📚 Smut peddler. Soft heart. Sharp tongue. 🧠 Writing about messy love & mental health 🔞 Romance | Recovery | Real talk 👇 Read me & feel thingshttps://bsky.app/profile/asraidevin.bsky.socialhttps://bsky.app/profile/asraidevin.bsky.social/post/3mujwvure4s2bExcellent. Husband in a bipolar discard phase, his friend abandons him. I have 5 hours sleep because my brain thinks the best use of what little energy I have should be spent preparing for death. #mentalillnes #bipolar #spouse #fuckyoubrain02 Sep 2026 12:31 +0000at://did:plc:eanwvr4vuout67apht7q4imv/app.bsky.feed.post/3mujwvure4s2bhttps://bsky.app/profile/asraidevin.bsky.social/post/3muj5zl2bvk25This times like 500 a year later. [contains quote post or other embedded content]02 Sep 2026 05:06 +0000at://did:plc:eanwvr4vuout67apht7q4imv/app.bsky.feed.post/3muj5zl2bvk25https://bsky.app/profile/asraidevin.bsky.social/post/3muj5ojjk3k2c4 years of supporting my husband through his bipolar. His buddy begs him to go there because "your wife is a bitch." One week and dude kicks him out. Fuck you Drew, you fucking weak ass motherfucker. Couldn't even handle a week of it. Fucking piece of shit asshole. Do I text him that?02 Sep 2026 05:00 +0000at://did:plc:eanwvr4vuout67apht7q4imv/app.bsky.feed.post/3muj5ojjk3k2chttps://bsky.app/profile/asraidevin.bsky.social/post/3lyj7zz3rrc2eSitting in the staff room. Listening to my coworkers being anti trans and not sure how to speak up. Or if I should. I'm clearly the only one. In case you wonder what it's like in Saskatchewan schools.10 Sep 2025 21:56 +0000at://did:plc:eanwvr4vuout67apht7q4imv/app.bsky.feed.post/3lyj7zz3rrc2ehttps://bsky.app/profile/asraidevin.bsky.social/post/3ly4wyhkbbk2tJax grabbed her ass, hauling her against his skin-tight jeans. She slipped her tongue into his mouth and tasted whiskey.06 Sep 2025 00:43 +0000at://did:plc:eanwvr4vuout67apht7q4imv/app.bsky.feed.post/3ly4wyhkbbk2thttps://bsky.app/profile/asraidevin.bsky.social/post/3luqlsevhsc2yI went to court to ask a judge to take away my husband’s freedom. Not because I wanted to. Because I had no other choice. This is what love looks like when mental illness unravels everything. 💔 “There Are No Good Options” https://medium.com/capture-the-shimmer/the-brutal-reality-of-loving-through-mental-illness-98586d97d5c524 Jul 2025 22:35 +0000at://did:plc:eanwvr4vuout67apht7q4imv/app.bsky.feed.post/3luqlsevhsc2yhttps://bsky.app/profile/asraidevin.bsky.social/post/3lu7ih2233c2mJust spent hours editing a piece for a vocal challenge. Only to realize it's only for vocal plus members. You all get this: Alex inhaled her like he’d been drowning for seven years without her—and she was pure oxygen.18 Jul 2025 03:20 +0000at://did:plc:eanwvr4vuout67apht7q4imv/app.bsky.feed.post/3lu7ih2233c2mhttps://bsky.app/profile/asraidevin.bsky.social/post/3ltvivps45s2pTonight on asrai Devin substack, smut peddler: the naughty secretary fantasy. Ally engages in a fun fantasy with her much older lover Logan. She plays naughty secretary to his dominant boss. https://open.substack.com/pub/asraidevin/p/naughty-secretary-fantasy?utm_source=share&utm_medium=android&r=4bfc1 #smutpeddler #erotica #Sinner #onehandreading14 Jul 2025 04:01 +0000at://did:plc:eanwvr4vuout67apht7q4imv/app.bsky.feed.post/3ltvivps45s2phttps://bsky.app/profile/asraidevin.bsky.social/post/3ltqev4qu722aWe’re