32 | MDNI 🔞 Here for the shit posting Animals, plants, music, art & all things spooky Not actually a girl, just 3 mental illnesses stacked in a trench coat ✨https://bsky.app/profile/jade0rade.bsky.socialhttps://bsky.app/profile/jade0rade.bsky.social/post/3ltkbx7z7uc2zI’ve been taking the cats to do unpleasant things lately (vet and get neutered) and now they run from me but still run up to my man. This isn’t fair lol09 Jul 2025 16:57 +0000at://did:plc:nslddz6rr4cv4rroka3jc7ff/app.bsky.feed.post/3ltkbx7z7uc2zhttps://bsky.app/profile/jade0rade.bsky.social/post/3lrbeyb6sx22rWatching Novocaine right now. Even tho he can’t feel pain I can and this shit is painful to watch 😭10 Jun 2025 17:07 +0000at://did:plc:nslddz6rr4cv4rroka3jc7ff/app.bsky.feed.post/3lrbeyb6sx22rhttps://bsky.app/profile/jade0rade.bsky.social/post/3lqdmt47a4k2dThe age old debate: do I draw or do I nap?29 May 2025 21:08 +0000at://did:plc:nslddz6rr4cv4rroka3jc7ff/app.bsky.feed.post/3lqdmt47a4k2dhttps://bsky.app/profile/jade0rade.bsky.social/post/3lq6uim7pjs2oI work with my best friend which means lately most convos are about the Diddy trial. The other day we were talking and someone thought we were talking about our CO-WORKERS until I said Diddy’s name 😂 Now I’m like “who are YOU working with?” 👀27 May 2025 23:42 +0000at://did:plc:nslddz6rr4cv4rroka3jc7ff/app.bsky.feed.post/3lq6uim7pjs2ohttps://bsky.app/profile/jade0rade.bsky.social/post/3lq4smk77ps26I genuinely thought trying digital art would be easier for me now that I’ve gotten better at physical art like drawing and painting. Oh boy, was I wrong. This is so awful. I’m definitely going to have to practice before I get better 😂27 May 2025 04:03 +0000at://did:plc:nslddz6rr4cv4rroka3jc7ff/app.bsky.feed.post/3lq4smk77ps26https://bsky.app/profile/jade0rade.bsky.social/post/3lpncb5qfhs2bGreat news! Bone conduction headphones pass the “chip test”. AKA I can hear my audio over the sound of me eating chips and dip21 May 2025 00:00 +0000at://did:plc:nslddz6rr4cv4rroka3jc7ff/app.bsky.feed.post/3lpncb5qfhs2bhttps://bsky.app/profile/jade0rade.bsky.social/post/3lpkn6iuwy223Making art is basically just micro dosing failure over and over til you get it “right”19 May 2025 22:38 +0000at://did:plc:nslddz6rr4cv4rroka3jc7ff/app.bsky.feed.post/3lpkn6iuwy223https://bsky.app/profile/jade0rade.bsky.social/post/3lor5e3qioc2pMy man and I were talking about anal today when he referred to my ass as “a chocolate factory, where shit gets done”. I just thought the internet needed to hear that too 💀09 May 2025 19:18 +0000at://did:plc:nslddz6rr4cv4rroka3jc7ff/app.bsky.feed.post/3lor5e3qioc2phttps://bsky.app/profile/jade0rade.bsky.social/post/3lnvutiyzj22dMy art based on emotions This is a piece I’ve been working on about the same emotion. The difference is: the left is how I *remember* the emotional experience and the right is representative of how I *experience* the emotion.28 Apr 2025 23:03 +0000at://did:plc:nslddz6rr4cv4rroka3jc7ff/app.bsky.feed.post/3lnvutiyzj22dhttps://bsky.app/profile/jade0rade.bsky.social/post/3lnvtmav7v22dOne of the most powerful messages I ever heard while I was in the depths of my despair was “people don’t understand that sometimes ‘doing the work’ means you’re laying in the