i always find my way back to this ★ non ed🐛sky dni ⋮ mdni ★ 21 ⋮ he/him ★ professional junk0rexichttps://bsky.app/profile/sunnyrotz.bsky.socialhttps://bsky.app/profile/sunnyrotz.bsky.social/post/3mxwlcztxfs2igained everything back fml15 Oct 2026 17:24 +0000at://did:plc:ibrdiwpbp3eqflcdidsiserb/app.bsky.feed.post/3mxwlcztxfs2ihttps://bsky.app/profile/sunnyrotz.bsky.social/post/3mwjmvxmcxc2ccrazy how the chest pain goes away when I actually eat enough. So funny how that works actually27 Sep 2026 20:23 +0000at://did:plc:ibrdiwpbp3eqflcdidsiserb/app.bsky.feed.post/3mwjmvxmcxc2chttps://bsky.app/profile/sunnyrotz.bsky.social/post/3mw6slciv4c2yI've gotten so small but I know it isn't small enough, fml23 Sep 2026 13:05 +0000at://did:plc:ibrdiwpbp3eqflcdidsiserb/app.bsky.feed.post/3mw6slciv4c2yhttps://bsky.app/profile/sunnyrotz.bsky.social/post/3mvvlfvvoys2zI wish I could just focus on my ed the way I used to, don't have to worry about fuck else if I have tunnel vision for it. But alas, the horrors persist19 Sep 2026 21:03 +0000at://did:plc:ibrdiwpbp3eqflcdidsiserb/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvvlfvvoys2zhttps://bsky.app/profile/sunnyrotz.bsky.social/post/3mvux4qdedc2wI need to stop thinking I can get better bc it just sets back my progress so far19 Sep 2026 15:00 +0000at://did:plc:ibrdiwpbp3eqflcdidsiserb/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvux4qdedc2whttps://bsky.app/profile/sunnyrotz.bsky.social/post/3mvtl6upk2s2tThinking about my own mortality + looking unwell like complete dogshit = oh fuck oh shit uh oh19 Sep 2026 01:53 +0000at://did:plc:ibrdiwpbp3eqflcdidsiserb/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvtl6upk2s2thttps://bsky.app/profile/sunnyrotz.bsky.social/post/3mvshytsjrk2iThe grief caught up to me. Or maybe it's just PTSD idk18 Sep 2026 15:24 +0000at://did:plc:ibrdiwpbp3eqflcdidsiserb/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvshytsjrk2ihttps://bsky.app/profile/sunnyrotz.bsky.social/post/3mvsc2m6bh222Weight is so fake bc I look fatter than ever, but my measurements are the same, and I weigh less than before18 Sep 2026 13:37 +0000at://did:plc:ibrdiwpbp3eqflcdidsiserb/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvsc2m6bh222https://bsky.app/profile/sunnyrotz.bsky.social/post/3mvntspxdwc2eI fear I have changed from eating disorder that I control to Something Else and it's freaking me out16 Sep 2026 19:12 +0000at://did:plc:ibrdiwpbp3eqflcdidsiserb/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvntspxdwc2ehttps://bsky.app/profile/sunnyrotz.bsky.social/post/3mvjfgzbwsc2qeveryone at work is about to be acutely aware of my various mental disorders I stg. Also healing this industrial piercing will be the death of me but its so swag15 Sep 2026 00:44 +0000at://did:plc:ibrdiwpbp3eqflcdidsiserb/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvjfgzbwsc2qhttps://bsky.app/profile/sunnyrotz.bsky.social/post/3murj7q42322wI need another honeymoon phase I need to be stupid again pieassseseess restricting makes me SO dumb and I need that in my life05 Sep 2026 12:47 +0000at://did:plc:ibrdiwpbp3eqflcdidsiserb/app.bsky.feed.post/3murj7q42322whttps://bsky.app/profile/sunnyrotz.bsky.social/post/3mul6uap4tc27the lion does not concern himself with the crazy amount of stomach distention from binging today03 Sep 2026 00:26 +0000at://did:plc:ibrdiwpbp3eqflcdidsiserb/app.bsky.feed.post/3mul6uap4tc27https://bsky.app/profile/sunnyrotz.bsky.social/post/3mudtds7z2k2nSo excited to have alcohol for dinner tomorrow can not wait31 Aug 2026 02:11 +0000at://did:plc:ibrdiwpbp3eqflcdidsiserb/app.bsky.feed.post/3mudtds7z2k2nhttps://bsky.app/profile/sunnyrotz.bsky.social/post/3mucpddvxis2k2 