syd conklin. (she/he) 32. mean tmasc lesbian, dog nerd, maker of Mush Crush. @adabear or @adabear_art everywhere. out of office weds/thurs. Commissions OPENhttps://bsky.app/profile/adabear-art.bsky.socialhttps://bsky.app/profile/adabear-art.bsky.social/post/3mwq2facltk2sNightmare about being choked in the middle of the street by my ex woke my ass up lmfao how is everyone else30 Sep 2026 09:40 +0000at://did:plc:e7l7phc2iyzctlka3njd6nrm/app.bsky.feed.post/3mwq2facltk2shttps://bsky.app/profile/adabear-art.bsky.social/post/3mwoygryhtc2jdog dog made it exactly 32 minutes into her first SMARTrecovery meeting before she had to leave the call to barf 👍 Next week we're gonna get to an hour29 Sep 2026 23:32 +0000at://did:plc:e7l7phc2iyzctlka3njd6nrm/app.bsky.feed.post/3mwoygryhtc2jhttps://bsky.app/profile/adabear-art.bsky.social/post/3mwlrabs4fc2e[mpreg, tf, cumflation, breeding] graaaaaah i finally finished something graaaah!!!! Thank god I was asked to just specifically draw all my current fetishes or I might never have made it. For @canisargentum.bsky.social 🌕🐺💦28 Sep 2026 16:45 +0000at://did:plc:e7l7phc2iyzctlka3njd6nrm/app.bsky.feed.post/3mwlrabs4fc2ehttps://bsky.app/profile/adabear-art.bsky.social/post/3mwlrabs4fc2e[mpreg, tf, cumflation, breeding] graaaaaah i finally finished something graaaah!!!! Thank god I was asked to just specifically draw all my current fetishes or I might never have made it. For @canisargentum.bsky.social 🌕🐺💦28 Sep 2026 16:45 +0000at://did:plc:e7l7phc2iyzctlka3njd6nrm/app.bsky.feed.post/3mwlrabs4fc2ehttps://bsky.app/profile/adabear-art.bsky.social/post/3mwjfif4vkc2zbig shout out to my irl friends who've been patiently allowing me to bitch over and over and over again about the same shit. this is my first major break-up to happen while i actually *had* friends and wowow i feel like the most annoying guy in the world27 Sep 2026 18:10 +0000at://did:plc:e7l7phc2iyzctlka3njd6nrm/app.bsky.feed.post/3mwjfif4vkc2zhttps://bsky.app/profile/adabear-art.bsky.social/post/3mwhs3u3mjs2hJesus Christ im so fucking sad lmfao raaaaahhhhh stop being sad!!!!27 Sep 2026 02:50 +0000at://did:plc:e7l7phc2iyzctlka3njd6nrm/app.bsky.feed.post/3mwhs3u3mjs2hhttps://bsky.app/profile/adabear-art.bsky.social/post/3mwcugmawis23You’ve heard of “I can fix him.” You’re well familiar with “Oh no, no I can’t.” But have you ever experienced, “I made the better version of him that his next girlfriend will get to experience.”25 Sep 2026 03:49 +0000at://did:plc:e7l7phc2iyzctlka3njd6nrm/app.bsky.feed.post/3mwcugmawis23https://bsky.app/profile/adabear-art.bsky.social/post/3mwc6ehck522dJesus Christ im so fucking sad lmao. I would like to be able to regulate my emotions somehow please, for the love of fucking Christ24 Sep 2026 21:14 +0000at://did:plc:e7l7phc2iyzctlka3njd6nrm/app.bsky.feed.post/3mwc6ehck522dhttps://bsky.app/profile/adabear-art.bsky.social/post/3mw7kmqel5k2rToday has been fucking crazy. In the morning i formally went no contact with Hedgie (crying and throwing up a lot about it 👍) then a dude tried to throw me out of a women’s room (while barfing about Hedgie), then got a REAL $1k gift card from a car dealership promotional mailer23 Sep 2026 20:15 +0000at://did:plc:e7l7phc2iyzctlka3njd6nrm/app.bsky.feed.post/3mw7kmqel5k2rhttps://bsky.app/profile/adabear-art.bsky.social/post/3mw74cwm3rk2xHoly shit lmfao just had my very first “sir why are you in the women’s room” encounter that involved an actual police officer. Im wearing a mesh tank top. you can literally see my bra23 Sep 2026 15:59 +0000at://did:plc:e7l7phc2iyzctlka3njd6nrm/app.bsky.feed.post/3mw74cwm3rk2xhttps://bsky.app/profile/adabear-art.bsky.social/post/3mw5gov6oxc2gUpsetting side effect of the Horrible Turmoil is a persistent fantasy about Hedgie doing me grievous bodily harm. I have not enjoyed S&M previously. No I will not be analyzing why I need to imagine them literally punching me if I wanna cum when I jerk it22 Sep 2026 23:59 +0000at://did:plc:e7l7phc2iyzctlka3njd6nrm/app.bsky.feed.post/3mw5gov6oxc2ghttps://bsky.app/profile/adabear-art.bsky.social/post/3mw5bcdg6uk2oBegging Jesus and god and anyone else listening to please let the so-far two months long horrible anxiety belly pain please fucking end22 Sep 2026 22:23 +0000at://did:plc:e7l7phc2iyzctlka3njd6nrm/app.bsky.feed.post/3mw5bcdg6uk2ohttps://bsky.app/profile/adabear-art.bsky.social/post/3mw37jr22ic23(Volume warning) I think my pronunciation is good but damn if this guy doesn’t have my ass