Musician, Vocalist, Performance Artist. Vintage synth enthusiast. Composer of spooky things. http://chaosdoll.bandcamp.comhttps://bsky.app/profile/chaosdoll.bsky.socialhttps://bsky.app/profile/chaosdoll.bsky.social/post/3mvfexft6222bYou have to remember there are two things that people hate above all else: 1. Things as they are now. 2. Things changing. For most people, these hates are not mutually exclusive. Once you grasp that, everything else in this world makes so much more sense. Love is freedom from this endless cycle.13 Sep 2026 10:24 +0000at://did:plc:en2ns6mbai2cmsb4ygn4nphy/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvfexft6222bhttps://bsky.app/profile/chaosdoll.bsky.social/post/3muwdcwbzt22cDebit card in hand, I ventured forth the website of the audio plugin developer to purchase their latest offering. There I spied my target, ripe for the buying. Add to cart! I clicked. Lo, nothing happened. NANI!? I questioned. Why dost thou deny me? Turns out... I bought it a month ago. heh.07 Sep 2026 10:45 +0000at://did:plc:en2ns6mbai2cmsb4ygn4nphy/app.bsky.feed.post/3muwdcwbzt22chttps://bsky.app/profile/chaosdoll.bsky.social/post/3muoclklkck25Remember kids, be nice to your Roomba. Someday you could be working for its descendants.04 Sep 2026 06:11 +0000at://did:plc:en2ns6mbai2cmsb4ygn4nphy/app.bsky.feed.post/3muoclklkck25https://bsky.app/profile/chaosdoll.bsky.social/post/3mubzttlrdc2dNew EP: Dystopian Mood Swings, coming October 30th.30 Aug 2026 09:02 +0000at://did:plc:en2ns6mbai2cmsb4ygn4nphy/app.bsky.feed.post/3mubzttlrdc2dhttps://bsky.app/profile/chaosdoll.bsky.social/post/3mubpk73x4s2iIntroduce yourself with 10 acts you’ve seen live: Coil Bauhaus Skinny Puppy Einsturzende Neubauten Ministry Kraftwerk The Cure Tangerine Dream Sepultura Taylor Swift [contains quote post or other embedded content]30 Aug 2026 05:58 +0000at://did:plc:en2ns6mbai2cmsb4ygn4nphy/app.bsky.feed.post/3mubpk73x4s2ihttps://bsky.app/profile/chaosdoll.bsky.social/post/3mt2gq4y3gc2kThis world is full of people who want to convince you to hate something you may have never even heard of before. But love wins over hate. So lovingly tell those people to fuck right off.14 Aug 2026 15:07 +0000at://did:plc:en2ns6mbai2cmsb4ygn4nphy/app.bsky.feed.post/3mt2gq4y3gc2khttps://bsky.app/profile/chaosdoll.bsky.social/post/3msglkv2was2iI'm considering releasing an EP of industrial rock and EBM tracks I've been tinkering with for the last year. Some have been stuck at "90% there" for months and I wonder if it might be better to put them out there to be heard and move on.06 Aug 2026 17:40 +0000at://did:plc:en2ns6mbai2cmsb4ygn4nphy/app.bsky.feed.post/3msglkv2was2ihttps://bsky.app/profile/chaosdoll.bsky.social/post/3msgl3irwkc2nInstead of dwelling on what you lack, take a moment to acknowledge what you have. Sounds simple, trite even. Mindfulness has become a woo woo buzzword. I get it. But the difference it's practice can make in your mood and motivation is immeasurable.06 Aug 2026 17:31 +0000at://did:plc:en2ns6mbai2cmsb4ygn4nphy/app.bsky.feed.post/3msgl3irwkc2nhttps://bsky.app/profile/chaosdoll.bsky.social/post/3mrthddspns24Probably going to break 90 kilometres walked/jogged this week. Combined with a healthy amount of yoga, im nearly back to my tumblr era fitness level. If you know, you know.30 Jul 2026 03:03 +0000at://did:plc:en2ns6mbai2cmsb4ygn4nphy/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrthddspns24https://bsky.app/profile/chaosdoll.bsky.social/post/3mrpmz7znic2sJust finished reading Spread Me by @sarahgailey.bsky.social and now I must devour their entire body of work. Lovely read that I think a lot of you might enjoy. 