Dreamer, gamer, VR-DJ, a little losthttps://bsky.app/profile/blahc.bsky.socialhttps://bsky.app/profile/blahc.bsky.social/post/3m3ywm67szs2iJust because I don't like attention to myself does not mean I want to be ignored, or forgotten, or taken for granted. Also: -Having to beg for the bare minimum is not okay. -Treating someone like a pet or sideshow is not okay. Everything has consequences, seen or unseen.25 Oct 2025 08:06 +0000at://did:plc:j4b65olrcuvgj5xjyvrijgbw/app.bsky.feed.post/3m3ywm67szs2ihttps://bsky.app/profile/blahc.bsky.social/post/3ltpxxr6pus2v11 Jul 2025 23:15 +0000at://did:plc:j4b65olrcuvgj5xjyvrijgbw/app.bsky.feed.post/3ltpxxr6pus2vhttps://bsky.app/profile/blahc.bsky.social/post/3ltethmawd22gPeople that believe in ghosts might see one at this event. [contains quote post or other embedded content]07 Jul 2025 12:55 +0000at://did:plc:j4b65olrcuvgj5xjyvrijgbw/app.bsky.feed.post/3ltethmawd22ghttps://bsky.app/profile/blahc.bsky.social/post/3lp4kjrde6c2vHow do robots deal with/heal broken hearts?14 May 2025 08:13 +0000at://did:plc:j4b65olrcuvgj5xjyvrijgbw/app.bsky.feed.post/3lp4kjrde6c2vhttps://bsky.app/profile/blahc.bsky.social/post/3lm5j75tu4s2206 Apr 2025 13:06 +0000at://did:plc:j4b65olrcuvgj5xjyvrijgbw/app.bsky.feed.post/3lm5j75tu4s22https://bsky.app/profile/blahc.bsky.social/post/3llrl5a35yk2mMood01 Apr 2025 19:09 +0000at://did:plc:j4b65olrcuvgj5xjyvrijgbw/app.bsky.feed.post/3llrl5a35yk2mhttps://bsky.app/profile/blahc.bsky.social/post/3llk6wiwa3k2mAnother wasted week, another wasted weekend. I feel a hard limit coming up.29 Mar 2025 20:42 +0000at://did:plc:j4b65olrcuvgj5xjyvrijgbw/app.bsky.feed.post/3llk6wiwa3k2mhttps://bsky.app/profile/blahc.bsky.social/post/3lktgmhbxgc2xBeen suffering from very unpleasant foot pain for weeks now and it does not seem to let up. Starts mild in the morning and hurts like hell later. Doctor says I need patience. Usually that is fine with me, but I feel absolutely useless and down right now. So...sorry in advance for my moods.20 Mar 2025 19:28 +0000at://did:plc:j4b65olrcuvgj5xjyvrijgbw/app.bsky.feed.post/3lktgmhbxgc2xhttps://bsky.app/profile/blahc.bsky.social/post/3lkjiw2kg4s2jOne of these Sundays when you can't wait until it's bedtime so that terrible weekend is finally over... https://media.tenor.com/KXCa8-WkPeYAAAAC/%D1%84%D0%BD%D0%B0%D1%84.gif?hh=282&ww=49816 Mar 2025 20:43 +0000at://did:plc:j4b65olrcuvgj5xjyvrijgbw/app.bsky.feed.post/3lkjiw2kg4s2jhttps://bsky.app/profile/blahc.bsky.social/post/3lhehd4kmz22oRecently been feeling a lot more like myself again. I think I'm finally through this depressive phase that started in October. Just gotta get through the always terrible V-Day week, and I should be good to go. Oh, and according to a fortune cookie, I am to meet a stranger!04 Feb 2025 16:15 +0000at://did:plc:j4b65olrcuvgj5xjyvrijgbw/app.bsky.feed.post/3lhehd4kmz22ohttps://bsky.app/profile/blahc.bsky.social/post/3lg2bbk45dk2bJust watched "The Coffee Table". Good movie, I'm starting to appreciate spanish movies more and more. But serious warning: don't watch it if you easily get empathic with movie characters, it will wreck you. https://www.imdb.com/title/tt21874760/18 Jan 2025 21:35 +0000at://did:plc:j4b65olrcuvgj5xjyvrijgbw/app.bsky.feed.post/3lg2bbk45dk2bhttps://bsky.app/profile/blahc.bsky.social/post/3lfximmc74k22Things