https://bsky.app/profile/theneptoonlion.bsky.socialhttps://bsky.app/profile/theneptoonlion.bsky.social/post/3mrvx2hl4622rI am so anxious right now31 Jul 2026 02:50 +0000at://did:plc:rulhpcwdsv2abncnmvwallva/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrvx2hl4622rhttps://bsky.app/profile/theneptoonlion.bsky.social/post/3mrvftgesmc2fI really needed a distraction today but of course the game I was gonna play has a huge glitch30 Jul 2026 21:42 +0000at://did:plc:rulhpcwdsv2abncnmvwallva/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrvftgesmc2fhttps://bsky.app/profile/theneptoonlion.bsky.social/post/3mru4z4qdpc2bI've become apathetic to strangers using me for sexual favors. That is, until now where I realize I miss my ex and now all of those things keep me up at night. I don't know what to do. I'm broken and I reduced myself to just a thing to satisfy people's sexual whims. I just had a breakdown over it.30 Jul 2026 09:31 +0000at://did:plc:rulhpcwdsv2abncnmvwallva/app.bsky.feed.post/3mru4z4qdpc2bhttps://bsky.app/profile/theneptoonlion.bsky.social/post/3mrt6rpevps22Swapped my walks for a 60/40 split walk and jog. Of course it had to 100 degrees though hahaha!30 Jul 2026 00:30 +0000at://did:plc:rulhpcwdsv2abncnmvwallva/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrt6rpevps22https://bsky.app/profile/theneptoonlion.bsky.social/post/3mrsvzxduuc24They fixed field skills in Xenoblade 2! Holy shit!29 Jul 2026 21:54 +0000at://did:plc:rulhpcwdsv2abncnmvwallva/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrsvzxduuc24https://bsky.app/profile/theneptoonlion.bsky.social/post/3mrrt4u4zfk2lPushed myself way too hard to the verge of collapse. Trying to regroup but it's really hot this morning. Usually the heat doesn't get me but I guess when my body is this fed up, it's different29 Jul 2026 11:29 +0000at://did:plc:rulhpcwdsv2abncnmvwallva/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrrt4u4zfk2lhttps://bsky.app/profile/theneptoonlion.bsky.social/post/3mrrovjyvnc2hI know I was no good for him but I really do miss my ex.29 Jul 2026 10:14 +0000at://did:plc:rulhpcwdsv2abncnmvwallva/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrrovjyvnc2hhttps://bsky.app/profile/theneptoonlion.bsky.social/post/3mrogie4vds2hI see where I got my trust issues from now28 Jul 2026 03:05 +0000at://did:plc:rulhpcwdsv2abncnmvwallva/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrogie4vds2hhttps://bsky.app/profile/theneptoonlion.bsky.social/post/3mrnwmbkxps2yAnother day where I'm impossibly busy and yet still doing everything wrong27 Jul 2026 22:21 +0000at://did:plc:rulhpcwdsv2abncnmvwallva/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrnwmbkxps2yhttps://bsky.app/profile/theneptoonlion.bsky.social/post/3mrkymsfcq22vWoke up feeling worse and the thoughts are twice as loud.26 Jul 2026 18:19 +0000at://did:plc:rulhpcwdsv2abncnmvwallva/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrkymsfcq22vhttps://bsky.app/profile/theneptoonlion.bsky.social/post/3mrjsyh5i7c2sSo about my silence... this is gonna be kinda heavy so be warned. I got truly horrible comments on aspects of my body I've always been self conscious about. I was told I'm a fake and my body is ugly in a very specific way. I thought about just leaving the internet but I still hated myself.26 Jul 2026 07:05 +0000at://did:plc:rulhpcwdsv2abncnmvwallva/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrjsyh5i7c2shttps://bsky.app/profile/theneptoonlion.bsky.social/post/3mrgs2vydlc24I'm taking some time to decide what I'm doing next. Pressure has drastically increased for me and I can't do everything so I have to reevaluate things. There will hopefully still be streams during this period. I think I'm gonna be okay but we'll see how things end up turning out.25 Jul 2026 02:11 +0000at://did:plc:rulhpcwdsv2abncnmvwallva/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrgs2vydlc24https://bsky.app/profile/theneptoonlion.bsky.social/post/3mrc74vuzfc2lI may or may not be working on bouncing my pecs hahaha! I can already do it but I wanna get way better at it23 Jul 2026 06:21 +0000at://did:plc:rulhpcwdsv2abncnmvwallva/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrc74vuzfc2lhttps://bsky.app/profile/theneptoonlion.bsky.social/post/3mraydan7ls2bMy therapist had to cancel today's appointment and now I have to wonder how I'm