fetal position crying alone in your bathroom”. That’s so true, I hope for the best for yall, but if that is (1/2)28 Apr 2025 22:42 +0000at://did:plc:nslddz6rr4cv4rroka3jc7ff/app.bsky.feed.post/3lnvtmav7v22dhttps://bsky.app/profile/jade0rade.bsky.social/post/3lnvkqlqyic2dPainting naked while day drinking wasn’t on my bingo card for this Monday, but here we are.28 Apr 2025 20:03 +0000at://did:plc:nslddz6rr4cv4rroka3jc7ff/app.bsky.feed.post/3lnvkqlqyic2dhttps://bsky.app/profile/jade0rade.bsky.social/post/3lnr7ctgtbc2qEvery time I let my dog outside he sprints out and barks 2-3 times as if to say “HEY GUYS, IM OUTSIDE AGAIN!” then he silently finds a spot to do his business 😂27 Apr 2025 02:28 +0000at://did:plc:nslddz6rr4cv4rroka3jc7ff/app.bsky.feed.post/3lnr7ctgtbc2qhttps://bsky.app/profile/jade0rade.bsky.social/post/3lnood4qnc22aI can find deeper meaning in just about anything if I let myself. Ex: I have had a one line a day journal for over 8 years that I’ve never written in. Today I started it and noticed the page that was bookmarked is my man’s bday. I can’t explain it, but it feels like a nod confirming 1/226 Apr 2025 02:18 +0000at://did:plc:nslddz6rr4cv4rroka3jc7ff/app.bsky.feed.post/3lnood4qnc22ahttps://bsky.app/profile/jade0rade.bsky.social/post/3lnh3rncngk2oI’m sitting on the couch I have in my kitchen reading while I watch my man cook me some dinner. Is this what dreams are made of?23 Apr 2025 01:58 +0000at://did:plc:nslddz6rr4cv4rroka3jc7ff/app.bsky.feed.post/3lnh3rncngk2ohttps://bsky.app/profile/jade0rade.bsky.social/post/3lndnrhow422pBack in the 8th grade (2006ish) after reading Animal Farm I tried reading 1984. I stopped after a couple pages cause the idea that household electronics could be used for surveillance and couldn’t be turned off was so preposterous to me I just couldn’t suspend my disbelief long 1/221 Apr 2025 17:09 +0000at://did:plc:nslddz6rr4cv4rroka3jc7ff/app.bsky.feed.post/3lndnrhow422phttps://bsky.app/profile/jade0rade.bsky.social/post/3ln7p52lmlk2mLove that my man is so supportive I can casually mention wanting to try astral projection and he just acts like that’s normal.20 Apr 2025 03:23 +0000at://did:plc:nslddz6rr4cv4rroka3jc7ff/app.bsky.feed.post/3ln7p52lmlk2mhttps://bsky.app/profile/jade0rade.bsky.social/post/3ln2b2ai7gc26I’m ready to write this ending and start a new beginning.17 Apr 2025 23:27 +0000at://did:plc:nslddz6rr4cv4rroka3jc7ff/app.bsky.feed.post/3ln2b2ai7gc26https://bsky.app/profile/jade0rade.bsky.social/post/3lmxmdfksp22sIf I ever start a new job again and within the first week the person training me looks shocked and says “you’re actually really helpful” remind me not to stick around long enough to learn why.16 Apr 2025 22:11 +0000at://did:plc:nslddz6rr4cv4rroka3jc7ff/app.bsky.feed.post/3lmxmdfksp22shttps://bsky.app/profile/jade0rade.bsky.social/post/3lmvfpjzams2oThe best thing I’ve done for my mental health lately is limit the amount of access other people have to me. My social media & news apps are no longer on my Home Screen. Meaning I have to search for those apps in order to use them. I don’t read my email unless I’m in a position to deal w/them 1/516 Apr 2025 01:08 +0000at://did:plc:nslddz6rr4cv4rroka3jc7ff/app.bsky.feed.post/3lmvfpjzams2o