more lbs until I'm out of bmi 21 jfc30 Aug 2026 15:27 +0000at://did:plc:ibrdiwpbp3eqflcdidsiserb/app.bsky.feed.post/3mucpddvxis2khttps://bsky.app/profile/sunnyrotz.bsky.social/post/3mucjki2crk2zI miss the wild west of being pr0ed on forums and shit, and I prefer forums over feeds but it's so hard to find them30 Aug 2026 13:44 +0000at://did:plc:ibrdiwpbp3eqflcdidsiserb/app.bsky.feed.post/3mucjki2crk2zhttps://bsky.app/profile/sunnyrotz.bsky.social/post/3mu5ibdmux22jCookies might be weight loss secret wtf28 Aug 2026 13:37 +0000at://did:plc:ibrdiwpbp3eqflcdidsiserb/app.bsky.feed.post/3mu5ibdmux22jhttps://bsky.app/profile/sunnyrotz.bsky.social/post/3mu3ofd2vss2qI shouldn't have done this I can't stop eating them mannnn I just got back to 118 I'm just not gonna weigh myself for the next couple days [contains quote post or other embedded content]27 Aug 2026 20:21 +0000at://did:plc:ibrdiwpbp3eqflcdidsiserb/app.bsky.feed.post/3mu3ofd2vss2qhttps://bsky.app/profile/sunnyrotz.bsky.social/post/3mu3hhbvu6c2rMade the best cookies on earth today holy shit27 Aug 2026 18:17 +0000at://did:plc:ibrdiwpbp3eqflcdidsiserb/app.bsky.feed.post/3mu3hhbvu6c2rhttps://bsky.app/profile/sunnyrotz.bsky.social/post/3mtytcjrgds23Cashew milk gotta be the world's best invention26 Aug 2026 17:11 +0000at://did:plc:ibrdiwpbp3eqflcdidsiserb/app.bsky.feed.post/3mtytcjrgds23https://bsky.app/profile/sunnyrotz.bsky.social/post/3mtyfekzeds2bIM FINALLY BELOW 120 HOLY SHIT26 Aug 2026 13:02 +0000at://did:plc:ibrdiwpbp3eqflcdidsiserb/app.bsky.feed.post/3mtyfekzeds2bhttps://bsky.app/profile/sunnyrotz.bsky.social/post/3mtx6yv4rhk2gPlateau has me so frustrated I baked and ate like 5 calories dense sugary ass cookies because clearly nothing matters. Maybe the laxative tea will cancel it out, maybe not.26 Aug 2026 01:35 +0000at://did:plc:ibrdiwpbp3eqflcdidsiserb/app.bsky.feed.post/3mtx6yv4rhk2ghttps://bsky.app/profile/sunnyrotz.bsky.social/post/3mtwfpebh5k26How do I continue to plateau this cannot be possible [contains quote post or other embedded content]25 Aug 2026 18:03 +0000at://did:plc:ibrdiwpbp3eqflcdidsiserb/app.bsky.feed.post/3mtwfpebh5k26https://bsky.app/profile/sunnyrotz.bsky.social/post/3mtrkhdgf4c2bIf by Tuesday I'm not under 120 I'm never eating again I stg23 Aug 2026 19:44 +0000at://did:plc:ibrdiwpbp3eqflcdidsiserb/app.bsky.feed.post/3mtrkhdgf4c2bhttps://bsky.app/profile/sunnyrotz.bsky.social/post/3mtqvzggmq22uLet me oouuuttttt oh my god [contains quote post or other embedded content]23 Aug 2026 13:39 +0000at://did:plc:ibrdiwpbp3eqflcdidsiserb/app.bsky.feed.post/3mtqvzggmq22uhttps://bsky.app/profile/sunnyrotz.bsky.social/post/3mtp2am7aec22120 is holding me fucking hostage JUST LET ME GO BELOW AND STAY BELOW FOR THE LOVE OF GOD22 Aug 2026 19:49 +0000at://did:plc:ibrdiwpbp3eqflcdidsiserb/app.bsky.feed.post/3mtp2am7aec22https://bsky.app/profile/sunnyrotz.bsky.social/post/3mtn63n7k5k2t4 cookies for dinner am I Santa ??? Might end up as fat as him if I keep this up22 Aug 2026 01:52 +0000at://did:plc:ibrdiwpbp3eqflcdidsiserb/app.bsky.feed.post/3mtn63n7k5k2thttps://bsky.app/profile/sunnyrotz.bsky.social/post/3mtjucfzyr22udescribe your musical taste in three artists, no genres: circa survive hail the sun get scared [contains quote post or other embedded content]20 Aug 2026 18:19 +0000at://did:plc:ibrdiwpbp3eqflcdidsiserb/app.bsky.feed.post/3mtjucfzyr22uhttps://bsky.app/profile/sunnyrotz.bsky.social/post/3mtju5l5fgk2uI'm so hungry today holy fucking shit20 Aug 2026 18:17 +0000at://did:plc:ibrdiwpbp3eqflcdidsiserb/app.bsky.feed.post/3mtju5l5fgk2u