i'm just a furry. i'm just a furry! and i'm like, in my 30s so if you're under 18 i do not want to talk to you or interact with you! thanks! i like creature collector games, some vns, fighting games, etc. play with me sometime!https://bsky.app/profile/shinxs.bsky.socialhttps://bsky.app/profile/shinxs.bsky.social/post/3mm4kmdiy4k2lon the upside tho, ive gotten way better at surviving the life threatening game18 May 2026 09:25 +0000at://did:plc:lwqtzcdtwmm2d4mhub22c424/app.bsky.feed.post/3mm4kmdiy4k2lhttps://bsky.app/profile/shinxs.bsky.social/post/3mm4frqeynk2loh the inanity18 May 2026 07:58 +0000at://did:plc:lwqtzcdtwmm2d4mhub22c424/app.bsky.feed.post/3mm4frqeynk2lhttps://bsky.app/profile/shinxs.bsky.social/post/3mm4frgm2y22lplaying that stupid game has given me stupid opinions on stupid people that like stupid characters and wear stupid outfits18 May 2026 07:58 +0000at://did:plc:lwqtzcdtwmm2d4mhub22c424/app.bsky.feed.post/3mm4frgm2y22lhttps://bsky.app/profile/shinxs.bsky.social/post/3mm4fh7i4ek2lultimate poop star18 May 2026 07:53 +0000at://did:plc:lwqtzcdtwmm2d4mhub22c424/app.bsky.feed.post/3mm4fh7i4ek2lhttps://bsky.app/profile/shinxs.bsky.social/post/3mlov2a6eu22rthis is really all there is? what life am i clinging to? what hope? what joy can I expect, later down the line, for my suffering? i just want to hang it up12 May 2026 22:54 +0000at://did:plc:lwqtzcdtwmm2d4mhub22c424/app.bsky.feed.post/3mlov2a6eu22rhttps://bsky.app/profile/shinxs.bsky.social/post/3mlkyrr4z6c26i took the hardest screenshot but i dont wanna post it11 May 2026 09:51 +0000at://did:plc:lwqtzcdtwmm2d4mhub22c424/app.bsky.feed.post/3mlkyrr4z6c26https://bsky.app/profile/shinxs.bsky.social/post/3mlhhy2lyyk2g https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5vKDefRke8E10 May 2026 00:12 +0000at://did:plc:lwqtzcdtwmm2d4mhub22c424/app.bsky.feed.post/3mlhhy2lyyk2ghttps://bsky.app/profile/shinxs.bsky.social/post/3mlfzwmz2es2vexperimenting with vector layers today got me feeling a very "why can't you just stay on the same layer please i will do anything"09 May 2026 10:28 +0000at://did:plc:lwqtzcdtwmm2d4mhub22c424/app.bsky.feed.post/3mlfzwmz2es2vhttps://bsky.app/profile/shinxs.bsky.social/post/3mle5ovzqkk2git stil hurts to think about. i still get that '"about to cry" feeling when i think about it. but. well. i have to pretend it'll be okay. nobody will take care of me if i fail, so i gotta keep going forward08 May 2026 16:30 +0000at://did:plc:lwqtzcdtwmm2d4mhub22c424/app.bsky.feed.post/3mle5ovzqkk2ghttps://bsky.app/profile/shinxs.bsky.social/post/3mle5esumk22grecovery has been slow and uneventful but it has been going on. things will go back to normal. I'll be me again. all of me. eventually.08 May 2026 16:24 +0000at://did:plc:lwqtzcdtwmm2d4mhub22c424/app.bsky.feed.post/3mle5esumk22ghttps://bsky.app/profile/shinxs.bsky.social/post/3mkvkko4ilk2wNOBODY WANTS ME AROUND ANYWAYS02 May 2026 21:10 +0000at://did:plc:lwqtzcdtwmm2d4mhub22c424/app.bsky.feed.post/3mkvkko4ilk2whttps://bsky.app/profile/shinxs.bsky.social/post/3mkvkjalcpc2wplease just let it happen. please let me die. please let me die. please let me die. please let me die.02 May 2026 21:09 +0000at://did:plc:lwqtzcdtwmm2d4mhub22c424/app.bsky.feed.post/3mkvkjalcpc2whttps://bsky.app/profile/shinxs.bsky.social/post/3mkul2wtmoc2pno matter what i did, it wasn't enough. no matter what i did, it wasn't enough.02 May 2026 11:47 +0000at://did:plc:lwqtzcdtwmm2d4mhub22c424/app.bsky.feed.post/3mkul2wtmoc2phttps://bsky.app/profile/shinxs.bsky.social/post/3mkukvaek3k2pi