random thinger i post more words and thoughts here than elsewhere https://thebiosefi.nekoweb.org/ https://ko-fi.com/uefiser https://twitter.com/uefiser https://uefiser.tumblr.com https://soundcloud.com/uefiser https://uefiser.bandcamp.com/https://bsky.app/profile/uefiser.bsky.socialhttps://bsky.app/profile/uefiser.bsky.social/post/3musgtbrav223i want this creature to save me and hug me and comfort me [contains quote post or other embedded content]05 Sep 2026 21:37 +0000at://did:plc:lf6ebzi64d67rjb27lecblec/app.bsky.feed.post/3musgtbrav223https://bsky.app/profile/uefiser.bsky.social/post/3muhusavdbk2ui NEED to finish my extended play before this bandcamp friday01 Sep 2026 16:48 +0000at://did:plc:lf6ebzi64d67rjb27lecblec/app.bsky.feed.post/3muhusavdbk2uhttps://bsky.app/profile/uefiser.bsky.social/post/3mucuizjmzc2imild light outer wilds spoilers? this is super awesome and cool and epic and i love this30 Aug 2026 17:00 +0000at://did:plc:lf6ebzi64d67rjb27lecblec/app.bsky.feed.post/3mucuizjmzc2ihttps://bsky.app/profile/uefiser.bsky.social/post/3mtysrgu7bs22my beautiful water shader for my beautiful game26 Aug 2026 17:02 +0000at://did:plc:lf6ebzi64d67rjb27lecblec/app.bsky.feed.post/3mtysrgu7bs22https://bsky.app/profile/uefiser.bsky.social/post/3mtvamywo4k2ni wish there were words to describe what i feel because i actually don't know how to convey it to others25 Aug 2026 06:59 +0000at://did:plc:lf6ebzi64d67rjb27lecblec/app.bsky.feed.post/3mtvamywo4k2nhttps://bsky.app/profile/uefiser.bsky.social/post/3mtpam2e4ts2obut it feels wonderful whenever i can draw22 Aug 2026 21:43 +0000at://did:plc:lf6ebzi64d67rjb27lecblec/app.bsky.feed.post/3mtpam2e4ts2ohttps://bsky.app/profile/uefiser.bsky.social/post/3mtlvrrz5hk2li think i won't be able to create a world and fiction of my own because whenever i try to come up with something i realize that it is unpleasant because i am deeply disgusted by existence itself21 Aug 2026 13:51 +0000at://did:plc:lf6ebzi64d67rjb27lecblec/app.bsky.feed.post/3mtlvrrz5hk2lhttps://bsky.app/profile/uefiser.bsky.social/post/3mt2t4m46ks2tand it still sounds bad14 Aug 2026 18:48 +0000at://did:plc:lf6ebzi64d67rjb27lecblec/app.bsky.feed.post/3mt2t4m46ks2thttps://bsky.app/profile/uefiser.bsky.social/post/3msx675lubk22it's insane how much my functionality seemingly depends on how much comfort i am experiencing and thus i'm barely meaningfully functional13 Aug 2026 07:56 +0000at://did:plc:lf6ebzi64d67rjb27lecblec/app.bsky.feed.post/3msx675lubk22https://bsky.app/profile/uefiser.bsky.social/post/3msvy2xi4nc2sstupid drawing i should ki12 Aug 2026 20:33 +0000at://did:plc:lf6ebzi64d67rjb27lecblec/app.bsky.feed.post/3msvy2xi4nc2shttps://bsky.app/profile/uefiser.bsky.social/post/3msjdype5322c07 Aug 2026 20:02 +0000at://did:plc:lf6ebzi64d67rjb27lecblec/app.bsky.feed.post/3msjdype5322chttps://bsky.app/profile/uefiser.bsky.social/post/3mrzp4csklc24i am driven insane in indescribable ways inherently by existing01 Aug 2026 14:39 +0000at://did:plc:lf6ebzi64d67rjb27lecblec/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrzp4csklc24https://bsky.app/profile/uefiser.bsky.social/post/3mrkuwiuayc2zhere goes my "creativity" as i try to continue this track bye byeee!!!!!!!26 Jul 2026 17:13 +0000at://did:plc:lf6ebzi64d67rjb27lecblec/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrkuwiuayc2zhttps://bsky.app/profile/uefiser.bsky.social/post/3mrkpkwgwhk2oi want to make music why can't i26 Jul 2026 15:37 +0000at://did:plc:lf6ebzi64d67rjb27lecblec/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrkpkwgwhk2ohttps://bsky.app/profile/uefiser.bsky.social/post/3mrdme6rfus2dfourth anniversary of my discovery of rain world it is the best experience that has ever happened to me in my life [contains quote post or other embedded content]23 Jul 2026 19:51 +0000at://did:plc:lf6ebzi64d67rjb27lecblec/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrdme6rfus2dhttps://bsky.app/profile/uefiser.bsky.social/post/3mr6qkr7zak2xcasualties