I want in 2025: - Become a better person - Lose weight - No alcohol all year - Find a good new job I haven't had anything to drink so far, so that is going.17 Jan 2025 19:09 +0000at://did:plc:j4b65olrcuvgj5xjyvrijgbw/app.bsky.feed.post/3lfximmc74k22https://bsky.app/profile/blahc.bsky.social/post/3lf5uzv3eas2c27 years later and I still dream of school sometimes...07 Jan 2025 14:42 +0000at://did:plc:j4b65olrcuvgj5xjyvrijgbw/app.bsky.feed.post/3lf5uzv3eas2chttps://bsky.app/profile/blahc.bsky.social/post/3lejekyd4lk242024 had some nice moments, but overall it was pretty bad for me. Not that I expect magic to happen only because the number changes, but gods - next year needs to be better. And so do I, so I will start with myself. Music: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hA_MqPRvsJc30 Dec 2024 10:54 +0000at://did:plc:j4b65olrcuvgj5xjyvrijgbw/app.bsky.feed.post/3lejekyd4lk24https://bsky.app/profile/blahc.bsky.social/post/3legyqvzfak2vGonna get some rest today. Song for the day, one that reminds me that there's always a little light of hope left, even after everything seems to have ended or came crashing down. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wNBNcE9LvyE29 Dec 2024 12:17 +0000at://did:plc:j4b65olrcuvgj5xjyvrijgbw/app.bsky.feed.post/3legyqvzfak2vhttps://bsky.app/profile/blahc.bsky.social/post/3lecmptqb722yGoing back to bed early this morning helped, not feeling sick anymore. I hope it stays that way. Anyways, new song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MGMELI2nwRc27 Dec 2024 18:31 +0000at://did:plc:j4b65olrcuvgj5xjyvrijgbw/app.bsky.feed.post/3lecmptqb722yhttps://bsky.app/profile/blahc.bsky.social/post/3learhfslkc2kFeeling slightly sick. Really don't want to be sick again...27 Dec 2024 00:50 +0000at://did:plc:j4b65olrcuvgj5xjyvrijgbw/app.bsky.feed.post/3learhfslkc2khttps://bsky.app/profile/blahc.bsky.social/post/3le7zcaw2p22pUntil the end of the year I want to post some of my favourite songs here. Songs that I can't usually play at VRC events. Songs that make me feel the feels. Like this one: cold, but dreamy. Telling me that things are bad but I am still me, so there is hope. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsqUH_sfATU26 Dec 2024 17:38 +0000at://did:plc:j4b65olrcuvgj5xjyvrijgbw/app.bsky.feed.post/3le7zcaw2p22phttps://bsky.app/profile/blahc.bsky.social/post/3le2nkjk6vk2rJust found this while cleaning up some old folders on my pc. Still hits home, maybe more than ever.24 Dec 2024 14:25 +0000at://did:plc:j4b65olrcuvgj5xjyvrijgbw/app.bsky.feed.post/3le2nkjk6vk2rhttps://bsky.app/profile/blahc.bsky.social/post/3ldvrszze4s2bLast pizza before the Christmas feast and the strict diet that will follow after.22 Dec 2024 15:58 +0000at://did:plc:j4b65olrcuvgj5xjyvrijgbw/app.bsky.feed.post/3ldvrszze4s2bhttps://bsky.app/profile/blahc.bsky.social/post/3ldjkpk7g622pNow that I am fully recovered, it is time for the inevitable christmas gift shopping, which will commence tomorrow morning and includes a long walk and as little contact with people as possible. Also need food and beverages for the days and a couple of beers for hanging out with a friend on Sunday.17 Dec 2024 19:18 +0000at://did:plc:j4b65olrcuvgj5xjyvrijgbw/app.bsky.feed.post/3ldjkpk7g622p