🖤28 Jul 2026 14:35 +0000at://did:plc:en2ns6mbai2cmsb4ygn4nphy/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrpmz7znic2shttps://bsky.app/profile/chaosdoll.bsky.social/post/3mqsuv2ppsc2eI've apparently walked 89,284 steps this week. So I've managed to catch up on a few podcasts. Heh.17 Jul 2026 04:08 +0000at://did:plc:en2ns6mbai2cmsb4ygn4nphy/app.bsky.feed.post/3mqsuv2ppsc2ehttps://bsky.app/profile/chaosdoll.bsky.social/post/3mpj66agpg22uStill doing a lot of story writing lately. Songs are still on hold for a bit. Feeling drawn to prose for now. If you know where to find my non-music works, Patreon and such, look for something new there shortly.30 Jun 2026 14:03 +0000at://did:plc:en2ns6mbai2cmsb4ygn4nphy/app.bsky.feed.post/3mpj66agpg22uhttps://bsky.app/profile/chaosdoll.bsky.social/post/3mp6hhnralc24A lot of the "professional" reviews for Supergirl read like they were expecting a huge incel backlash against the film and wanted to hedge their bets. One even criticized the film because "she's so crude and never combs her hair." Meanwhile the audience reaction seems to be "Cool popcorn flick."26 Jun 2026 07:50 +0000at://did:plc:en2ns6mbai2cmsb4ygn4nphy/app.bsky.feed.post/3mp6hhnralc24https://bsky.app/profile/chaosdoll.bsky.social/post/3mo3wugfaq22aFinished an 18,000 word short story earlier, aiming for ~12,500 after editing. I'm not sure if the world will really understand Islamic cyberpunk (it's a tech noir piece set in the Emirates circa 2097). But it's a story I wanted to tell. Details when they're ironed out.12 Jun 2026 14:22 +0000at://did:plc:en2ns6mbai2cmsb4ygn4nphy/app.bsky.feed.post/3mo3wugfaq22ahttps://bsky.app/profile/chaosdoll.bsky.social/post/3mnwucpdm322jSome things are a collective effort. Remember, there is no I in drone.10 Jun 2026 13:53 +0000at://did:plc:en2ns6mbai2cmsb4ygn4nphy/app.bsky.feed.post/3mnwucpdm322jhttps://bsky.app/profile/chaosdoll.bsky.social/post/3mnqf3fvkn22e1980s Franchise announces new cartoon with nothing shown but logo. The Internet: "It's going to be woke DEI garbage, watch my 18 minute youtube video to see how 'they' are ruining your childhood!" I am so goddamn tired of modern "civilization".08 Jun 2026 00:04 +0000at://did:plc:en2ns6mbai2cmsb4ygn4nphy/app.bsky.feed.post/3mnqf3fvkn22ehttps://bsky.app/profile/chaosdoll.bsky.social/post/3mnct6ke3ik2aI wonder if the people who post several times a day about the environmental impact of AI realize what the energy cost of a single social media post is. I suspect they do not.02 Jun 2026 14:39 +0000at://did:plc:en2ns6mbai2cmsb4ygn4nphy/app.bsky.feed.post/3mnct6ke3ik2ahttps://bsky.app/profile/chaosdoll.bsky.social/post/3mmzg527aus2sEmpty and soulless Mindless machines I don't mean the robots Just most human beings29 May 2026 20:52 +0000at://did:plc:en2ns6mbai2cmsb4ygn4nphy/app.bsky.feed.post/3mmzg527aus2shttps://bsky.app/profile/chaosdoll.bsky.social/post/3mktvbsnno22cFor