Dev. Gamer. Introvert. Pro 🤎. 🏳️‍🌈. 🏳️‍⚧️. 9.16.25 RiP Mom 🕊️ Current 🎮: TBD #Blacksky #Gamedev #Blackskygamershttps://bsky.app/profile/illuxtrae.bsky.socialhttps://bsky.app/profile/illuxtrae.bsky.social/post/3lyyq2gol5c2mMy mom was my best friend… and I was to her so much she didn’t even want a funeral and told me to get life insurance to take of me… I never did it cause I felt like that would be predicting her leaving…. I thought we had more time. My higher power is on time out for exactly 7 days and 7 nights…17 Sep 2025 01:53 +0000at://did:plc:cud7oe5qb45mnf6ufm4fthkd/app.bsky.feed.post/3lyyq2gol5c2mhttps://bsky.app/profile/illuxtrae.bsky.social/post/3lyypx6p3nk2mNot for nothing today I loss my mom… and years ago I loss my only brother so I’m pretty much alone… and I’m tired.. idk wha to do idk where to turn idk shit. The one thing I do know is I’m finna use my five days of bereavement getting extremely fucked up to the point I’m incoherent to everything.17 Sep 2025 01:51 +0000at://did:plc:cud7oe5qb45mnf6ufm4fthkd/app.bsky.feed.post/3lyypx6p3nk2mhttps://bsky.app/profile/illuxtrae.bsky.social/post/3lyypnbp66k2m17 Sep 2025 01:46 +0000at://did:plc:cud7oe5qb45mnf6ufm4fthkd/app.bsky.feed.post/3lyypnbp66k2mhttps://bsky.app/profile/illuxtrae.bsky.social/post/3lyy7tqpa3k2qDamn my mom passed away today. I wasn’t as prepared as I thought…. it happened too fast..16 Sep 2025 21:03 +0000at://did:plc:cud7oe5qb45mnf6ufm4fthkd/app.bsky.feed.post/3lyy7tqpa3k2qhttps://bsky.app/profile/illuxtrae.bsky.social/post/3lxiapblaec2cThe Agenda on trans people is wild.. I wish they cut it out. It’s old and tired. Putting focus on the 0.8% as they rob everyone out of tax dollars..28 Aug 2025 19:11 +0000at://did:plc:cud7oe5qb45mnf6ufm4fthkd/app.bsky.feed.post/3lxiapblaec2chttps://bsky.app/profile/illuxtrae.bsky.social/post/3lxa7jwiet22bThe fact I had to call xfinity repeatedly to cancel service cause the worker didn’t want to disconnect my service just made me never want to be a customer again. It’s a bulk account I’m not even paying for the service… yet yall refuse to cancel as if another tenant isn’t moving in…25 Aug 2025 14:28 +0000at://did:plc:cud7oe5qb45mnf6ufm4fthkd/app.bsky.feed.post/3lxa7jwiet22bhttps://bsky.app/profile/illuxtrae.bsky.social/post/3lx36qahgu22pI woke myself up cause I punched myself in my head… df going on..23 Aug 2025 14:31 +0000at://did:plc:cud7oe5qb45mnf6ufm4fthkd/app.bsky.feed.post/3lx36qahgu22phttps://bsky.app/profile/illuxtrae.bsky.social/post/3lw7kae5gks2iDamn. $23k car and the shit won’t start it ain’t even been 60 days. Don’t bother with Carvana cause wtf12 Aug 2025 14:42 +0000at://did:plc:cud7oe5qb45mnf6ufm4fthkd/app.bsky.feed.post/3lw7kae5gks2ihttps://bsky.app/profile/illuxtrae.bsky.social/post/3lvyy4pmlec221 20oz soda 1 pack of woods. $10.08. Insane… I wanna say “back in my day…” cuz df..10 Aug 2025 00:02 +0000at://did:plc:cud7oe5qb45mnf6ufm4fthkd/app.bsky.feed.post/3lvyy4pmlec22https://bsky.app/profile/illuxtrae.bsky.social/post/3lvyar4n3mk2y#caturday09 Aug 2025 17:04 +0000at://did:plc:cud7oe5qb45mnf6ufm4fthkd/app.bsky.feed.post/3lvyar4n3mk2yhttps://bsky.app/profile/illuxtrae.bsky.social/post/3lvxwvwcq4c2hThe way I’m mentally checked out.09 Aug 2025 14:07 +0000at://did:plc:cud7oe5qb45mnf6ufm4fthkd/app.bsky.feed.post/3lvxwvwcq4c2hhttps://bsky.app/profile/illuxtrae.bsky.social/post/3lvdo3oa6u22f3800.00 pay check and only see 2600.00 of it is insane. I’m going exempt..01 Aug 2025 12:36 +0000at://did:plc:cud7oe5qb45mnf6ufm4fthkd/app.bsky.feed.post/3lvdo3oa6u22fhttps://bsky.app/profile/illuxtrae.bsky.social/post/3luq2wgqqkk2iI need to figure out my next move. I been super stressed with work and life. Seems like every 3 years it’s the same cycle me starting all over looking for “happiness” that ain’t never finna come.24 Jul 2025 17:33 +0000at://did:plc:cud7oe5qb45mnf6ufm4fthkd/app.bsky.feed.post/3luq2wgqqkk2ihttps://bsky.app/profile/illuxtrae.bsky.social/post/3luokkhwr3s2nI miss my dog. Goodnite.24 Jul 2025 03:07 +0000at://did:plc:cud7oe5qb45mnf6ufm4fthkd/app.bsky.feed.post/3luokkhwr3s2nhttps://bsky.app/profile/illuxtrae.bsky.social/post/3lumyiuxwrc2vSitting in the bathroom for hours in the am to text somebody is wild. lol just be single? lol df23 Jul 2025 12:12 +0000at://did:plc:cud7oe5qb45mnf6ufm4fthkd/app.bsky.feed.post/3lumyiuxwrc2v