The sky above the port was the colour of television, tuned to a dead channel.https://bsky.app/profile/youngrocketsamurai.bsky.socialhttps://bsky.app/profile/youngrocketsamurai.bsky.social/post/3mvetvscsy22eOver the last two days my mind has taken a deep dive into dark places. I look back on my life and see nothing but failure and uselessness. I look forward and see oblivion. It will pass, I know, but it sure sucks to be in the middle of it.13 Sep 2026 05:19 +0000at://did:plc:ug2vgp6x56bjglcea6pp3fw5/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvetvscsy22ehttps://bsky.app/profile/youngrocketsamurai.bsky.social/post/3mlx2fgzplk26Voidy Numbness16 May 2026 04:51 +0000at://did:plc:ug2vgp6x56bjglcea6pp3fw5/app.bsky.feed.post/3mlx2fgzplk26https://bsky.app/profile/youngrocketsamurai.bsky.social/post/3mjm3qffesk2pAsk me what it's like to be a colossal fuck-up.16 Apr 2026 09:26 +0000at://did:plc:ug2vgp6x56bjglcea6pp3fw5/app.bsky.feed.post/3mjm3qffesk2phttps://bsky.app/profile/youngrocketsamurai.bsky.social/post/3mizz5lb44c2kYou gotta stay optimistic It gets harder by the second You know we're all edging our way towards The end...09 Apr 2026 04:52 +0000at://did:plc:ug2vgp6x56bjglcea6pp3fw5/app.bsky.feed.post/3mizz5lb44c2khttps://bsky.app/profile/youngrocketsamurai.bsky.social/post/3mixvb4d3js2rI ain't ever found peace upon the breast of a girl I ain't ever found peace with the religions of the world I ain't ever found peace at the bottom of a glass08 Apr 2026 08:37 +0000at://did:plc:ug2vgp6x56bjglcea6pp3fw5/app.bsky.feed.post/3mixvb4d3js2rhttps://bsky.app/profile/youngrocketsamurai.bsky.social/post/3miupjxndp22jI'm GenX. In the mid-80s I was prepared for war in the middle east triggering a nuclear apocalypse and destroying the world. I was fucking ready for that shit. Then it didn't happen, and by the mid-90s I relaxed enough to try and build a life. Turns out the apocalypse was just delayed by 40 years.07 Apr 2026 02:16 +0000at://did:plc:ug2vgp6x56bjglcea6pp3fw5/app.bsky.feed.post/3miupjxndp22jhttps://bsky.app/profile/youngrocketsamurai.bsky.social/post/3misf6ztqec24How many people think that purging the top military leadership is preparation for a coup?06 Apr 2026 04:06 +0000at://did:plc:ug2vgp6x56bjglcea6pp3fw5/app.bsky.feed.post/3misf6ztqec24https://bsky.app/profile/youngrocketsamurai.bsky.social/post/3miseodeuek2qThe entire world should drop a trade embargo on the US. Just stop doing business with a country committing war crimes. I know it's not actually possible. Let a guy dream.06 Apr 2026 03:56 +0000at://did:plc:ug2vgp6x56bjglcea6pp3fw5/app.bsky.feed.post/3miseodeuek2qhttps://bsky.app/profile/youngrocketsamurai.bsky.social/post/3minamjl7zk2vAll desires have been denied To put me in this state of mind Another year older and what have I done? All my aspirations have shriveled in the sun04 Apr 2026 03:01 +0000at://did:plc:ug2vgp6x56bjglcea6pp3fw5/app.bsky.feed.post/3minamjl7zk2vhttps://bsky.app/profile/youngrocketsamurai.bsky.social/post/3mikttl3nbc2n03 Apr 2026 04:07 +0000at://did:plc:ug2vgp6x56bjglcea6pp3fw5/app.bsky.feed.post/3mikttl3nbc2nhttps://bsky.app/profile/youngrocketsamurai.bsky.social/post/3mih5vxrrps2vI should probably get out of bed, but it is warm and cozy, and