I'm just a woman made of small horrors. 🌈 writing | art | hockey 🏒 🦑 Kraken | Flyers Goaltender and goalie enthusiast. she/herhttps://bsky.app/profile/gwenindoubt.bsky.socialhttps://bsky.app/profile/gwenindoubt.bsky.social/post/3mbmkdega6s2qEvery year, at the very end of it, we get a taste of how our lives could be, structuring our days like cats structure theirs, soft and warmly lit. And then every January, we return to the harsh and florescent.04 Jan 2026 18:25 +0000at://did:plc:fbdt7623e6ilf4tkcve34vq7/app.bsky.feed.post/3mbmkdega6s2qhttps://bsky.app/profile/gwenindoubt.bsky.social/post/3m3msvu27ik27Ah yes, the four genders: the pursued the pursuing the busy and the tired.20 Oct 2025 12:28 +0000at://did:plc:fbdt7623e6ilf4tkcve34vq7/app.bsky.feed.post/3m3msvu27ik27https://bsky.app/profile/gwenindoubt.bsky.social/post/3m3i4fq5zf22aI love telling literally any man that I'm going to get a haircut and watching the light leave his eyes. You're right. The only two options are Demi Moore (Striptease) or Demi Moore (GI Jane).18 Oct 2025 15:34 +0000at://did:plc:fbdt7623e6ilf4tkcve34vq7/app.bsky.feed.post/3m3i4fq5zf22ahttps://bsky.app/profile/gwenindoubt.bsky.social/post/3m2ywic5f4223The smartest person you know is also the dumbest person you know and often at the same time.12 Oct 2025 14:38 +0000at://did:plc:fbdt7623e6ilf4tkcve34vq7/app.bsky.feed.post/3m2ywic5f4223https://bsky.app/profile/gwenindoubt.bsky.social/post/3m2xds464p22bBrought to you by Grillo's Pickles. [contains quote post or other embedded content]11 Oct 2025 23:31 +0000at://did:plc:fbdt7623e6ilf4tkcve34vq7/app.bsky.feed.post/3m2xds464p22bhttps://bsky.app/profile/gwenindoubt.bsky.social/post/3m2xdm6caxk2pDesperate to hurt in a way that makes sense. In a way I understand. Instead of whatever the fuck this is.11 Oct 2025 23:28 +0000at://did:plc:fbdt7623e6ilf4tkcve34vq7/app.bsky.feed.post/3m2xdm6caxk2phttps://bsky.app/profile/gwenindoubt.bsky.social/post/3m2ow4oogxc2bYou ever open the door for someone to know you - to ask questions and be interested and allow you to show yourself - and they simply refuse to nudge the door even a little with their toe?08 Oct 2025 15:05 +0000at://did:plc:fbdt7623e6ilf4tkcve34vq7/app.bsky.feed.post/3m2ow4oogxc2bhttps://bsky.app/profile/gwenindoubt.bsky.social/post/3lzy5hccmv225I will not confront my grief as if she is my enemy. I will make her tea and invite her to sit beside me so that we might understand each other.29 Sep 2025 13:45 +0000at://did:plc:fbdt7623e6ilf4tkcve34vq7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lzy5hccmv225https://bsky.app/profile/gwenindoubt.bsky.social/post/3lzwk2arhc22pMe and who?28 Sep 2025 22:25 +0000at://did:plc:fbdt7623e6ilf4tkcve34vq7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lzwk2arhc22phttps://bsky.app/profile/gwenindoubt.bsky.social/post/3lzkalhqr422hHappy Manon Rhéaume day to all who celebrate!24 Sep 2025 01:04 +0000at://did:plc:fbdt7623e6ilf4tkcve34vq7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lzkalhqr422hhttps://bsky.app/profile/gwenindoubt.bsky.social/post/3lzk4fu6z522iI am at the end of my rope - anyone want anything while I'm there?23 Sep 2025 23:49 +0000at://did:plc:fbdt7623e6ilf4tkcve34vq7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lzk4fu6z522ihttps://bsky.app/profile/gwenindoubt.bsky.social/post/3lzeum5x6ac23I continue to find myself lying on the floor.21 Sep 2025 21:46 +0000at://did:plc:fbdt7623e6ilf4tkcve34vq7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lzeum5x6ac23https://bsky.app/profile/gwenindoubt.bsky.social/post/3lzdwbiys4s23Sorry, can't talk. Too busy measuring things with my heart.21 Sep 2025 12:44 +0000at://did:plc:fbdt7623e6ilf4tkcve34vq7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lzdwbiys4s23https://bsky.app/profile/gwenindoubt.bsky.social/post/3lzckq2kmts2oI'm developing so many fractures that surely it is in my foundation now and I fear a building inspector will condemn me.20 Sep 2025 23:44 +0000at://did:plc:fbdt7623e6ilf4tkcve34vq7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lzckq2kmts2ohttps://bsky.app/profile/gwenindoubt.bsky.social/post/3lz2d2flkys2sIf things could calm down for even a minute so my nervous system could regulate itself, I'd appreciate it.17 Sep 2025 17:06 +0000at://did:plc:fbdt7623e6ilf4tkcve34vq7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lz2d2flkys2shttps://bsky.app/profile/gwenindoubt.bsky.social/post/3lykvvigwac23Why do people