having one of those days. He’s furious about the hospital stay. I feel worthless. I know I’m not. I know. But it’s so hard to hold onto that knowing. Love during mental illness is no joke. #MentalHealth #LEAPMethod #SupportNotShame vm.tiktok.com/ZMSpQkew912 Jul 2025 03:06 +0000at://did:plc:eanwvr4vuout67apht7q4imv/app.bsky.feed.post/3ltqev4qu722ahttps://bsky.app/profile/asraidevin.bsky.social/post/3ltijw4jja22oNew smut drop. A couple, a fantasy, and one hot night they can’t take back. Roleplay, taboo, and deep trust—this one's 🔥 & tender. Read: https://medium.com/asrais-purple-prose/detention-games-part-1-09f28588e06d #Erotica #NSFW #Fiction #smut #smutpeddler #onehandreading09 Jul 2025 00:15 +0000at://did:plc:eanwvr4vuout67apht7q4imv/app.bsky.feed.post/3ltijw4jja22ohttps://bsky.app/profile/asraidevin.bsky.social/post/3ltg6a5we3s2gI didn’t lose my husband all at once. I lost him in pieces. To mania. To paranoia. To a system that only helps once things get dangerous. This is the truth of loving someone through mental illness. 💔 https://medium.com/capture-the-shimmer/the-brutal-reality-of-loving-through-mental-illness-98586d97d5c5 #mentalhealthawareness #marriageandmentalhealth #relationshipsarehard08 Jul 2025 01:40 +0000at://did:plc:eanwvr4vuout67apht7q4imv/app.bsky.feed.post/3ltg6a5we3s2ghttps://bsky.app/profile/asraidevin.bsky.social/post/3ltdldnhnbk2oAn artist rents a boy toy as her model for the day. https://open.substack.com/pub/veronicassmut/p/an-artist-rents-a-boy-toy-as-her?utm_source=share&utm_medium=android&r=4bfc107 Jul 2025 00:57 +0000at://did:plc:eanwvr4vuout67apht7q4imv/app.bsky.feed.post/3ltdldnhnbk2ohttps://bsky.app/profile/asraidevin.bsky.social/post/3ltdl47efts2oIt was just a shirt until it wasn't .... vm.tiktok.com/ZMSqHGTNk/07 Jul 2025 00:53 +0000at://did:plc:eanwvr4vuout67apht7q4imv/app.bsky.feed.post/3ltdl47efts2ohttps://bsky.app/profile/asraidevin.bsky.social/post/3ltdl2wmvwk2oOh my friend May More bringing the chills in Burnt Sausages on the BBQ. https://medium.com/short-and-weird/burnt-sausages-waiting-on-the-bbq-9cf7e361336607 Jul 2025 00:52 +0000at://did:plc:eanwvr4vuout67apht7q4imv/app.bsky.feed.post/3ltdl2wmvwk2ohttps://bsky.app/profile/asraidevin.bsky.social/post/3ltbgfdjz7c2tHelping him dress wasn’t supposed to feel good. "Each single accidental touch shot electricity through her body, making her hyperaware of him." 🔥 A button, a glance, and everything unravels. Read the tease: https://medium.com/asrais-purple-prose/buttoned-up-barely-19310adaa9b7 #romance #steamyreads #amwritingromance06 Jul 2025 04:23 +0000at://did:plc:eanwvr4vuout67apht7q4imv/app.bsky.feed.post/3ltbgfdjz7c2thttps://bsky.app/profile/asraidevin.bsky.social/post/3lt5zhtgmkc2v2 wordle guesses left and zero ideas. #wordle #help04 Jul 2025 19:54 +0000at://did:plc:eanwvr4vuout67apht7q4imv/app.bsky.feed.post/3lt5zhtgmkc2vhttps://bsky.app/profile/asraidevin.bsky.social/post/3lt4cqfgrw22fK. I'm playing with tiktok. What do you think? vm.tiktok.com/ZMS4vQusg/ #BookTok #SpicyRomance #AgeGapLove #ForbiddenRomance #RomanceBooks #BookishAF #AsraiDevin #SteamyReads https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMS4vQusg/04 Jul 2025 03:34 +0000at://did:plc:eanwvr4vuout67apht7q4imv/app.bsky.feed.post/3lt4cqfgrw22fhttps://bsky.app/profile/asraidevin.bsky.social/post/3lt43esepxk23💔 She’s loved with him for years. 