poet, reader, introvert. always looking for quiet space and inner peace. be kind. i have a chapbook called "the day she left". you can get it here: https://payhip.com/b/dowtzhttps://bsky.app/profile/brenna-alayna.bsky.socialhttps://bsky.app/profile/brenna-alayna.bsky.social/post/3mvlh3o7wzs2hplease, no. if there's any chance in the universe of coming back, i don't want it. [contains quote post or other embedded content]15 Sep 2026 20:19 +0000at://did:plc:oksosgdjhroxvrythqst5kod/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvlh3o7wzs2hhttps://bsky.app/profile/brenna-alayna.bsky.social/post/3mvlgwsxjrk2has the world slowly falls apart, i'm getting my second manuscript together. i guess i'll just make art because i don't know what else to do. also, i've recorded more songs. i don't know if i'll ever share them.15 Sep 2026 20:16 +0000at://did:plc:oksosgdjhroxvrythqst5kod/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvlgwsxjrk2hhttps://bsky.app/profile/brenna-alayna.bsky.social/post/3mtcifsnmws2ti wake up every day, try to find a reason to keep breathing and fail miserably. btw, hayden was the same age as me. i understand her level of despair and hopelessness. it is every day for me. i don't want to be here anymore.17 Aug 2026 19:58 +0000at://did:plc:oksosgdjhroxvrythqst5kod/app.bsky.feed.post/3mtcifsnmws2thttps://bsky.app/profile/brenna-alayna.bsky.social/post/3mqdgkhod6s2bi like it here and all, but, i really just talk to myself, which in all honesty, is something that seems to happen in every space i float in and out of. it's why i can never get comfortable anywhere. i don't know why i bother.11 Jul 2026 00:42 +0000at://did:plc:oksosgdjhroxvrythqst5kod/app.bsky.feed.post/3mqdgkhod6s2bhttps://bsky.app/profile/brenna-alayna.bsky.social/post/3moe5gnod2s2cit would be really great if someone were moved by something i created. connection is so important. the things i write and the songs i create are such a deep part of me. i know i ask for a lot sometimes, but i swear, i'm very low maintenance. ok, back to crying now.15 Jun 2026 20:41 +0000at://did:plc:oksosgdjhroxvrythqst5kod/app.bsky.feed.post/3moe5gnod2s2chttps://bsky.app/profile/brenna-alayna.bsky.social/post/3mnfupbmiws2oi think it's time to just fade away.03 Jun 2026 19:45 +0000at://did:plc:oksosgdjhroxvrythqst5kod/app.bsky.feed.post/3mnfupbmiws2ohttps://bsky.app/profile/brenna-alayna.bsky.social/post/3mn3kxast4s26i've recorded between 10-15 songs for a project i've yet to finish, but i don't think it's going to see the light of day. i can't just let it sit there unheard after i've put it out into the world. i've been having regrets about my chapbook, too. this isn't about sales. it's about being heard.30 May 2026 17:24 +0000at://did:plc:oksosgdjhroxvrythqst5kod/app.bsky.feed.post/3mn3kxast4s26https://bsky.app/profile/brenna-alayna.bsky.social/post/3mn3bz7dwos2oi'm sorry that i'm so sad all of the time. i'm sorry for apologizing all of the time. i'm sorry that i keep breathing.30 May 2026 14:44 +0000at://did:plc:oksosgdjhroxvrythqst5kod/app.bsky.feed.post/3mn3bz7dwos2ohttps://bsky.app/profile/brenna-alayna.bsky.social/post/3mmp645vrkk2fHonestly, what are we all collectively doing?? We're that dumpster on fire saying "Everything's fine" while everything crumbles around us. How apathetic is this country??25 May 2026 19:02 +0000at://did:plc:oksosgdjhroxvrythqst5kod/app.bsky.feed.post/3mmp645vrkk2fhttps://bsky.app/profile/brenna-alayna.bsky.social/post/3mmm7e72k5c2pIt would just be nice if someone, you know, cared. Legitimately. Unconditionally. I guess it doesn't matter. Nothing much matters anymore.24 May 2026 14:46 +0000at://did:plc:oksosgdjhroxvrythqst5kod/app.bsky.feed.post/3mmm7e72k5c2phttps://bsky.app/profile/brenna-alayna.bsky.social/post/3mlvzgwyi3c2mAl Gore was right about everything. The Republicans made certain that he wasn't elected. Those same people are responsible for DJT and his ilk. We are serious trouble.15 May 2026 19:02 +0000at://did:plc:oksosgdjhroxvrythqst5kod/app.bsky.feed.post/3mlvzgwyi3c2mhttps://bsky.app/profile/brenna-alayna.bsky.social/post/3mkgqu55sms27i need to stop worrying about arbitrary rules when it comes to language. also, i need to bury myself in blankets and disappear from the world. hint: it's easier when you're already invisible.26 Apr 2026 23:53 +0000at://did:plc:oksosgdjhroxvrythqst5kod/app.bsky.feed.post/3mkgqu55sms27https://bsky.app/profile/brenna-alayna.bsky.social/post/3mkgewljph22oWhat else can I do but work on having the quietest life possible, and hopefully, get back to writing? I can't stand the noise anymore.26 Apr 2026 20:20 +0000at://did:plc:oksosgdjhroxvrythqst5kod/app.bsky.feed.post/3mkgewljph22ohttps://bsky.app/profile/brenna-alayna.bsky.social/post/3mjuhkqpgj224Why always men? Why? [contains quote post or other embedded content]19 Apr 2026 17:19 +0000at://did:plc:oksosgdjhroxvrythqst5kod/app.bsky.feed.post/3mjuhkqpgj224https://bsky.app/profile/brenna-alayna.bsky.social/post/3mjsgzhpavs2lI think it's very telling that when news breaks of a "rape academy" online, people are questioning the number of visitors to the site rather than being entirely outraged by it. As a victim of SA, it just nauseates me. How do we, as women, continue to go on in this world??18 Apr 2026 22:04 +0000at://did:plc:oksosgdjhroxvrythqst5kod/app.bsky.feed.post/3mjsgzhpavs2l