documents of my life 🌱https://bsky.app/profile/kyaupaya.bsky.socialhttps://bsky.app/profile/kyaupaya.bsky.social/post/3mwtvxjdgus2nvirtual top surgery consultation is next week!! 🥹01 Oct 2026 22:31 +0000at://did:plc:jvqaxno5x35q67pcqeioo7a4/app.bsky.feed.post/3mwtvxjdgus2nhttps://bsky.app/profile/kyaupaya.bsky.social/post/3mwohoqvq2s2jroommate made me this bracelet while I’m sick again- I am having a hard time talking due to sore throat and phlegm and I manage ‘gay???’29 Sep 2026 18:32 +0000at://did:plc:jvqaxno5x35q67pcqeioo7a4/app.bsky.feed.post/3mwohoqvq2s2jhttps://bsky.app/profile/kyaupaya.bsky.social/post/3mwke6ftvns24soar throat and aching… how do I keep getting sick 🫩28 Sep 2026 03:19 +0000at://did:plc:jvqaxno5x35q67pcqeioo7a4/app.bsky.feed.post/3mwke6ftvns24https://bsky.app/profile/kyaupaya.bsky.social/post/3mwf7f6sshs2ghow this mfer driving in the Lightning McQueen driving simulator arcade game ( my body hurts ) no but I laughed so hard I think I’ve strengthened my abs26 Sep 2026 02:10 +0000at://did:plc:jvqaxno5x35q67pcqeioo7a4/app.bsky.feed.post/3mwf7f6sshs2ghttps://bsky.app/profile/kyaupaya.bsky.social/post/3mvopderuuk2yA single visit from a mindless, lack of manors fucking insane friend of my roommate I am going through trauma flashbacks. Sunday evening when I was walking home from work, I’m turning the corner home and I see a black hooded person run AT ME from a white car. I run inside FAST- lock the door.-17 Sep 2026 03:24 +0000at://did:plc:jvqaxno5x35q67pcqeioo7a4/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvopderuuk2yhttps://bsky.app/profile/kyaupaya.bsky.social/post/3mvirm653xc2hKumoricon plans!! Friday: Yui Hirasawa with friends again and Chisato Nishikigi for photoshoot in evening with graffiti walls ( so excited for this ) Saturday: Killua and bestie as Alluka ( this is gonna be so cute ) Sunday: Castiel again probablyyyy14 Sep 2026 18:49 +0000at://did:plc:jvqaxno5x35q67pcqeioo7a4/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvirm653xc2hhttps://bsky.app/profile/kyaupaya.bsky.social/post/3mv2cas6g4k2oand she’s not even kidding09 Sep 2026 00:37 +0000at://did:plc:jvqaxno5x35q67pcqeioo7a4/app.bsky.feed.post/3mv2cas6g4k2ohttps://bsky.app/profile/kyaupaya.bsky.social/post/3muyblwbn5k2oyeah I guess you could say it was crispy08 Sep 2026 05:20 +0000at://did:plc:jvqaxno5x35q67pcqeioo7a4/app.bsky.feed.post/3muyblwbn5k2ohttps://bsky.app/profile/kyaupaya.bsky.social/post/3muwxqs6xx22vat pax west, there was a piano player taking requests- my friends and I are dancing leisurely and suddenly the Aerith theme is playing, and then- we look to our right and the Final Fantasy producer and director are standing right beside me ( I was cosplaying Aerith ) and they’re LOOKING at me 🫪07 Sep 2026 16:51 +0000at://did:plc:jvqaxno5x35q67pcqeioo7a4/app.bsky.feed.post/3muwxqs6xx22vhttps://bsky.app/profile/kyaupaya.bsky.social/post/3musuwdonvc25passport photo scary as fuck06 Sep 2026 01:50 +0000at://did:plc:jvqaxno5x35q67pcqeioo7a4/app.bsky.feed.post/3musuwdonvc25https://bsky.app/profile/kyaupaya.bsky.social/post/3musutjl5gk25boss met with me this morning with a white envelope, my heart racing unsure what it could possibly be- inside there is $100 as yet another gift. Still, I am surprised by the love and family I have found, the support. Knowing I’m not only loved but seen. ‘My treat.’ She said with tears in her eyes.06 Sep 2026 01:48 +0000at://did:plc:jvqaxno5x35q67pcqeioo7a4/app.bsky.feed.post/3musutjl5gk25https://bsky.app/profile/kyaupaya.bsky.social/post/3mudz42cwpk2perrbody loves taking pictures of me at this angle erm31 Aug 2026 03:54 +0000at://did:plc:jvqaxno5x35q67pcqeioo7a4/app.bsky.feed.post/3mudz42cwpk2phttps://bsky.app/profile/kyaupaya.bsky.social/post/3muapdcsu722qI got a $3 raise!! 🥺 ( I’m starting to become severely depressed but I have a loving community and work environment and I feel guilty for feeling depressed I want everything to stop changing, and if this is everything I ever wanted why does it feel like I don’t deserve it ) Tiffany Day reference lol29 Aug 2026 20:22 +0000at://did:plc:jvqaxno5x35q67pcqeioo7a4/app.bsky.feed.post/3muapdcsu722qhttps://bsky.app/profile/kyaupaya.bsky.social/post/3mu4kf5wg322bIt’s turned into stage 4 single cell sarcoma… home alone, what else can I do but cry? Just yesterday talking about her will, joking about her funeral that I promise to tell them all about our inside jokes during my speech. I don’t want her to get sick. I want her to get better and live her life.28 Aug 2026 04:42 +0000at://did:plc:jvqaxno5x35q67pcqeioo7a4/app.bsky.feed.post/3mu4kf5wg322bhttps://bsky.app/profile/kyaupaya.bsky.social/post/3mu26g6lurs2sHad a serious talk tonight, planning visit to Canada, all 4 of us as our last trip all together as roommates- talked about her will and who will get what. She will be moving out after November to get more intense care. To live life to the fullest if she has only 5 years left. Reality hurts.27 Aug 2026 06:03 +0000at://did:plc:jvqaxno5x35q67pcqeioo7a4/app.bsky.feed.post/3mu26g6lurs2shttps://bsky.app/profile/kyaupaya.bsky.social/post/3mtyormx3vk2jIt is stage 2 cancer and so far no sign of stopping of finding more tumors, yeah so why does cancer find its way to the people you care about the most?? just a fucking question. At least there is time, we know there is time to find every tumor and go into remission in 2 years.26 Aug 2026 15:50 +0000at://did:plc:jvqaxno5x35q67pcqeioo7a4/app.bsky.feed.post/3mtyormx3vk2jhttps://bsky.app/profile/kyaupaya.bsky.social/post/3mtg2eo4rok2tI’m gonna fcking die laughing19 Aug 2026 05:57 +0000at://did:plc:jvqaxno5x35q67pcqeioo7a4/app.bsky.feed.post/3mtg2eo4rok2thttps://bsky.app/profile/kyaupaya.bsky.social/post/3mtffwettbc2tanother tumor near her eye, and the surgeon has canceled the surgery twice now. I hate the fucking American healthcare system.18 Aug 2026 23:51 +0000at://did:plc:jvqaxno5x35q67pcqeioo7a4/app.bsky.feed.post/3mtffwettbc2thttps://bsky.app/profile/kyaupaya.bsky.social/post/3mtcxmcxl522ya lil bit of adventure, a 5 hours get away if you will18 Aug 2026 00:30 +0000at://did:plc:jvqaxno5x35q67pcqeioo7a4/app.bsky.feed.post/3mtcxmcxl522yhttps://bsky.app/profile/kyaupaya.bsky.social/post/3mt2koehnyk25do not listen to pheobe bridgers new album, specifically the song ‘still standing’ if you’re grieving… or do, idk man I started my day ( 1am ) listening to it and crying 🫩14 Aug 2026 16:17 +0000at://did:plc:jvqaxno5x35q67pcqeioo7a4/app.bsky.feed.post/3mt2koehnyk25https://bsky.app/profile/kyaupaya.bsky.social/post/3msr6txgzlc2zpictures I