For my manic spirals, the void I shout into. Only negativity here, don't read if you're here for the good vibes. Fuck your comfort, fuck your politeness, fuck your civility, bad vibes only. 🖕https://bsky.app/profile/magic8spirals.bsky.socialhttps://bsky.app/profile/magic8spirals.bsky.social/post/3mq6c2nxsis2gIf I truly am just that weak and pathetic and unworthy of care, then why does anybody have a problem with me trying to remove myself. Won't the world be a better place once this weak and pathetic loser clears up some more air for you to breathe?08 Jul 2026 23:38 +0000at://did:plc:ojlydlncsvceprcsdjof74uo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mq6c2nxsis2ghttps://bsky.app/profile/magic8spirals.bsky.social/post/3mq6buxfzy22gI really hate this idea that the more hardship you go through, the stronger you become. Sometimes it's the case that you go through enough hardship that it completely breaks you down to your vulnerable core and you become so weak that you just can't handle anything more.08 Jul 2026 23:35 +0000at://did:plc:ojlydlncsvceprcsdjof74uo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mq6buxfzy22ghttps://bsky.app/profile/magic8spirals.bsky.social/post/3mpxdj5qbrc2wI'm sorry, mom06 Jul 2026 05:15 +0000at://did:plc:ojlydlncsvceprcsdjof74uo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mpxdj5qbrc2whttps://bsky.app/profile/magic8spirals.bsky.social/post/3mehj3wly722kFriendship and connections are a pipe dream, not possible for me, I'm going to die alone with nobody around just like my parents09 Feb 2026 22:36 +0000at://did:plc:ojlydlncsvceprcsdjof74uo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mehj3wly722khttps://bsky.app/profile/magic8spirals.bsky.social/post/3mpuxvnjeck2eOnce again, fuck your comfort, fuck your safe space, fuck your echo chamber05 Jul 2026 06:42 +0000at://did:plc:ojlydlncsvceprcsdjof74uo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mpuxvnjeck2ehttps://bsky.app/profile/magic8spirals.bsky.social/post/3mpuxrvlcwc2e05 Jul 2026 06:40 +0000at://did:plc:ojlydlncsvceprcsdjof74uo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mpuxrvlcwc2ehttps://bsky.app/profile/magic8spirals.bsky.social/post/3mpuxrg3pkc2eI'm not sure why I was created if everything I do and everything I am is wrong and I have no place in society05 Jul 2026 06:40 +0000at://did:plc:ojlydlncsvceprcsdjof74uo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mpuxrg3pkc2ehttps://bsky.app/profile/magic8spirals.bsky.social/post/3mpu4snbey22oIf I'm truly going to waste away in this world as this forgotten shell of who I am, with nobody by my side, if I'm truly supposed to accept that as my fate, then I want all of you to go through everything you put me through. I want you to feel everything I do, feel that loneliness and helplessness04 Jul 2026 22:37 +0000at://did:plc:ojlydlncsvceprcsdjof74uo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mpu4snbey22ohttps://bsky.app/profile/magic8spirals.bsky.social/post/3mpu4frnnuc2oYou apparently read these, but you never talk to me about them. Then you say you care about my feelings and want to know what's going on I can't confide in you, I can't rely on you, you let me down each time and expect me to be patient forever. It's all a performance, you don't actually care. Stop04 Jul 2026 22:30 +0000at://did:plc:ojlydlncsvceprcsdjof74uo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mpu4frnnuc2ohttps://bsky.app/profile/magic8spirals.bsky.social/post/3mpu4czw7xs2oThe child not embraced by the motherfucking village04 Jul 2026 22:29 +0000at://did:plc:ojlydlncsvceprcsdjof74uo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mpu4czw7xs2ohttps://bsky.app/profile/magic8spirals.bsky.social/post/3mpu35akp7c2oIt feels like I'm always destined to be public enemy #1 If that's the case then so be it, I'm so sick of trying to be a human being and connect with others to face the same thing over and over again. If you want me to be a villain then get ready to protect yourself04 Jul 2026 22:08 +0000at://did:plc:ojlydlncsvceprcsdjof74uo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mpu35akp7c2ohttps://bsky.app/profile/magic8spirals.bsky.social/post/3mpu32ra4tc2oIf people have so much of an issue with honesty and confrontation, then that's their fucking problem. Your envy and projection towards me is the mark of a weak and pathetic human being You deserve nothing04 Jul 2026 22:06 +0000at://did:plc:ojlydlncsvceprcsdjof74uo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mpu32ra4tc2ohttps://bsky.app/profile/magic8spirals.bsky.social/post/3mpu2zbo6ok2oI'll never ever be able to socially integrate into anything, anything at all, I truly am an outcast among outcasts and my vulnerability and self honesty is seen as a threat to others04 Jul 2026 22:05 +0000at://did:plc:ojlydlncsvceprcsdjof74uo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mpu2zbo6ok2ohttps://bsky.app/profile/magic8spirals.bsky.social/post/3mpjse6wbk22cRun away from this charade30 Jun 2026 20:04 +0000at://did:plc:ojlydlncsvceprcsdjof74uo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mpjse6wbk22chttps://bsky.app/profile/magic8spirals.bsky.social/post/3mpfoezwkk22rLife just feels like a fake simulated reality that I can't break out of, nothing feels real29 Jun 2026 04:42 +0000at://did:plc:ojlydlncsvceprcsdjof74uo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mpfoezwkk22rhttps://bsky.app/profile/magic8spirals.bsky.social/post/3mpfodxwo222rThere's