He/Him Queer (Gay & Weird) Published Author of Horror & Speculative Fiction My beloved fiancé gave me my pen name 🖤https://bsky.app/profile/dboslamahain.bsky.socialhttps://bsky.app/profile/dboslamahain.bsky.social/post/3lfsm6vbwq22mBut good news for me is that my fiancé got my antidepressants for me!! So no more withdrawal brain for me!!!15 Jan 2025 20:29 +0000at://did:plc:lubcmsorzgi666no5hivalc7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lfsm6vbwq22mhttps://bsky.app/profile/dboslamahain.bsky.social/post/3lfsltxyupk2mIf our queer elders lived through what they did and still fought for their rights, we can too. I do not wish to go silently into the night as our rights are stripped away. I will be screaming and clawing my way back to the light.15 Jan 2025 20:23 +0000at://did:plc:lubcmsorzgi666no5hivalc7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lfsltxyupk2mhttps://bsky.app/profile/dboslamahain.bsky.social/post/3lfslni7bm22mApollo mid yawn, but he’s matching my pfp Plus, with all the BS going on in the world, I think he’d be screaming with us lol15 Jan 2025 20:19 +0000at://did:plc:lubcmsorzgi666no5hivalc7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lfslni7bm22mhttps://bsky.app/profile/dboslamahain.bsky.social/post/3lfshe3rxw22w [contains quote post or other embedded content]15 Jan 2025 19:03 +0000at://did:plc:lubcmsorzgi666no5hivalc7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lfshe3rxw22whttps://bsky.app/profile/dboslamahain.bsky.social/post/3lfsh5jtxe22wI think about the quote “history doesn’t repeat, it rhymes” and wonder what part of history we are rhyming with To me it feels like Bush Jr and Raegan. I can only hope we won’t see the mass death of minorities in the US or more stupid foreign policy shit. Still we fight the good fight, we have to.15 Jan 2025 18:59 +0000at://did:plc:lubcmsorzgi666no5hivalc7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lfsh5jtxe22whttps://bsky.app/profile/dboslamahain.bsky.social/post/3lfqu7giyns2lI’ve heard of the horrible things about Neil Gaiman has down. It makes me sad, but please don’t try to say his work isn’t still the quality it is in an objective sense. Monsters can make masterpieces and the morally pure can make absolute garbage. One’s moral and ethical being does not dictate 🪡15 Jan 2025 03:47 +0000at://did:plc:lubcmsorzgi666no5hivalc7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lfqu7giyns2lhttps://bsky.app/profile/dboslamahain.bsky.social/post/3lfqtwgoidc2lI also really really hate America and how we don’t have medical insurance for all. Like I didn’t choose to be mentally ill, though it does make my writing pop off, I would sacrifice some writing zaniness for like, not having to pay too much money for meds. One dollar is too much but that’s just me15 Jan 2025 03:42 +0000at://did:plc:lubcmsorzgi666no5hivalc7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lfqtwgoidc2lhttps://bsky.app/profile/dboslamahain.bsky.social/post/3lfqtsohxhk2lSo due to being uninsured and having to pay high copays, I’ve been off my antidepressants for almost a week or so. To say the lack of serotonin is messing with me and making me feel like crap is an understatement. Head is so dizzy and light yet reality is so so sharp and feels like sin15 Jan 2025 03:40 +0000at://did:plc:lubcmsorzgi666no5hivalc7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lfqtsohxhk2lhttps://bsky.app/profile/dboslamahain.bsky.social/post/3leskunw2sc25I’m not parasocial about Vaush, I’m parasocial about his cats. You can imagine it’s not going great for me right now.03 Jan 2025 02:40 +0000at://did:plc:lubcmsorzgi666no5hivalc7/app.bsky.feed.post/3leskunw2sc25https://bsky.app/profile/dboslamahain.bsky.social/post/3ldpamlodhk2rAlso btw, I think the US government should personally house and feed immigrants, veterans, citizens, and any human living and working in its borders. Also animals but I guess that would be more like…more protected forests/other environs and funding for animal shelters.20 Dec 2024 01:34 +0000at://did:plc:lubcmsorzgi666no5hivalc7/app.bsky.feed.post/3ldpamlodhk2rhttps://bsky.app/profile/dboslamahain.bsky.social/post/3ldp74ejnt22rMore CEO terrorism pls [contains quote post or other embedded content]20 Dec 2024 01:07 +0000at://did:plc:lubcmsorzgi666no5hivalc7/app.bsky.feed.post/3ldp74ejnt22rhttps://bsky.app/profile/dboslamahain.bsky.social/post/3ldp6r7ocus2rSo he’s signing them up for twitter/x? [contains quote post or other embedded content]20 Dec 2024 01:01 +0000at://did:plc:lubcmsorzgi666no5hivalc7/app.bsky.feed.post/3ldp6r7ocus2rhttps://bsky.app/profile/dboslamahain.bsky.social/post/3ldp6pokg3s2rAt my day job, we started asking to see people’s government IDs to get in (boo lame) and by how many people have gotten aggressive