take and pictures they take I’m fcking crying10 Aug 2026 22:52 +0000at://did:plc:jvqaxno5x35q67pcqeioo7a4/app.bsky.feed.post/3msr6txgzlc2zhttps://bsky.app/profile/kyaupaya.bsky.social/post/3mslwjn5fic25my boss and coworker took me out to dinner last night and payed for everything. I have been a alter ego of myself to just keep going, the confident and strong one, but i felt vulnerable when their partner drove me home after I had a couple drinks and I just suddenly cried silently in the backseat.08 Aug 2026 20:39 +0000at://did:plc:jvqaxno5x35q67pcqeioo7a4/app.bsky.feed.post/3mslwjn5fic25https://bsky.app/profile/kyaupaya.bsky.social/post/3msbm4b42xc2shmmm my roommates are starting to anger me, making comments like ‘oh now your thing 2.’ as they have started getting frustrated guests and health issues my roommate and dear friend is going through. As I’ve become ‘thing 2’ in their frustrations… since I’ve been right by their side the entire time??04 Aug 2026 18:06 +0000at://did:plc:jvqaxno5x35q67pcqeioo7a4/app.bsky.feed.post/3msbm4b42xc2shttps://bsky.app/profile/kyaupaya.bsky.social/post/3mrxdnzqvus2owe have 6 guests coming to visit this month, but at what cost: if only under different circumstances31 Jul 2026 16:08 +0000at://did:plc:jvqaxno5x35q67pcqeioo7a4/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrxdnzqvus2ohttps://bsky.app/profile/kyaupaya.bsky.social/post/3mrt22wdnus25please don’t take her too29 Jul 2026 23:06 +0000at://did:plc:jvqaxno5x35q67pcqeioo7a4/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrt22wdnus25https://bsky.app/profile/kyaupaya.bsky.social/post/3mrsrdczeb225broke down at work, I don’t want to be told that she has a few months left to live- god please let it be stage 1 and her recovery be possible I’m genuinely so scared. I have to stay strong for her and for everyone. But It’s cancerous tumors that have spread- that will most likely come back. Fuck.29 Jul 2026 20:30 +0000at://did:plc:jvqaxno5x35q67pcqeioo7a4/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrsrdczeb225https://bsky.app/profile/kyaupaya.bsky.social/post/3mrsc3q6kls2xI did not sleep at all last night29 Jul 2026 15:57 +0000at://did:plc:jvqaxno5x35q67pcqeioo7a4/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrsc3q6kls2xhttps://bsky.app/profile/kyaupaya.bsky.social/post/3mrqycr2qjs2ymy roommate and best friend has cancer… I’m finna crash the fuck out why the fuck does the world give the brightest people lift altering, life taking illnesses. After my mom, I am scared to watch it happen again.29 Jul 2026 03:29 +0000at://did:plc:jvqaxno5x35q67pcqeioo7a4/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrqycr2qjs2yhttps://bsky.app/profile/kyaupaya.bsky.social/post/3mqzmjwqtys2pIs it too woke of me to say that jimothee becoming a Seattle sensation is actually super not cool and cute as he is a direct result of global warming and animals getting disabilities due to lack of food, water, resources and living conditions worsening aha… yeah…19 Jul 2026 20:27 +0000at://did:plc:jvqaxno5x35q67pcqeioo7a4/app.bsky.feed.post/3mqzmjwqtys2phttps://bsky.app/profile/kyaupaya.bsky.social/post/3mqy7atnszk2jshe’s just a babbbbbbyyyyyy ( 14 years old )19 Jul 2026 06:57 +0000at://did:plc:jvqaxno5x35q67pcqeioo7a4/app.bsky.feed.post/3mqy7atnszk2j