hate working just to be treated like shit for it i hate coming home to family that hates me i hate how i live in constant fear and i hate how the one thing holding me back is that my mom will be sad. i hate how that is the one reason.02 May 2026 11:43 +0000at://did:plc:lwqtzcdtwmm2d4mhub22c424/app.bsky.feed.post/3mkukvaek3k2phttps://bsky.app/profile/shinxs.bsky.social/post/3mkuksyqs5k2pthe truth is that there was nothing to my life before, either. now that i have no hope to be happy, im just realizing that bare truth thats been all along. i was never anybody to anybody. always forgotten. life goes on type beat. and i hate every second of it. i hate my shitty lonely life02 May 2026 11:42 +0000at://did:plc:lwqtzcdtwmm2d4mhub22c424/app.bsky.feed.post/3mkuksyqs5k2phttps://bsky.app/profile/shinxs.bsky.social/post/3mkukn36d722pim sorry to subject anyone to this. i really am. but it'll only get worse circling around in my head02 May 2026 11:39 +0000at://did:plc:lwqtzcdtwmm2d4mhub22c424/app.bsky.feed.post/3mkukn36d722phttps://bsky.app/profile/shinxs.bsky.social/post/3mkuklv7wts2pwhat is the point of living if you cant stand being alive? if its all proven itself to be hopeless, over and over and over. i cant imagine that moving forward will find anything better. i literally cant. it will only get worse. i will only suffer more. i don't want this anymore02 May 2026 11:38 +0000at://did:plc:lwqtzcdtwmm2d4mhub22c424/app.bsky.feed.post/3mkuklv7wts2phttps://bsky.app/profile/shinxs.bsky.social/post/3mkukh7x6fk2pmaybe i lost that part of me02 May 2026 11:36 +0000at://did:plc:lwqtzcdtwmm2d4mhub22c424/app.bsky.feed.post/3mkukh7x6fk2phttps://bsky.app/profile/shinxs.bsky.social/post/3mkukf7oa522pthese deep sad feelings are like nothing I've ever felt. i can't even remember what used to make me happy. it's all just grey, grey, grey. i don't know what im supposed to do about this. feels like I'll never get better and. you know what idea im circling around right now. giving up.02 May 2026 11:34 +0000at://did:plc:lwqtzcdtwmm2d4mhub22c424/app.bsky.feed.post/3mkukf7oa522phttps://bsky.app/profile/shinxs.bsky.social/post/3mku7zzwp3c2pim sorry but ive fought this hopelessness for so long and i don't think i can do it this time. i want to give up on everything and just wait to die in a hole02 May 2026 08:29 +0000at://did:plc:lwqtzcdtwmm2d4mhub22c424/app.bsky.feed.post/3mku7zzwp3c2phttps://bsky.app/profile/shinxs.bsky.social/post/3mktpd3jn3c2xits starting to dawn on me too that this is trauma i will have to process entirely on my own02 May 2026 03:30 +0000at://did:plc:lwqtzcdtwmm2d4mhub22c424/app.bsky.feed.post/3mktpd3jn3c2xhttps://bsky.app/profile/shinxs.bsky.social/post/3mktp7ulyls2xim sorry for the spam. i have no friends or allies who will listen to me vent about this stuff. i got hit by 2 cars this week and i want to die.02 May 2026 03:28 +0000at://did:plc:lwqtzcdtwmm2d4mhub22c424/app.bsky.feed.post/3mktp7ulyls2xhttps://bsky.app/profile/shinxs.bsky.social/post/3mktp6ujprk2xif it didnt feel difficult to find meaning in life before, well... I'm starting to just not see it02 May 2026 03:28 +0000at://did:plc:lwqtzcdtwmm2d4mhub22c424/app.bsky.feed.post/3mktp6ujprk2xhttps://bsky.app/profile/shinxs.bsky.social/post/3mktp5fn6722xjust imaging getting flattened by a bus over and over. wow! nobody would care!02 May 2026 03:27 +0000at://did:plc:lwqtzcdtwmm2d4mhub22c424/app.bsky.feed.post/3mktp5fn6722x