always want to talk about feelings? For me, it is enough that I feel them.11 Sep 2025 14:00 +0000at://did:plc:fbdt7623e6ilf4tkcve34vq7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lykvvigwac23https://bsky.app/profile/gwenindoubt.bsky.social/post/3lyamlkfcqc2qI can actively see that I'm not having a baja blast right now and instead of trying to have a meaningful conversation I am *checks notes* sending a variety of people reels in the hopes of momentarily tethering to a sense of shared hope and whimsy.07 Sep 2025 11:47 +0000at://did:plc:fbdt7623e6ilf4tkcve34vq7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lyamlkfcqc2qhttps://bsky.app/profile/gwenindoubt.bsky.social/post/3ly645m2gvk2h"Ah, but that's all you know, isn't it, Will? The worn, familiar pattern? And it feels good, doesn't it, a little? To feel bad in such a comfortable way?" Okay, @dylanthyme.bsky.social . It's a little bit early in my day for this kind of self awaredness.06 Sep 2025 11:48 +0000at://did:plc:fbdt7623e6ilf4tkcve34vq7/app.bsky.feed.post/3ly645m2gvk2hhttps://bsky.app/profile/gwenindoubt.bsky.social/post/3lxrtrsnptc2jGenerally, I feel like I'm broken in ways that make me fascinating to look at but impossible to hold.01 Sep 2025 14:46 +0000at://did:plc:fbdt7623e6ilf4tkcve34vq7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lxrtrsnptc2jhttps://bsky.app/profile/gwenindoubt.bsky.social/post/3lxrhydynwk2oObjectively, it's cool as hell that the body can just? put bones back together? and the process is calling knitting? Subjectively, I think it would be neat if it did it ✨️faster✨️.01 Sep 2025 11:15 +0000at://did:plc:fbdt7623e6ilf4tkcve34vq7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lxrhydynwk2ohttps://bsky.app/profile/gwenindoubt.bsky.social/post/3lxmqpyshvk2wI was at an old rail station that's a converted linear running trail now watching two pigeons flit around behind a chain link fence. [contains quote post or other embedded content]30 Aug 2025 14:08 +0000at://did:plc:fbdt7623e6ilf4tkcve34vq7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lxmqpyshvk2whttps://bsky.app/profile/gwenindoubt.bsky.social/post/3lxmqmwmykk2wYou ever have a day where everything you experience kind of feels like a line from a poem?30 Aug 2025 14:06 +0000at://did:plc:fbdt7623e6ilf4tkcve34vq7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lxmqmwmykk2whttps://bsky.app/profile/gwenindoubt.bsky.social/post/3lx3gbgp2gs2tWhat's a manic pixie dream girl, but in her late thirties? Because I fear it is me.23 Aug 2025 16:46 +0000at://did:plc:fbdt7623e6ilf4tkcve34vq7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lx3gbgp2gs2thttps://bsky.app/profile/gwenindoubt.bsky.social/post/3lx3g53ahpc2tI have mad respect for diners that put a truly obscene amount of butter on their toast.23 Aug 2025 16:43 +0000at://did:plc:fbdt7623e6ilf4tkcve34vq7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lx3g53ahpc2thttps://bsky.app/profile/gwenindoubt.bsky.social/post/3lwm5qiszos24I'm not the kind of girl you start a war for. I am the war.17 Aug 2025 15:03 +0000at://did:plc:fbdt7623e6ilf4tkcve34vq7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lwm5qiszos24https://bsky.app/profile/gwenindoubt.bsky.social/post/3lv7thui2jk2cSCREAMING! I didn't expect to fall in love with Morgan and Kazio as much as I did, but this might be my favorite coupling of the series. CHECK IT OUT! [contains quote post or other embedded content]31 Jul 2025 00:02 +0000at://did:plc:fbdt7623e6ilf4tkcve34vq7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lv7thui2jk2chttps://bsky.app/profile/gwenindoubt.bsky.social/post/3lud3ynacas2qHey chat. Is it hockey time yet?19 Jul 2025 13:47 +0000at://did:plc:fbdt7623e6ilf4tkcve34vq7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lud3ynacas2qhttps://bsky.app/profile/gwenindoubt.bsky.social/post/3lud3arggm224As I watch my cat laze in a sun puddle with all her worries taken care of, I can't help but think that we really whiffed as a species.19 Jul 2025 13:34 +0000at://did:plc:fbdt7623e6ilf4tkcve34vq7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lud3arggm224https://bsky.app/profile/gwenindoubt.bsky.social/post/3lu4ctprlrs2s@sarahlovesgeno.bsky.social here is a sentence I just texted a friend: I bet Juuse Saros doesn't take this much shit for being short.16 Jul 2025 21:01 +0000at://did:plc:fbdt7623e6ilf4tkcve34vq7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lu4ctprlrs2s