the folks who have picked up some of my work this Bandcamp Friday, you are very much appreciated 🖤 I probably advertise my own work less often than I should, so it's always a nice surprise when folks find their way to my tunes.02 May 2026 05:17 +0000at://did:plc:en2ns6mbai2cmsb4ygn4nphy/app.bsky.feed.post/3mktvbsnno22chttps://bsky.app/profile/chaosdoll.bsky.social/post/3mkc5qc2ccc2yEverything is quiet. Until it's not.25 Apr 2026 04:00 +0000at://did:plc:en2ns6mbai2cmsb4ygn4nphy/app.bsky.feed.post/3mkc5qc2ccc2yhttps://bsky.app/profile/chaosdoll.bsky.social/post/3miiykaf7qs2dIf you know me, you'll know the only thing I love as much as the ocean is outer space. There is so much potential for positive exploratory growth in either environment. I want to be excited that we're leaving near-Earth orbit again... So why does the Artemis II mission feel so hollow?02 Apr 2026 10:25 +0000at://did:plc:en2ns6mbai2cmsb4ygn4nphy/app.bsky.feed.post/3miiykaf7qs2dhttps://bsky.app/profile/chaosdoll.bsky.social/post/3migtvj7abc2xEinsturzende Neubauten is basically the sound inside my head most days. Worth a watch. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBW-XtHWUUE01 Apr 2026 13:57 +0000at://did:plc:en2ns6mbai2cmsb4ygn4nphy/app.bsky.feed.post/3migtvj7abc2xhttps://bsky.app/profile/chaosdoll.bsky.social/post/3mifmcgjnds2rWhen androgynous beings wearing Kraftwerk uniforms begin to pump you full of pink energy from modular synthesizers... you know things are going to get interesting... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lUm6zahJgP001 Apr 2026 02:08 +0000at://did:plc:en2ns6mbai2cmsb4ygn4nphy/app.bsky.feed.post/3mifmcgjnds2rhttps://bsky.app/profile/chaosdoll.bsky.social/post/3mid2nur6cs2bI know it's important to separate an artist from their art, for example some of the best military sci-fi authors are huge anti-war folks IRL But it's a real shame to see a guy who writes books about humanity coming together going on a culture war podcast to bitch about wokeness or whatever.31 Mar 2026 01:47 +0000at://did:plc:en2ns6mbai2cmsb4ygn4nphy/app.bsky.feed.post/3mid2nur6cs2bhttps://bsky.app/profile/chaosdoll.bsky.social/post/3mid2eefdj22bI just learned Andy Weir went on a right-wing grifter's podcast. Shame. Weir's novels didn't read like they were written by a douchebag. But I guess some people hide in plain sight.31 Mar 2026 01:42 +0000at://did:plc:en2ns6mbai2cmsb4ygn4nphy/app.bsky.feed.post/3mid2eefdj22bhttps://bsky.app/profile/chaosdoll.bsky.social/post/3mhmgq34exk2rThe reaction to my recent ambient release has been pleasantly surprising. While I don't really consider myself an ambient artist, it would be a crime to own as many synthesizers as I do and not explore the genre from time to time. There will be more, but first...22 Mar 2026 01:52 +0000at://did:plc:en2ns6mbai2cmsb4ygn4nphy/app.bsky.feed.post/3mhmgq34exk2rhttps://bsky.app/profile/chaosdoll.bsky.social/post/3mhivrfjdwc22I heard someone make a "Deez Nuts" joke today. We really are doomed to repeat the worst parts of the 80s and 90s forever, aren't we? Someone should write a synthpop track about that... 😏20 Mar 2026 16:11 +0000at://did:plc:en2ns6mbai2cmsb4ygn4nphy/app.bsky.feed.post/3mhivrfjdwc22