at me upon being asked to see it, you’d think I was asking them to feed and house an immigrant personally. Like I’m sorry my company sucks but yell at them not me.20 Dec 2024 01:00 +0000at://did:plc:lubcmsorzgi666no5hivalc7/app.bsky.feed.post/3ldp6pokg3s2rhttps://bsky.app/profile/dboslamahain.bsky.social/post/3lcowbbtf4c2hWaiting for the Fallout New Vegas modders to make the dead United Healthcare CEO a preset for the courier07 Dec 2024 05:03 +0000at://did:plc:lubcmsorzgi666no5hivalc7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lcowbbtf4c2hhttps://bsky.app/profile/dboslamahain.bsky.social/post/3lcdti56qr22eme rn (I love you Baldur’s Gate 3)02 Dec 2024 19:14 +0000at://did:plc:lubcmsorzgi666no5hivalc7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lcdti56qr22ehttps://bsky.app/profile/dboslamahain.bsky.social/post/3lcdt2env5k2eHonestly at this point I’m just going to always ask for my bloodwork paperwork and not drive 40 mins from home just to be told to fuck off. And just being hun’d and she/her’d just puts the icing on the “no matter how long on T you are, you’ll still be seen as a dumb little girl” dysphoria.02 Dec 2024 19:06 +0000at://did:plc:lubcmsorzgi666no5hivalc7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lcdt2env5k2ehttps://bsky.app/profile/dboslamahain.bsky.social/post/3lcdsq3gidk2eLike where I get my hrt is not fucking this shit up yet I’m told by older condescending women who she/her me and call me hun at these fucking medical places are always the ones that tell me they just don’t have it, even if I have it faxed that day and the receptionist on the phone and I hear it go.02 Dec 2024 19:01 +0000at://did:plc:lubcmsorzgi666no5hivalc7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lcdsq3gidk2ehttps://bsky.app/profile/dboslamahain.bsky.social/post/3lcdsfxgf222eHow is it that every fucking time I go to get my blood drawn for my HRT the place never has my paper work???? Like multiple places have not had my paperwork. And it’s not the endo I’m seeing cause everytime my fiancé goes get his HRT blood work there’s no issue and we have the same endo. I’m fuming02 Dec 2024 18:55 +0000at://did:plc:lubcmsorzgi666no5hivalc7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lcdsfxgf222ehttps://bsky.app/profile/dboslamahain.bsky.social/post/3lbincmd3bc2kApollo demanded all the attention when I woke up early today. One day he’ll learn he can just sleep on the bed with me and he doesn’t need special permission21 Nov 2024 23:42 +0000at://did:plc:lubcmsorzgi666no5hivalc7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lbincmd3bc2khttps://bsky.app/profile/dboslamahain.bsky.social/post/3lbilpygmo22kUnironically, I used to think I was a deep analytical thinker before I had my freshman/sophomore level critical thinking class and spent time with professors who nurtured me to question even more than I was already questioning. Truly the self is a prison, but we can jailbreak us like a Nintendo Wii21 Nov 2024 23:14 +0000at://did:plc:lubcmsorzgi666no5hivalc7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lbilpygmo22khttps://bsky.app/profile/dboslamahain.bsky.social/post/3lbillqxtrk2kHow do you help people start thinking more analytically? Just think harder isn’t actionable advice but you may lose people if you start going into how you have to look at stuff in the context it was made/who made it/who profits from it. We need to make critical thinking classes free for everyone21 Nov 2024 23:11 +0000at://did:plc:lubcmsorzgi666no5hivalc7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lbillqxtrk2khttps://bsky.app/profile/dboslamahain.bsky.social/post/3lbgkgu3vnk2zGuess who forget to take his meds today? Me. Thankfully I’m just really unfocused but my creative juices are still good! Got some progress on the final chapter outline after some distractions lmao21 Nov 2024 03:45 +0000at://did:plc:lubcmsorzgi666no5hivalc7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lbgkgu3vnk2zhttps://bsky.app/profile/dboslamahain.bsky.social/post/3lba7gfbhcc2tToday or tomorrow I’m going to finally stop procrastinating on my name change and actually go to the damn courthouse and get the ball rolling. The prothonotary clerk may not like it but comfy pajama gown and leopard print leggings is peak sleep core masculinity and I ain’t afraid to flaunt it18 Nov 2024 15:12 +0000at://did:plc:lubcmsorzgi666no5hivalc7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lba7gfbhcc2thttps://bsky.app/profile/dboslamahain.bsky.social/post/3lb5fzmdzau2oI was never a big Twitter person but it’s probably a good idea to get on the non shithole version of it for potential networking/chilling on the internet purposes.17 Nov 2024 12:32 +0000at://did:plc:lubcmsorzgi666no5hivalc7/app.bsky.feed.post/3lb5fzmdzau2o