08 Jul 2026 11:55 +0000

First, two fence fires a month ago. NOW? Seemingly spontaneous ceiling collapse in my Mom's bedroom. Guess I won't be getting my own room back for a good while longer.......... (Friendly reminder NOT to wish ill on people you don't like. Someone unrelated/innocent could be living with them.)

04 Jul 2026 02:48 +0000

tfw your new comments have more tired energy than excited energy and you were honestly hoping to still carry the latter into all of that. I probably should take a break today. I can't believe I did this to myself.... <|,D;; Kinda don't want to though because I want to revenge AF attacks so bad rn.

04 Jul 2026 01:02 +0000

-sigh- Next on my checklist... More grounding. A few more replies... Then some actual ArtFight work. If anyone knows how many seconds I should wait between sending comments, I'm all ears! I'm not repeating the same mistake twice, at risk of a mental regression like that. Absolutely NOT!

04 Jul 2026 00:30 +0000

Okay, I admit it, I'm a salty, whiny, hypersensitive crybaby and I deserve NO friends for the way I act. Just ignore me, please, for your sanity. I beg you... I've never regressed so hard in a long time, and it's showing in such a way that would push about anyone FAR, far away....

04 Jul 2026 00:05 +0000

"You're commenting too quickly, please slow down" AT LEAST HAVE THE DECENCY TO SAVE MY FORM FILLING, PLEASE TO HECK WITH RETYPING ALL THAT!!!! Can't stop hating myself for forgetting anything I wanted to say and now ALL JOY HAS BEEN SUCKED OUTTA ME. Good job, 11/10, would do again @artfight.net

29 Jun 2026 10:38 +0000

Thinking of my character, Makal, and how she MIGHT appear in the SF 2026 style... May or may not be onto something (unlike my struggle with what a Klawzorian would look like, haha. XD)

29 Jun 2026 02:32 +0000

Speaking OF that Avaika piece from days ago... I decided I'd draw one of these for my sister, @lonelywindofstars.bsky.social, too! Here's her StarFox FC, Amethyst Frog! ^^

25 Jun 2026 00:11 +0000

Thinking about how absolutely CURSED Klawzorians (fanmade space-alien species) would look in the StarFox 2026 style is absolutely sending me rn. >X,D;; Would it even actually WORK!?

23 Jun 2026 10:03 +0000

Late night/Early morning Avaika scribble. I need to stinkin' SLEEP, dangit! >X,D;;

23 Jun 2026 10:03 +0000

Late night/Early morning Avaika scribble. I need to stinkin' SLEEP, dangit! >X,D;;

21 Jun 2026 01:42 +0000

LRP(s): Better safe than sorry. While these could already read as obvious scam attempts to many, warning those few who could be caught off-guard is absolutely necessary. Please stay safe out there and leave the page entirely if you see this on ANY website.

16 Jun 2026 10:43 +0000

AOSF, it's sunrise. GO TO BED.

16 Jun 2026 10:41 +0000

You know, I know I shouldn't, but sometimes I wonder what kind of a person I am. It's a strange question to ask oneself, yes, but it sure beats my crippling lack of self awareness at times, doesn't it? We all need to step back and reflect now and again... but... am I overdoing it?

04 Jun 2026 19:21 +0000

To whoever out there might be wishing me or anyone I love ILL, just STOP. This ends NOW. I've had TWO fires happen close to my home, 6h apart! I fear for my 30 years of artwork, and I'm THIS CLOSE to losing my marbles to a possible hyper-vigilance that won't allow me to rest easy at night. AT ALL.

30 May 2026 01:09 +0000

One of the things that sucks about migraine postdrome (so like... AFTER the debilitating attack) is how vague a time it can be. From how long it lasts to whether or not a migraine is gonna bounce back into being to torment you another day, should you misstep.

27 May 2026 09:25 +0000

I seem to be having a prolonged anxiety episode and I kinda just wanna apologize for that. No one should have to deal with those things, even secondhand. Everything I poured out the past few days comes from a place that has yet to truly heal in any capacity, and I take full responsibility for it.

25 May 2026 07:59 +0000

Anxiety bites.... I might have once more opened up a bit much in a conversation, not long ago, and I seem to be paying the price for it in a deafening silence. Hopefully one that doesn't take three years to realize just how much I messed up again, but not in what exact ways.

24 May 2026 00:02 +0000

Man, keeping myself grounded in reality is harder than I remember from recent time. Either that or I'm just having... a DAY... I'll be fine, though. I gotta be. It was so much worse back then, and I'm just trying my best not to regress here, dangit.

22 May 2026 23:38 +0000

If anyone saw me get a bit too introspective out loud late last night/early this morning, rest assured, I'm okay for right now. It's in my nature to question a lot of things, especially as related to the past and my slow mental growth, but I need to remember to ground myself and live in the moment.

22 May 2026 07:19 +0000

Yikes, you just know your night is gonna be a long (and lonely) one when you pop "how to heal the deep psychological injury of being misperceived constantly" into the search bar. ...What am I even DOING at this hour??

07 May 2026 19:06 +0000

If anyone's worried about me, I'm fine now. It's just gonna take some time to gather my thoughts again. Heck, maybe even a day. Just for safety reasons. X,D;; I hope people are as excited as I am to see StarFox's grand return, even if unexpected in many a way. QwQ Now more than ever, it's needed.

07 May 2026 18:26 +0000

Don't you just love it when everything (especially everything nice) you wanted to say got irretrievably deleted due to a tech difficulty and you never want to try doing so again because it will turn out too different and far less understood? Yeah, me too. Sorry for the inconvenience.

06 Apr 2026 22:23 +0000

Hot dang, I think I might have to take a hiatus before I'm spoiled silly on a certain fox's "guest appearance". I'm lucky I generally know how to scroll fast, but eventually, that won't be enough to save me. Big yikes!! QwQ;; Woe, to be super busy at a time like this to go see it personally. <|,D;;

22 Feb 2026 02:10 +0000

Guess what stayed up for an entire year! X,D Happy 33rd, StarFox!!! Here's hoping it's your turn to shine again, soon... ~<3 I believe, truly, that day WILL come... [contains quote post or other embedded content]

14 Feb 2026 20:41 +0000

Also, Happy 21st, StarFox: Assault!! You're unforgettable, continue to mean the world to me, inspire me, and help me continue to press forward past all of my darkest moments, even in little, loose, and subtle ways. QwQ Here's looking forward to StarFox's overall 33rd a week from now, as well! X,3 [contains quote post or other embedded content]

10 Feb 2026 01:20 +0000

Dang, thinking about Missions 9 and 10 so intricately like this is making me sob, so dang much, and once again, I've reminded myself one of the many reasons as to why I love StarFox: Assault so, SO much right now. Though short, so much love and thought was put into it, and it leaves so much room

02 Feb 2026 01:56 +0000

I can't tell if I had a needless panic attack earlier, but I want to assure everyone that I am doing fine now. I'll try to keep myself more together next time, no matter what it takes.

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