@ellalake.bsky.social - ella💜

05 Sep 2026 14:20 +0000

isn't it lovely when you're invited out for a social thing, you really want to go, and then you're suddenly just hit with a wave of anxiety/melancholy and you just can't? shit makes me feel physically ill just thinking about it

29 Aug 2026 17:32 +0000

Its happened a few times to me that ive gone a couple of months without listening to midnight rain and then when i *do* listen to it again and ibget blown away by how good it is

16 Aug 2026 10:00 +0000

sad to announce that i struggle to listen to most of folklore and evermore these days songs like coney island and exile just take me to an emotional place that is so far from how happy i feel every day, that i just feel emotionally exhausted from the whiplash damn good music, just SO heartbreaking

14 Aug 2026 10:26 +0000

BREAKFAST RECOMMENDATION: White sourdough, 2 slices pr toast 14 oz canned tomatoes with 3 tbsp of olive oil and salt Parmesan cheese Cheddar Oregano olive oil on the outside of the bread, layer of tomato sauce, then cheddar, some parmesan cheese, oregano, cheddar, tomato sauce, bread, olive oil !!

11 Aug 2026 21:53 +0000

TWO DAYS OF SOCIAL WEEK AT UNIVERSITY AND ALREADY FOUR NEW QUEER WOMEN FRIENDS (1st irl queer friends ive had one of them is like WOW VERY PRETTY and we even have the same pair of red converse because we both like doctor who?? STATE OF GRACE IS WHAT MY LIFE FEELS LIKE transition = life changing😭💜

10 Aug 2026 16:12 +0000

we can agree that if state of grace released right after gay marriage was legalized in the us, everybody would think she's gay?

04 Aug 2026 17:01 +0000

back home after doing a few errands and lowkey feeding on catching people looking at me when they think i'm not paying attention, like "thats right bitch i look good AND i feel good, keep looking" 10/10 technique for dealing with self-awareness in public and actually become the sunglass emoji

03 Aug 2026 21:47 +0000

"gaylor conspiracy theory" "fringe theory" "continued in wikipedia" this shit is so fucking funny i cant

03 Aug 2026 21:46 +0000

man, if the three taylors are actually jez, mark and super hans, that really changes things massively [contains quote post or other embedded content]

31 Jul 2026 18:09 +0000

what if vampires are real and the "repel vampires with garlic" is a lie they spread in human culture because garlic is a vegan alternative to blood for their appetite? like beavers wear their teeth down, vampires need garlic/blood to keep their parasite-appetite from taking over IM ONTO SOMETHING

31 Jul 2026 13:11 +0000

writing a story where a main character is an actress and ending up having to write an in-universe political satire with five acts, a plot and themes that relate to the actual story *i am writing* feels kinda crazy ESPECIALLY when i think i've managed to make it work lmao

23 Jul 2026 19:03 +0000

currently writing a gay women fanfic, and it came to me in my dreams that I should include a subplot of "definitely only roommates adopting a stray kitten together" and CACKLING at myself bc the woman working at the specialist cat pet store will be named emily taylor haha, VERY subtle, thank you

20 Jul 2026 10:51 +0000

alexa play vigilante shit. GOING BACK TO UNIVERSITY THIS AUTUMN!! 2 and 1/2 years break to fix mental health where I: got ADHD diagnosis got gender dysphoria diagnosis started HRT found this community <3 a lot of shit family stuff SO ready for a revenge tour vs everything that fucked me last time

13 Jul 2026 16:05 +0000

ive played video games for too many hours a week for years now, but ive nt really played anything for like three months. its kinda awesome, there are enough things to do in a day. games are fun, but holy shit you lose months at a time because it can be all you do in your spare time

11 Jul 2026 23:53 +0000

i know football isnt the why were here, but i just need to say that the referee in Norway-England was such a fucking disgrace that I cant even. Overturned a fair goal, failed even LOOK at the second England goal where the ball HIT A FUCKING CAMERA CABLE which is always a foul 1/10 ref performance

05 Jul 2026 22:15 +0000

thank you mr. norway football team, for inspiring me to scream myself into a headache