on volume22 Sep 2026 02:46 +0000at://did:plc:e7l7phc2iyzctlka3njd6nrm/app.bsky.feed.post/3mw37jr22ic23https://bsky.app/profile/adabear-art.bsky.social/post/3mw35hrhnkk2b(Angrily) goddamnit I have gotten so much more belly fur than I started with WHY is it so hard to photograph22 Sep 2026 02:09 +0000at://did:plc:e7l7phc2iyzctlka3njd6nrm/app.bsky.feed.post/3mw35hrhnkk2bhttps://bsky.app/profile/adabear-art.bsky.social/post/3mw26yt3a5c2kI should post another one of these im a lot hairier now [contains quote post or other embedded content]21 Sep 2026 17:04 +0000at://did:plc:e7l7phc2iyzctlka3njd6nrm/app.bsky.feed.post/3mw26yt3a5c2khttps://bsky.app/profile/adabear-art.bsky.social/post/3mvztbwnzxs2pThey came back saying they still want to be friends and I told them that us not speaking has been the best I’ve felt in months [contains quote post or other embedded content]21 Sep 2026 13:34 +0000at://did:plc:e7l7phc2iyzctlka3njd6nrm/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvztbwnzxs2phttps://bsky.app/profile/adabear-art.bsky.social/post/3mvtia6etks26finally did something to piss Hedgie off (was not intentional, did apologize bc it was not in line with the morals I want to adhere to) and I fear it's a huge relief to be hated by them. This whole saga has been made so much worse by everyone being so goddamn friendly while stabbing me 500 times19 Sep 2026 01:00 +0000at://did:plc:e7l7phc2iyzctlka3njd6nrm/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvtia6etks26https://bsky.app/profile/adabear-art.bsky.social/post/3mvt3u7rcic2kshopping for a live-in full-time pup to fill the room in my house bc if i want to add another dog to my home they'd better be payin rent18 Sep 2026 21:19 +0000at://did:plc:e7l7phc2iyzctlka3njd6nrm/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvt3u7rcic2khttps://bsky.app/profile/adabear-art.bsky.social/post/3mvoeztjfck2emy idiot fucking chud son ran nose-first into a tree and screamed, blasting blood from his nostrils, falling to the ground in a little painloaf. No major swelling now that he's clean, bleeding stopped quickly. We staying up all night on concussion watch boys17 Sep 2026 00:20 +0000at://did:plc:e7l7phc2iyzctlka3njd6nrm/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvoeztjfck2ehttps://bsky.app/profile/adabear-art.bsky.social/post/3mvo5jh4nok2rjesus fucking christ everything sucks shit forever16 Sep 2026 22:05 +0000at://did:plc:e7l7phc2iyzctlka3njd6nrm/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvo5jh4nok2rhttps://bsky.app/profile/adabear-art.bsky.social/post/3mvlb4fig7s2nRealized that saying "I'd love to hear about the fun stuff you were up to last weekend" is not enough to prompt a friend to tell me about their weekend, and I need to actually say "Tell me about the fun stuff you did last weekend" or the conversation will just die15 Sep 2026 18:32 +0000at://did:plc:e7l7phc2iyzctlka3njd6nrm/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvlb4fig7s2nhttps://bsky.app/profile/adabear-art.bsky.social/post/3mvksawrbbc2zsitting in the floor crying (smol....)15 Sep 2026 14:06 +0000at://did:plc:e7l7phc2iyzctlka3njd6nrm/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvksawrbbc2zhttps://bsky.app/profile/adabear-art.bsky.social/post/3mvc3at5j2s2r*watching A Murder at the End of the World* oh it's glass onion but hulu12 Sep 2026 02:53 +0000at://did:plc:e7l7phc2iyzctlka3njd6nrm/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvc3at5j2s2rhttps://bsky.app/profile/adabear-art.bsky.social/post/3mv74z5asok2rFor my fellow I'm A Fucking Insane Person girlies, I finally started playing around with Focus on my iPhone and it does indeed have an "I can't actually block this guy or delete our messages but I need to not see them or bad texts will happen" setting10 Sep 2026 22:46 +0000at://did:plc:e7l7phc2iyzctlka3njd6nrm/app.bsky.feed.post/3mv74z5asok2rhttps://bsky.app/profile/adabear-art.bsky.social/post/3mv4vlpcjkc27wraow10 Sep 2026 01:28 +0000at://did:plc:e7l7phc2iyzctlka3njd6nrm/app.bsky.feed.post/3mv4vlpcjkc27https://bsky.app/profile/adabear-art.bsky.social/post/3mv3iyzf4bc2vfriend stayed the night at my house for the first time, and I had told her I usually wake up at 6:30 and get out of bed at 7:30. why tf I finally get up + put my hearing aids on. my computer has been BLASTING a tv show for the past hour (i had NO idea, friend assumed i was on Bluetooth)09 Sep 2026 12:10 +0000at://did:plc:e7l7phc2iyzctlka3njd6nrm/app.bsky.feed.post/3mv3iyzf4bc2v