unknown really conveys physicality and being a physical sentient being and how awful it is to be that21 Jul 2026 21:23 +0000at://did:plc:lf6ebzi64d67rjb27lecblec/app.bsky.feed.post/3mr6qkr7zak2xhttps://bsky.app/profile/uefiser.bsky.social/post/3mqyqfzrhm22uefi presets be like19 Jul 2026 12:04 +0000at://did:plc:lf6ebzi64d67rjb27lecblec/app.bsky.feed.post/3mqyqfzrhm22uhttps://bsky.app/profile/uefiser.bsky.social/post/3mqs6qwehm227i think it's genuinely impressive how much i happen to cling to personal possessions and order and thus feel very bad when they change in the slightest (even as simple as moving an old folder to another drive)16 Jul 2026 21:32 +0000at://did:plc:lf6ebzi64d67rjb27lecblec/app.bsky.feed.post/3mqs6qwehm227https://bsky.app/profile/uefiser.bsky.social/post/3mqplzegvm22xi think escapism is the only and last way i am able to stay sane and alive at all right now15 Jul 2026 20:51 +0000at://did:plc:lf6ebzi64d67rjb27lecblec/app.bsky.feed.post/3mqplzegvm22xhttps://bsky.app/profile/uefiser.bsky.social/post/3mqn75sfids2ti was casually watching a casualties unknown clip where player was treating expie injuries, and i kid you not, my body then went full vasovagal syncope because apparently it thought it was the expie14 Jul 2026 21:56 +0000at://did:plc:lf6ebzi64d67rjb27lecblec/app.bsky.feed.post/3mqn75sfids2thttps://bsky.app/profile/uefiser.bsky.social/post/3mqi26iibik2fi think i need to spend many hours over many days being bored and not engaging in any activity but this is also very unpleasant and uncomfortable12 Jul 2026 20:44 +0000at://did:plc:lf6ebzi64d67rjb27lecblec/app.bsky.feed.post/3mqi26iibik2fhttps://bsky.app/profile/uefiser.bsky.social/post/3mp7r5zunr22w26 Jun 2026 20:16 +0000at://did:plc:lf6ebzi64d67rjb27lecblec/app.bsky.feed.post/3mp7r5zunr22whttps://bsky.app/profile/uefiser.bsky.social/post/3mp7ciwwqik2ui need to improve my way of playing games because right now it has become arcadelike mindless pressing of buttons to make numbers go high and/or get a win screen but i want it to feel like i'm the character and actually living through the story the fiction and gameplay provide26 Jun 2026 15:53 +0000at://did:plc:lf6ebzi64d67rjb27lecblec/app.bsky.feed.post/3mp7ciwwqik2uhttps://bsky.app/profile/uefiser.bsky.social/post/3mp2io7tqe22hfuck my music making disability24 Jun 2026 18:00 +0000at://did:plc:lf6ebzi64d67rjb27lecblec/app.bsky.feed.post/3mp2io7tqe22hhttps://bsky.app/profile/uefiser.bsky.social/post/3moprkcxe7c27this screenshot i took in casualties unknown might be a bit suspicious20 Jun 2026 11:40 +0000at://did:plc:lf6ebzi64d67rjb27lecblec/app.bsky.feed.post/3moprkcxe7c27https://bsky.app/profile/uefiser.bsky.social/post/3mom74na3ps2cnew survivor discovered19 Jun 2026 01:32 +0000at://did:plc:lf6ebzi64d67rjb27lecblec/app.bsky.feed.post/3mom74na3ps2chttps://bsky.app/profile/uefiser.bsky.social/post/3moeyjhaxak2li think i have what is called fear of missing out if i understood this term correctly, and in my case it applies to a game as a community phenomenon, and this is so unpleasant16 Jun 2026 04:46 +0000at://did:plc:lf6ebzi64d67rjb27lecblec/app.bsky.feed.post/3moeyjhaxak2lhttps://bsky.app/profile/uefiser.bsky.social/post/3moc2kq2lxk2414000+ music project files in 4+ years and exactly 0% of them sound good and it's still not enough to gain decent skills15 Jun 2026 00:44 +0000at://did:plc:lf6ebzi64d67rjb27lecblec/app.bsky.feed.post/3moc2kq2lxk24https://bsky.app/profile/uefiser.bsky.social/post/3mob33exavc27their tails [contains quote post or other embedded content]14 Jun 2026 15:21 +0000at://did:plc:lf6ebzi64d67rjb27lecblec/app.bsky.feed.post/3mob33exavc27https://bsky.app/profile/uefiser.bsky.social/post/3mo7ptzzwms2zoriginal character or something14 Jun 2026 02:27 +0000at://did:plc:lf6ebzi64d67rjb27lecblec/app.bsky.feed.post/3mo7ptzzwms2z