Larrie || 28 || ed/recovery || venting and manifesting a better lifehttps://bsky.app/profile/larri3.bsky.socialhttps://bsky.app/profile/larri3.bsky.social/post/3m4c6oufl6c2gMy client cancelled and I had no coverage so I stayed home today and honestly did not get enough done but got the bare minimum and now I’m drunk playing infinity Nikki so I guess it’s a win29 Oct 2025 00:24 +0000at://did:plc:g52vngarlb23k7igea3sggcc/app.bsky.feed.post/3m4c6oufl6c2ghttps://bsky.app/profile/larri3.bsky.social/post/3m44lrsk3322rLicensing board just made a bunch of changes which is going to remove some of my already low hours in that category and now I have to make up even more https://media.tenor.com/V0Mj8vDmCngAAAAC/a-certain-scientific-railgun-kuroko-shirai-head-smash.gif?hh=375&ww=49826 Oct 2025 19:03 +0000at://did:plc:g52vngarlb23k7igea3sggcc/app.bsky.feed.post/3m44lrsk3322rhttps://bsky.app/profile/larri3.bsky.social/post/3m44jgwu4hc2xI have half of a video left for school and then I have some work tasks to complete and then I’m taking the rest of the night off to mentally prepare for work tomorrow by playing pokemon and reading my book26 Oct 2025 18:21 +0000at://did:plc:g52vngarlb23k7igea3sggcc/app.bsky.feed.post/3m44jgwu4hc2xhttps://bsky.app/profile/larri3.bsky.social/post/3m44hxoaocc2oHi I want to try and use this account26 Oct 2025 17:55 +0000at://did:plc:g52vngarlb23k7igea3sggcc/app.bsky.feed.post/3m44hxoaocc2ohttps://bsky.app/profile/larri3.bsky.social/post/3ltjui536bs26Broke and smoked weed the past two days for my “weekend” and woke up with a stomach ache due to binging back to no smoking09 Jul 2025 12:56 +0000at://did:plc:g52vngarlb23k7igea3sggcc/app.bsky.feed.post/3ltjui536bs26https://bsky.app/profile/larri3.bsky.social/post/3ltff3clffc2mI am almost positive my boss is just gonna try and pull me tomorrow to talk with me and honestly I’m just pulling the dead dad card I’m so fucking done explaining myself nicely for everyone’s comfort07 Jul 2025 18:10 +0000at://did:plc:g52vngarlb23k7igea3sggcc/app.bsky.feed.post/3ltff3clffc2mhttps://bsky.app/profile/larri3.bsky.social/post/3ltfbwqlro22fCalled into work and feel so much shame and embarrassment even though I literally had my stomach biopsied last week because I’ve been doing so bad health wise07 Jul 2025 17:14 +0000at://did:plc:g52vngarlb23k7igea3sggcc/app.bsky.feed.post/3ltfbwqlro22fhttps://bsky.app/profile/larri3.bsky.social/post/3ltcai2u2x224I drank way too much last night but we are still up and ready by 8 AM to do more work06 Jul 2025 12:10 +0000at://did:plc:g52vngarlb23k7igea3sggcc/app.bsky.feed.post/3ltcai2u2x224https://bsky.app/profile/larri3.bsky.social/post/3ltbegx3ur22tI don’t want to be sober when I wake up tomorrow wtf06 Jul 2025 03:48 +0000at://did:plc:g52vngarlb23k7igea3sggcc/app.bsky.feed.post/3ltbegx3ur22thttps://bsky.app/profile/larri3.bsky.social/post/3ltb6rk5fbk2nI’m going to die just like my dad someday I can’t escape this06 Jul 2025 02:07 +0000at://did:plc:g52vngarlb23k7igea3sggcc/app.bsky.feed.post/3ltb6rk5fbk2nhttps://bsky.app/profile/larri3.bsky.social/post/3ltauidxnbk2tThe parallel of me drinking to cope with my father and my mother drinking my whole life to cope with her father is too much I fear05 Jul 2025 23:02 +0000at://did:plc:g52vngarlb23k7igea3sggcc/app.bsky.feed.post/3ltauidxnbk2thttps://bsky.app/profile/larri3.bsky.social/post/3ltaugjs7ts2tI’ve quit smoking weed and it’s been a great thing for me but now when I’m alone and I have to stop working I have to drink otherwise I won’t stop working05 Jul 2025 23:01 +0000at://did:plc:g52vngarlb23k7igea3sggcc/app.bsky.feed.post/3ltaugjs7ts2thttps://bsky.app/profile/larri3.bsky.social/post/3lsqtqiv5ks25Most days it just feels like my dad put a curse on me and everything I have been building is gonna be 100x harder to keep and continue building and also I break a toe every 2-4 weeks29 Jun 2025 14:07 +0000at://did:plc:g52vngarlb23k7igea3sggcc/app.bsky.feed.post/3lsqtqiv5ks25https://bsky.app/profile/larri3.bsky.social/post/3lsopzvesrc22I am absolutely drowning in everything28 Jun 2025 17:55 +0000at://did:plc:g52vngarlb23k7igea3sggcc/app.bsky.feed.post/3lsopzvesrc22https://bsky.app/profile/larri3.bsky.social/post/3lsbgrspfz22hI have a 6 hour shift at work and then I need to work on school once I am home and I’m going to kill both23 Jun 2025 11:05 +0000at://did:plc:g52vngarlb23k7igea3sggcc/app.bsky.feed.post/3lsbgrspfz22hhttps://bsky.app/profile/larri3.bsky.social/post/3lsbgqoby2s2hGood morning everyone time for a busy Monday23 Jun 2025 11:04 +0000at://did:plc:g52vngarlb23k7igea3sggcc/app.bsky.feed.post/3lsbgqoby2s2hhttps://bsky.app/profile/larri3.bsky.social/post/3ls7tszzpns2sI haven’t worked as much as I should have today and I hate myself for it but I know I need the rest22 Jun 2025 19:53 +0000at://did:plc:g52vngarlb23k7igea3sggcc/app.bsky.feed.post/3ls7tszzpns2shttps://bsky.app/profile/larri3.bsky.social/post/3ls7loiigzs2rHi I’m sorry for being so inactive life has been absolutely destroying me22 Jun 2025 17:27 +0000at://did:plc:g52vngarlb23k7igea3sggcc/app.bsky.feed.post/3ls7loiigzs2rhttps://bsky.app/profile/larri3.bsky.social/post/3llmaa34v5s24Hi I’m sorry for my absence this month has been really hard for me with all these transitions and dead dad grief30 Mar 2025 16:10 +0000at://did:plc:g52vngarlb23k7igea3sggcc/app.bsky.feed.post/3llmaa34v5s24https://bsky.app/profile/larri3.bsky.social/post/3lkhkgc2jps27I thought I had to fear ending up like my mom and being a drunk but turns out I just have to fear killing myself like most of my family including my own father16 Mar 2025 02:04 +0000at://did:plc:g52vngarlb23k7igea3sggcc/app.bsky.feed.post/3lkhkgc2jps27https://bsky.app/profile/larri3.bsky.social/post/3lkhkeoi67227Everyone has kept praising me for how I’ve been handling my dad’s death but I genuinely don’t feel like my life has been real since October. I think someday I’ll just wake up and this will all be a horrible nightmare I’ve conjured up because this is hell16 Mar 2025 02:03 +0000at://did:plc:g52vngarlb23k7igea3sggcc/app.bsky.feed.post/3lkhkeoi67227https://bsky.app/profile/larri3.bsky.social/post/3lkhkaec2f227I just can’t stop thinking about how isolated I am and the fact that it will probably stay this way for the foreseeable future because my dads death has shut me down to everyone and I don’t see a way out of it16 Mar 2025 02:01 +0000at://did:plc:g52vngarlb23k7igea3sggcc/app.bsky.feed.post/3lkhkaec2f227https://bsky.app/profile/larri3.bsky.social/post/3lkhk5bzhgk27I think I’ve overdone it on large changes/events this week and now I can’t handle life again16 Mar 2025 01:59 +0000at://did:plc:g52vngarlb23k7igea3sggcc/app.bsky.feed.post/3lkhk5bzhgk27https://bsky.app/profile/larri3.bsky.social/post/3lkbjevvylc2hI hope everyone else has had a good week and the full moon today is kind13 Mar 2025 16:30 +0000at://did:plc:g52vngarlb23k7igea3sggcc/app.bsky.feed.post/3lkbjevvylc2hhttps://bsky.app/profile/larri3.bsky.social/post/3lkbj6227322hAlright I have a lot to update everyone on13 Mar 2025 16:26 +0000at://did:plc:g52vngarlb23k7igea3sggcc/app.bsky.feed.post/3lkbj6227322hhttps://bsky.app/profile/larri3.bsky.social/post/3lk42send6k2mI have huge decisions to make today and I just want to dr0wn myself instead11 Mar 2025 12:25 +0000at://did:plc:g52vngarlb23k7igea3sggcc/app.bsky.feed.post/3lk42send6k2mhttps://bsky.app/profile/larri3.bsky.social/post/3ljzpd5gzdk26I’m going to be moving into a healthier and more structured job. I will be able to trust my job with my safety and grow within the company. It is going to be perfect10 Mar 2025 13:55 +0000at://did:plc:g52vngarlb23k7igea3sggcc/app.bsky.feed.post/3ljzpd5gzdk26https://bsky.app/profile/larri3.bsky.social/post/3ljzpblazqc26I have 2 interviews already scheduled and have 3 more applications in waiting to see if I can interview for. Feeling very optimistic about the opportunities coming my way10 Mar 2025 13:54 +0000at://did:plc:g52vngarlb23k7igea3sggcc/app.bsky.feed.post/3ljzpblazqc26https://bsky.app/profile/larri3.bsky.social/post/3ljzpalotks26Happy Monday everyone!!! It’s gonna be a great week!!!!!!10 Mar 2025 13:53 +0000at://did:plc:g52vngarlb23k7igea3sggcc/app.bsky.feed.post/3ljzpalotks26