I'll just rip the bandaid off and go for it x_x Apologies if I leave you unread or read without replying ;-;08 Apr 2025 23:10 +0000at://did:plc:bcnu5jvllojvjupewectdzho/app.bsky.feed.post/3lmdlvnu6ck2xhttps://bsky.app/profile/nikelcat.bsky.social/post/3llmsysfh5222Fun fact: while making the app mockup, I actually spent some time trying to come up with accurate nutrition facts for a micro I think the calories are too low, but it felt appropriate to be vastly undercounting the calories you need to log, so I left it |3 [contains quote post or other embedded content]30 Mar 2025 21:46 +0000at://did:plc:bcnu5jvllojvjupewectdzho/app.bsky.feed.post/3llmsysfh5222https://bsky.app/profile/nikelcat.bsky.social/post/3lkmmisvan22vI think I will be back soon. Been making good progress mentally for a bit now. ...kind of terrified to open telegram and see what I have missed but one step at a time I guess |318 Mar 2025 02:25 +0000at://did:plc:bcnu5jvllojvjupewectdzho/app.bsky.feed.post/3lkmmisvan22vhttps://bsky.app/profile/nikelcat.bsky.social/post/3lhv5b232xk2pJust checking in. I know there’s been people trying to reach out but I am just not up for talking. I am mentally stuck in a deep, deep rut this time and I don’t know how to get out. I’m still here, though lately I seem to spend most of my time wishing I wasn’t. Hope to see you all again soon11 Feb 2025 07:30 +0000at://did:plc:bcnu5jvllojvjupewectdzho/app.bsky.feed.post/3lhv5b232xk2phttps://bsky.app/profile/nikelcat.bsky.social/post/3lgcbwgximk2dThe thought just clicked with me that maybe being mega-depressed for the last month+ and also having started new medication a month+ ago miiiight have something to do with each other My obliviousness is literally going to kill me lmao22 Jan 2025 02:08 +0000at://did:plc:bcnu5jvllojvjupewectdzho/app.bsky.feed.post/3lgcbwgximk2dhttps://bsky.app/profile/nikelcat.bsky.social/post/3lcjsxoaomk2rWhat I meant to search for at work vs what I actually received when I googled "hot fox" without thinking I hit the back button VERY QUICKLY and I don't think anyone noticed me immediately blushing 💀05 Dec 2024 04:21 +0000at://did:plc:bcnu5jvllojvjupewectdzho/app.bsky.feed.post/3lcjsxoaomk2rhttps://bsky.app/profile/nikelcat.bsky.social/post/3lbsnwyfh7k2qShriveling into dust at the realization that my Steam account turns 18 tomorrow Finally we can be kinky together25 Nov 2024 23:20 +0000at://did:plc:bcnu5jvllojvjupewectdzho/app.bsky.feed.post/3lbsnwyfh7k2qhttps://bsky.app/profile/nikelcat.bsky.social/post/3lbqc22hygs2pSee a butt, post a butt 🍑 [contains quote post or other embedded content]25 Nov 2024 00:41 +0000at://did:plc:bcnu5jvllojvjupewectdzho/app.bsky.feed.post/3lbqc22hygs2phttps://bsky.app/profile/nikelcat.bsky.social/post/3lbkusygjcc27Fun Nikel lore: for quite a while after changing names, I couldn’t decide what the proper pronunciation should be So I just listened how others did it naturally for a while, and eventually decided on the official version when I heard Jerma say it |322 Nov 2024 21:02 +0000at://did:plc:bcnu5jvllojvjupewectdzho/app.bsky.feed.post/3lbkusygjcc27https://bsky.app/profile/nikelcat.bsky.social/post/3lbaak7e55c2oThe only bad thing about the exodus from twitter is that my locked AD became a ghost town too :( Kinda miss having a more private intimate space18 Nov 2024 15:32 +0000at://did:plc:bcnu5jvllojvjupewectdzho/app.bsky.feed.post/3lbaak7e55c2ohttps://bsky.app/profile/nikelcat.bsky.social/post/3laz4gxyhcs24One of the nice unexpected side-effects of starting GLP-1 shots has been that my desire to drink alcohol has basically completely vanished, I’ve been totally sober for weeks but how do I do karaoke now……15 Nov 2024 19:30 +0000at://did:plc:bcnu5jvllojvjupewectdzho/app.bsky.feed.post/3laz4gxyhcs24https://bsky.app/profile/nikelcat.bsky.social/post/3larcy5d4vc27Few things are more of a boner-kill than updating my kinks on f-list and getting the clinical descriptions of horrifying things I forgot existed |312 Nov 2024 17:06 +0000at://did:plc:bcnu5jvllojvjupewectdzho/app.bsky.feed.post/3larcy5d4vc27https://bsky.app/profile/nikelcat.bsky.social/post/3lafnibdejh2g[cw: implied cock vore] Just a nice, quick blowjob between friends :3 …well, a few dozen friends technically. They don’t count though, they won’t be around for much longer~ Hot wolf and art is by @qwalf.bsky.social 💜08 Nov 2024 01:42 +0000at://did:plc:bcnu5jvllojvjupewectdzho/app.bsky.feed.post/3lafnibdejh2ghttps://bsky.app/profile/nikelcat.bsky.social/post/3laerm6wkag2vGood: remembered to mention eye colors to the artist for once! Bad: nearly sent them details that would have made them backwards anyway! PROGRESS |'307 Nov 2024 17:23 +0000at://did:plc:bcnu5jvllojvjupewectdzho/app.bsky.feed.post/3laerm6wkag2vhttps://bsky.app/profile/nikelcat.bsky.social/post/3lacxowchw523Distracting myself by forcibly overclocking the horny drive And also by blocking myself from viewing any news sites for the next few…indefinite |’307 Nov 2024 00:06 +0000at://did:plc:bcnu5jvllojvjupewectdzho/app.bsky.feed.post/3lacxowchw523https://bsky.app/profile/nikelcat.bsky.social/post/3labvpvgyyl2lBarely slept last night and have a horrible sense of despair I know that *I*'ll be fine...but my heart hurts so bad for everyone I know that's in red states, that's trans, that's a person of color, that's in poverty... I'm so goddamn sorry. Look out for each other yall, and disconnect if you need06 Nov 2024 13:59 +0000at://did:plc:bcnu5jvllojvjupewectdzho/app.bsky.feed.post/3labvpvgyyl2lhttps://bsky.app/profile/nikelcat.bsky.social/post/3la6r7y4hzf2vI am CAT. Sometimes big, sometimes small, sometimes many, but always cat. Mow :305 Nov 2024 08:00 +0000at://did:plc:bcnu5jvllojvjupewectdzho/app.bsky.feed.post/3la6r7y4hzf2vhttps://bsky.app/profile/nikelcat.bsky.social/post/3la6nyc6awf2vAlrighty then, following list has been dramatically increased Regardless of how tomorrow (today?) goes, I think I'm gonna be around here mostly again, heck with twitter05 Nov 2024 07:02 +0000at://did:plc:bcnu5jvllojvjupewectdzho/app.bsky.feed.post/3la6nyc6awf2v