gonna get through the day. I had a lot of stuff I needed to discuss but now I've just gotta grin and bear it for a while.22 Jul 2026 18:47 +0000at://did:plc:rulhpcwdsv2abncnmvwallva/app.bsky.feed.post/3mraydan7ls2bhttps://bsky.app/profile/theneptoonlion.bsky.social/post/3mr2fu4wtzc2qI often stream to a small audience of people who really don't like me for some reason and make it quite vocal. I have so many terms blocked on my auto mods, simply so it doesn't come up in chat and embarrass me. Those people have thoroughly sucked the fun out of streaming for me.20 Jul 2026 04:00 +0000at://did:plc:rulhpcwdsv2abncnmvwallva/app.bsky.feed.post/3mr2fu4wtzc2qhttps://bsky.app/profile/theneptoonlion.bsky.social/post/3mr2a5ovcv22rTo those of you who chose to make jokes at my expense and harass me over the technical issues I had last stream (you know who you are), you have been permanently banned. Thanks for taking the time out of your day to confirm to me that I am an awful streamer. In fact, I'm worse than I though.20 Jul 2026 02:18 +0000at://did:plc:rulhpcwdsv2abncnmvwallva/app.bsky.feed.post/3mr2a5ovcv22rhttps://bsky.app/profile/theneptoonlion.bsky.social/post/3mqvdmxsduk2tBeen feeling like I'm completely worthless lately and it's been thoroughly too much to deal with.18 Jul 2026 03:37 +0000at://did:plc:rulhpcwdsv2abncnmvwallva/app.bsky.feed.post/3mqvdmxsduk2thttps://bsky.app/profile/theneptoonlion.bsky.social/post/3mqt3feqmik2lAnother fun stream coming up soon! Saturday at roughly 11pm EDT I'll be streaming another community AP! I'll be joined by @wintershiba.bsky.social @wolfofae.bsky.social @dokoronuki.bsky.social and a few others. Come say hi if you wanna see chaos or just a himbo trying to put together a puzzle!17 Jul 2026 06:05 +0000at://did:plc:rulhpcwdsv2abncnmvwallva/app.bsky.feed.post/3mqt3feqmik2lhttps://bsky.app/profile/theneptoonlion.bsky.social/post/3mqpfg6tx6s2tThank you to everyone who came to my stream on Monday! My heart was so full seeing everyone that popped in, even if it was just for a second. I'm going to try my best to make every stream going forward just as fun as that one. I hope to keep providing smiles and a nice place to hang out!15 Jul 2026 18:53 +0000at://did:plc:rulhpcwdsv2abncnmvwallva/app.bsky.feed.post/3mqpfg6tx6s2thttps://bsky.app/profile/theneptoonlion.bsky.social/post/3mqlb4sbfyk25https://www.twitch.tv/thatlionneptoon We are live with my affiliate celebration! I hope to see yall there!14 Jul 2026 03:26 +0000at://did:plc:rulhpcwdsv2abncnmvwallva/app.bsky.feed.post/3mqlb4sbfyk25https://bsky.app/profile/theneptoonlion.bsky.social/post/3mqkzfed7f22hGoing live in just a few hours! I'm so excited! [contains quote post or other embedded content]14 Jul 2026 01:08 +0000at://did:plc:rulhpcwdsv2abncnmvwallva/app.bsky.feed.post/3mqkzfed7f22hhttps://bsky.app/profile/theneptoonlion.bsky.social/post/3mqiyekhsfc22It is all set up! Stream will be happening tomorrow and I hope to see yall there! https://www.twitch.tv/thatlionneptoon [contains quote post or other embedded content]13 Jul 2026 05:44 +0000at://did:plc:rulhpcwdsv2abncnmvwallva/app.bsky.feed.post/3mqiyekhsfc22https://bsky.app/profile/theneptoonlion.bsky.social/post/3mqekuatgd223I got my PNG Tuber working and all that's left is a discussion with Twitch support about confirming my ID for affiliate11 Jul 2026 11:31 +0000at://did:plc:rulhpcwdsv2abncnmvwallva/app.bsky.feed.post/3mqekuatgd223https://bsky.app/profile/theneptoonlion.bsky.social/post/3mq7sini3xk2bI'm committed to doing this. I am super sorry for the "will he, won't he" over the last few weeks but it has been touch and go. I wasn't sure if I'd be able to but I am doing it [contains quote post or other embedded content]09 Jul 2026 14:05 +0000at://did:plc:rulhpcwdsv2abncnmvwallva/app.bsky.feed.post/3mq7sini3xk2bhttps://bsky.app/profile/theneptoonlion.bsky.social/post/3mq7pntjsj22tI tweaked some settings and messed around with some stuff. I'm gonna try like hell to make this event work. If you guys wanna be there, it would mean the world to me09 Jul 2026 13:14 +0000at://did:plc:rulhpcwdsv2abncnmvwallva/app.bsky.feed.post/3mq7pntjsj22thttps://bsky.app/profile/theneptoonlion.bsky.social/post/3mq4u6bfllc2bI want to meet all the people of this endless world. Now more than ever08 Jul 2026 09:57 +0000at://did:plc:rulhpcwdsv2abncnmvwallva/app.bsky.feed.post/3mq4u6bfllc2b