such a deep darkness in the pit of my being, and always surrounding me wherever I go. Always trying to pull me in. Whenever I try to experience the joy and beauty in life, it feels like I'm in a prison inside my body, viewing from a screen that I can't break. I'm never actually there29 Jun 2026 04:41 +0000at://did:plc:ojlydlncsvceprcsdjof74uo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mpfodxwo222rhttps://bsky.app/profile/magic8spirals.bsky.social/post/3mpfoagb6ms2rhttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=JD6ea64p7K8&pp=ygUYc3dlZXQgdHJpcCBpbnRlcm5hdGlvbmFs29 Jun 2026 04:39 +0000at://did:plc:ojlydlncsvceprcsdjof74uo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mpfoagb6ms2rhttps://bsky.app/profile/magic8spirals.bsky.social/post/3monqcdyjqk2iMy one goal in life is to end mine19 Jun 2026 16:12 +0000at://did:plc:ojlydlncsvceprcsdjof74uo/app.bsky.feed.post/3monqcdyjqk2ihttps://bsky.app/profile/magic8spirals.bsky.social/post/3mn4dgfbm7k2iI rarely go outside because I hate society so much. Society deems me as worthless but all I see are useless wastes of space walking around without a single care or thought in the world, completely unaware of anyone or anything around them. Can't enjoy anything with the density of garbage around me31 May 2026 00:42 +0000at://did:plc:ojlydlncsvceprcsdjof74uo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mn4dgfbm7k2ihttps://bsky.app/profile/magic8spirals.bsky.social/post/3mkvnffaw2s2nhttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=WjQRm-ihASo02 May 2026 22:01 +0000at://did:plc:ojlydlncsvceprcsdjof74uo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mkvnffaw2s2nhttps://bsky.app/profile/magic8spirals.bsky.social/post/3mkvkmlzj622nNothing around me feels real, the sun doesn't feel real, the air is stagnant everywhere, I feel like I'm looking at a projected hologram but I'm never actually there.02 May 2026 21:11 +0000at://did:plc:ojlydlncsvceprcsdjof74uo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mkvkmlzj622nhttps://bsky.app/profile/magic8spirals.bsky.social/post/3mkvk6qmn7s2nDo you ever feel just absolutely wrong where you're standing, in your own existence? Like your soul is stuck in the wrong dimension/timeline and you're not supposed to be there? I'm just looking at everything around me and I feel out of place with so much dread02 May 2026 21:04 +0000at://did:plc:ojlydlncsvceprcsdjof74uo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mkvk6qmn7s2nhttps://bsky.app/profile/magic8spirals.bsky.social/post/3mk33dbpra22bI'm unworthy in every possible way22 Apr 2026 08:28 +0000at://did:plc:ojlydlncsvceprcsdjof74uo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mk33dbpra22bhttps://bsky.app/profile/magic8spirals.bsky.social/post/3mjo7izdj5c2oEveryone around me is dead, dying, or sick. Forgive me for being numb to human connection17 Apr 2026 05:39 +0000at://did:plc:ojlydlncsvceprcsdjof74uo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mjo7izdj5c2ohttps://bsky.app/profile/magic8spirals.bsky.social/post/3mhyrr2naoc2gIt's always just either a kneejerk reaction programmed into people, or a liability thing, it's not actually real and any person that knows me knows that my life has no value If I do it, somebody might get sued so they have to make sure that they don't get sued26 Mar 2026 23:41 +0000at://did:plc:ojlydlncsvceprcsdjof74uo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mhyrr2naoc2ghttps://bsky.app/profile/magic8spirals.bsky.social/post/3mhyrolvfvs2gI'm sick of people and these institutions trying to act like my life matters in the slightest if I threaten to eject myself, when I am living, nobody gives a single fuck about me and acts like I'm hopeless. My life clearly doesn't matter, just objectively, and I'm sick of sticking around26 Mar 2026 23:40 +0000at://did:plc:ojlydlncsvceprcsdjof74uo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mhyrolvfvs2ghttps://bsky.app/profile/magic8spirals.bsky.social/post/3mhyrmyk2yk2gNobody is ever there when I need them, if anybody ever is, they never know how to help and I never know how they're supposed to, professionals don't know what the fuck to do, I have absolutely no hope left. I'm not going to stick around to wait decades to try to figure out how to solve this problem26 Mar 2026 23:39 +0000at://did:plc:ojlydlncsvceprcsdjof74uo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mhyrmyk2yk2ghttps://bsky.app/profile/magic8spirals.bsky.social/post/3mhyrfoj3js2gAnd on that note, I fucking hate therapists at this point, just fake motherfuckers who think they are intelligent that don't even know the first thing about psychology26 Mar 2026 23:35 +0000at://did:plc:ojlydlncsvceprcsdjof74uo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mhyrfoj3js2ghttps://bsky.app/profile/magic8spirals.bsky.social/post/3mhyrdtj7gc2gYou confide in friends and they tell you to seek help from a therapist, you confide in a therapist, and they tell you that they're not your friend. I don't know what the fuck to do, but I really do hate everybody regardless26 Mar 2026 23:34 +0000at://did:plc:ojlydlncsvceprcsdjof74uo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mhyrdtj7gc2ghttps://bsky.app/profile/magic8spirals.bsky.social/post/3mhyqitoi222oNo good left, I'm empty, just a void26 Mar 2026 23:19 +0000at://did:plc:ojlydlncsvceprcsdjof74uo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mhyqitoi222o