05 Jul 2026 22:04 +0000

JAAA VI ELSKER DETTE LANDET NORWAY REMAINS UNDEFEATED AGAINST BRAZIL FIRST INTERNATIONAL TOURNAMENT WEVE BEEN IN DURING MY ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE THIS IS BEYOND LANGUAGE I LOVE FOOTBALL I CANT BELIEVE MY EYES i can barely fucking remember to breathe AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA https://static.klipy.com/ii/c3a19a0b747a76e98651f2b9a3cca5ff/d4/02/FRrYX1QZ.gif?hh=300&ww=400&mp4=R0i1zUkhsmXU11T&webm=niEDlfTaAmyJ9okj

04 Jul 2026 21:08 +0000

y'all i need an outside opinion. pirate, vampire or waitress at pirate/vampire themed restaurant? yes this is a half-excuse to post pictures of me because self-confidence is andrug, apparently? okok thanks!!!

04 Jul 2026 14:09 +0000

i don't know about you guys/gays, but considering how subdued the vibes have here regarding taylor in the past months, the wedding has only made it more obvious that the shenanigans are not over. very impressive how they managed to pull off the gayest marriage between a man and a womam, maybe ever?

25 Jun 2026 09:15 +0000

what does it mean that i had a vivid dream that cristiano ronaldo was going to come out as gay? is it a premonition? severe brain damage? both?

17 Jun 2026 20:58 +0000

started drawing in the last two weeks and LOOK!!! i drew vampire bard with fiddle and honestly i am pretty happy with making something that honestly isn't that bad??? and NO i promise im (probably) NOT flirting with you by showing what my hands can do!!

18 May 2026 18:15 +0000

There's some analysis on this media phenomena that I find interesting. Of course financial incentives plays a part, but can also be viewed as an ideologically fascist expression of culture that glorifies the past and avoids new perspectives. Looking at you, Amazon/Disney/Comcast/WB etc. [contains quote post or other embedded content]

18 May 2026 10:35 +0000

you guys ever stay awake until 7am reading fanfiction because of slow burn angst just has you wrapped around its finger? . . . YEAH ME NEITHER

30 Apr 2026 22:11 +0000

Watched all of Twin Peaks. Selfishly, my favourite part is when David Lynch's character says to a trans character that when she transitioned, "I told your colleagues to fix their hearts or die!" I love how he phrases it so directly, I just love it when people you respect turns out to be good people

23 Apr 2026 23:12 +0000

oh lord the magical experience of walking to my bedroom, glancing at my reflection in the window wall wearing only a bra and baggy pants and smiling because i am *SO* happy seeing my reflection because omg its me and wow!! i love being trans so much

19 Apr 2026 23:04 +0000

To celebrate the TTPD anniversary, my brain presented me with a new idea that I've decided makes sense on the surface. TTPD anthology is parallel to evermore in some sort of way. There's too many of these songs that are thematically similar for me to just move past it without presenting it to class

19 Apr 2026 22:58 +0000

The TTPD anthology has some of my all time favourite songs by Taylor, and they are spiritually Evermore songs and you CANNOT convince me otherwise. IDK The Prophecy comes before Ivy on evermore. Both are track 10 and are therefore related, that's my headcanon at least.

16 Apr 2026 10:40 +0000

INNER CHILD HEALING: When I started primary school, I had a purple backpack that I was really excited to have. Got made fun for having a "girl color" backpack, cried when I came home and never used it again. almost 18 fucking years later, GUESS WHAT COLOR MY NEW BACKPACK IS?? HINT: MY FAVORITE COLR

10 Apr 2026 09:23 +0000

IDK how much meaning or psychological insight is to be found in the dreams you have, but jesus fucking christ. I woke up alarmless at 8am, having spent what felt like ages crying. I remember that I was at my dad's during New Year's eve, and a meteor strike that made me think we were all going to die

07 Apr 2026 02:27 +0000

watching instagram reels of clips form lesbian tv shows for an hour because it makes my heart race to see women close up. can i be cooked when im feasting, that is the question