🔥 He’s her brother’s best friend. 💦 One reckless moment. She was too young. He knew better. But that night changed everything. ✨ Read Love Worth the Wait 💕 All the angst. All the heat. 📖 https://medium.com/asrais-purple-prose/love-worth-the-wait-cfb0129dc950 #SteamyReads #ForbiddenLove #SpicyRomance04 Jul 2025 01:22 +0000at://did:plc:eanwvr4vuout67apht7q4imv/app.bsky.feed.post/3lt43esepxk23https://bsky.app/profile/asraidevin.bsky.social/post/3lszubildh22vI had to get a new Instagram. Who is there??03 Jul 2025 04:10 +0000at://did:plc:eanwvr4vuout67apht7q4imv/app.bsky.feed.post/3lszubildh22vhttps://bsky.app/profile/asraidevin.bsky.social/post/3lszgthsl7s2iYou can study someone’s schedule. Copy their strategy. Mimic their ideas. But you won’t get their career. You can’t replicate someone else’s path to success. ✍️ You Can’t Steal Someone Else’s Writing Career 🔗 https://medium.com/mmm-mondays/you-cant-steal-someone-else-s-writing-career-f19f1e40cc7b #WritersOnMedium #WritingLife #CreativeProcess #ImposterSyndrome03 Jul 2025 00:10 +0000at://did:plc:eanwvr4vuout67apht7q4imv/app.bsky.feed.post/3lszgthsl7s2ihttps://bsky.app/profile/asraidevin.bsky.social/post/3lsyixiw3wk2pI wrote this during the darkest days of my husband’s mental illness. When your loved one loses touch with reality, it doesn’t just shatter their world, it tears yours. This is what psychosis looks like. ✨ Read here: https://medium.com/the-patients-voice/psychosis-doesnt-just-hurt-the-one-who-has-it-f4a41e89d18d #mentalhealth #caregiver #psychosis #bipolar02 Jul 2025 15:15 +0000at://did:plc:eanwvr4vuout67apht7q4imv/app.bsky.feed.post/3lsyixiw3wk2phttps://bsky.app/profile/asraidevin.bsky.social/post/3lsxjxhzek22m👀 She was just supposed to nanny But when mom caught her… things got complicated. 📖 New sapphic short story just dropped: “Caught” — part tension, part tenderness, and definitely NSFW. Read it here: https://open.substack.com/pub/asraidevin/p/babysitter-gets-caught-47b?utm_source=share&utm_medium=android&r=4bfc1 #SmuttyFiction #SapphicStories #QueerRomance #SubstackWriters02 Jul 2025 06:00 +0000at://did:plc:eanwvr4vuout67apht7q4imv/app.bsky.feed.post/3lsxjxhzek22mhttps://bsky.app/profile/asraidevin.bsky.social/post/3lswblxmwz22bRewatching Game of Thrones. I want Daenerys's wardrobe. #gameofthrones01 Jul 2025 17:58 +0000at://did:plc:eanwvr4vuout67apht7q4imv/app.bsky.feed.post/3lswblxmwz22bhttps://bsky.app/profile/asraidevin.bsky.social/post/3lsuygnfhhk2wSome days I write steamy fiction. Some days I write about surviving a marriage warped by psychosis. This line stuck with me today… "Taking care of him was taking care of myself. If I let him go into the world with instability, I'd never forgive myself."01 Jul 2025 05:41 +0000at://did:plc:eanwvr4vuout67apht7q4imv/app.bsky.feed.post/3lsuygnfhhk2whttps://bsky.app/profile/asraidevin.bsky.social/post/3lsuxy7q2gs2qWriting a handbook for loving someone through delusion, dysregulation, and distrust — while keeping myself intact. It’s based on LEAP, DBT, and how to hold hope when your partner thinks you’re the enemy. If it helps someone else, that’s all I want. melodyschmitke.gumroad.com/l/ydurjw https://melodyschmitke.gumroad.com/l/ydurjw01 Jul 2025 05:33 +0000at://did:plc:eanwvr4vuout67apht7q4imv/app.bsky.feed.post/3lsuxy7q2gs2q