I don't wanna.01 Apr 2026 16:56 +0000at://did:plc:ug2vgp6x56bjglcea6pp3fw5/app.bsky.feed.post/3mih5vxrrps2vhttps://bsky.app/profile/youngrocketsamurai.bsky.social/post/3miatxuwy222qRemember when we used to call hoodies "kangaroo jackets"? I miss that name. It was more interesting.30 Mar 2026 04:42 +0000at://did:plc:ug2vgp6x56bjglcea6pp3fw5/app.bsky.feed.post/3miatxuwy222qhttps://bsky.app/profile/youngrocketsamurai.bsky.social/post/3mhvpsmywnk2pEver notice how it's always Republicans screaming about "keeping our children safe", but every time a pedophile is caught, they're always Republicans? I guess that's how they know that children are in danger.25 Mar 2026 18:29 +0000at://did:plc:ug2vgp6x56bjglcea6pp3fw5/app.bsky.feed.post/3mhvpsmywnk2phttps://bsky.app/profile/youngrocketsamurai.bsky.social/post/3mhtpmjmbgk24Welt is extra schmerzy today.24 Mar 2026 23:20 +0000at://did:plc:ug2vgp6x56bjglcea6pp3fw5/app.bsky.feed.post/3mhtpmjmbgk24https://bsky.app/profile/youngrocketsamurai.bsky.social/post/3mhrvlaqljk2oWhy am I alive Urban wonderland By the fence I stand In and out of hand24 Mar 2026 06:01 +0000at://did:plc:ug2vgp6x56bjglcea6pp3fw5/app.bsky.feed.post/3mhrvlaqljk2ohttps://bsky.app/profile/youngrocketsamurai.bsky.social/post/3mhmpuk76222nThe urge to just crawl into a hole is strong. I feel utterly superfluous, as the world passes me by. Is this what getting old is? You stop laughing because you've become the joke. I'm trapped between obligation and oblivion.22 Mar 2026 04:36 +0000at://did:plc:ug2vgp6x56bjglcea6pp3fw5/app.bsky.feed.post/3mhmpuk76222nhttps://bsky.app/profile/youngrocketsamurai.bsky.social/post/3mhgqse2xxk26So Threads has decided to not open anymore. Guess I'll be staying here, then.19 Mar 2026 19:36 +0000at://did:plc:ug2vgp6x56bjglcea6pp3fw5/app.bsky.feed.post/3mhgqse2xxk26https://bsky.app/profile/youngrocketsamurai.bsky.social/post/3mglz23svns2yHaving a hard time coming up with reasons other than "responsibility to family" to keep going. Don't get me wrong - that has to be and IS enough - but it would be nice to have something more.09 Mar 2026 04:22 +0000at://did:plc:ug2vgp6x56bjglcea6pp3fw5/app.bsky.feed.post/3mglz23svns2yhttps://bsky.app/profile/youngrocketsamurai.bsky.social/post/3mfn2pwdv5k2fCollective world building for my new Daggerheart campaign. The group ended up creating a starting location where the local industry is based on harvesting baby whales for meat and oil, and the oil is also used to make a potent alcohol, which they called "whalecohol" with much glee. #daggerheart24 Feb 2026 21:00 +0000at://did:plc:ug2vgp6x56bjglcea6pp3fw5/app.bsky.feed.post/3mfn2pwdv5k2fhttps://bsky.app/profile/youngrocketsamurai.bsky.social/post/3mfirrauac22nWhat does it mean when your job is the only thing in your life that DOESN'T cause you stress and make you sad? Isn't it supposed to be the other way around?23 Feb 2026 04:09 +0000at://did:plc:ug2vgp6x56bjglcea6pp3fw5/app.bsky.feed.post/3mfirrauac22nhttps://bsky.app/profile/youngrocketsamurai.bsky.social/post/3mfiml3k5ms2tWondering if any of it is worth the struggle. My brain says no, but I don't trust it. Sad and confused.23 Feb 2026 02:36 +0000at://did:plc:ug2vgp6x56bjglcea6pp3fw5/app.bsky.feed.post/3mfiml3k5ms2t