They/them/that/it/you Berdcage shipper, nonbinary, I have a sick stomach and a flat ass. Lv: 32 -if u feel so inclined: https://ko-fi.com/mallorysuicide https://deviantart.com/ashmallohttps://bsky.app/profile/ashleysghost.bsky.socialhttps://bsky.app/profile/ashleysghost.bsky.social/post/3mtorghvylk2eI hate how when I'm exhausted, sad, hungry, and lonely; it's quite easy to overwhelm me. I don't know how i expected myself to not start to crumble. I just wished that maybe someone would catch the crumbs and tell me that even though I couldn't keep it together, that I am still spectacular.22 Aug 2026 17:11 +0000at://did:plc:upjh6at7qdpdraqaps4f3kzo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mtorghvylk2ehttps://bsky.app/profile/ashleysghost.bsky.social/post/3mtoovblvrs2lThis tongue piercing is worth it. The healing is worth it. Being patient is worth it. Working on the stuff I can still work on, is worth it, too. No more of that "I should do more" shit. I am doing a LOT.22 Aug 2026 16:26 +0000at://did:plc:upjh6at7qdpdraqaps4f3kzo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mtoovblvrs2lhttps://bsky.app/profile/ashleysghost.bsky.social/post/3mtnzf26q5k2pI'm proud of myself for not smoking during the healing process. Just keep reminding myself "I don't do that, anymore." Sleep schedule is still shitty, tho.22 Aug 2026 10:01 +0000at://did:plc:upjh6at7qdpdraqaps4f3kzo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mtnzf26q5k2phttps://bsky.app/profile/ashleysghost.bsky.social/post/3mtnnwwf4ns2gBeen feeling a lot like Sayori, lately. Nevertheless, they persisted. [contains quote post or other embedded content]22 Aug 2026 06:36 +0000at://did:plc:upjh6at7qdpdraqaps4f3kzo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mtnnwwf4ns2ghttps://bsky.app/profile/ashleysghost.bsky.social/post/3mti4hwjbs22hI don't normally do fanart, but this page from Gender Queer has been speaking to me since I saw it in a Barnes n Noble, years ago. Kinda want to draw one of my own. #changes #drafts20 Aug 2026 01:40 +0000at://did:plc:upjh6at7qdpdraqaps4f3kzo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mti4hwjbs22hhttps://bsky.app/profile/ashleysghost.bsky.social/post/3mti2p3rj7k2q"Allow bluesky to send you notifications?" Nah I get like four notifications, total once a month.20 Aug 2026 01:08 +0000at://did:plc:upjh6at7qdpdraqaps4f3kzo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mti2p3rj7k2qhttps://bsky.app/profile/ashleysghost.bsky.social/post/3mtfnxzr66s2bFinally got my tongue pierced! Definitely bled a lot, it felt weird feeling a needle slide through the sweet spot on my tongue, and it also sure was an experience to hear that my tongue actually had the perfect anatomy for a piercing... ...just imagine what else my tongue is good for, now?19 Aug 2026 02:15 +0000at://did:plc:upjh6at7qdpdraqaps4f3kzo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mtfnxzr66s2bhttps://bsky.app/profile/ashleysghost.bsky.social/post/3mteobc5z722zI've been having fun with colors, or at least trying to. Ah who am I kidding? I love it! >;3 #artists #artsky #fanart #drawing #witchouse40k #hauntedhouse18 Aug 2026 16:48 +0000at://did:plc:upjh6at7qdpdraqaps4f3kzo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mteobc5z722zhttps://bsky.app/profile/ashleysghost.bsky.social/post/3mtdoqdobz22w"Says she talks to angels, they call her out by her name." "Do you still talk to angels?" #drawings #lyrics #love #typo #artsky #bleeders18 Aug 2026 07:24 +0000at://did:plc:upjh6at7qdpdraqaps4f3kzo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mtdoqdobz22whttps://bsky.app/profile/ashleysghost.bsky.social/post/3mtchph7fpc22Freakky ahh turtle..17 Aug 2026 19:45 +0000at://did:plc:upjh6at7qdpdraqaps4f3kzo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mtchph7fpc22https://bsky.app/profile/ashleysghost.bsky.social/post/3mtau2etl2225My family and I are coming up on some hardships, it's a strange place to be. More in alt #transgender #trans #drawing #nonbinaryartist #depression #recovery #nonsexualnudity17 Aug 2026 04:21 +0000at://did:plc:upjh6at7qdpdraqaps4f3kzo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mtau2etl2225https://bsky.app/profile/ashleysghost.bsky.social/post/3mtapcep54c2v17 Aug 2026 02:56 +0000at://did:plc:upjh6at7qdpdraqaps4f3kzo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mtapcep54c2vhttps://bsky.app/profile/ashleysghost.bsky.social/post/3mt5by4gcn22yThe Amity Affliction did a cover of born to die? Damn it, I'm soaked.15 Aug 2026 18:19 +0000at://did:plc:upjh6at7qdpdraqaps4f3kzo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mt5by4gcn22yhttps://bsky.app/profile/ashleysghost.bsky.social/post/3mt3x3i2xl22sWork in progress I'm currently broke and wondering if it's worth it to do commissions once more. #wip15 Aug 2026 05:32 +0000at://did:plc:upjh6at7qdpdraqaps4f3kzo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mt3x3i2xl22shttps://bsky.app/profile/ashleysghost.bsky.social/post/3mst6imo5hk2eWalk into the water11 Aug 2026 17:51 +0000at://did:plc:upjh6at7qdpdraqaps4f3kzo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mst6imo5hk2ehttps://bsky.app/profile/ashleysghost.bsky.social/post/3msmyzdbozc24I hereby sentence you to lifetime of happiness and fulfillment!09 Aug 2026 06:57 +0000at://did:plc:upjh6at7qdpdraqaps4f3kzo/app.bsky.feed.post/3msmyzdbozc24https://bsky.app/profile/ashleysghost.bsky.social/post/3msdwiotdgs2tWhys chubby here staring at me? .. fOCUSING... #artsky #drawingwip #band #fanart05 Aug 2026 16:17 +0000at://did:plc:upjh6at7qdpdraqaps4f3kzo/app.bsky.feed.post/3msdwiotdgs2thttps://bsky.app/profile/ashleysghost.bsky.social/post/3mscdxaav7k2dRewatching the long walk just to feel something. I did it wrong, now I feel a great deal of sadness and my eyes hurt.05 Aug 2026 01:13 +0000at://did:plc:upjh6at7qdpdraqaps4f3kzo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mscdxaav7k2dhttps://bsky.app/profile/ashleysghost.bsky.social/post/3msa7g5bews2lHave labubue jumpscare. #artistmeme #artchallenge #wip04 Aug 2026 04:46 +0000at://did:plc:upjh6at7qdpdraqaps4f3kzo/app.bsky.feed.post/3msa7g5bews2lhttps://bsky.app/profile/ashleysghost.bsky.social/post/3ms6wmuj2y22pThese drawings are old, and they were packed with venom from a time in my life where I really hated myself, more than a human should be capable of hating anyone. I'm glad those days are over. It's okay to move on, it's okay to be happy. #depression #emotionalart #artsky #sketching #scribbles03 Aug 2026 16:36 +0000at://did:plc:upjh6at7qdpdraqaps4f3kzo/app.bsky.feed.post/3ms6wmuj2y22phttps://bsky.app/profile/ashleysghost.bsky.social/post/3ms4h7ugfqc22It's a lovely day, even though it's covered in smoke from a fire somewhere.02 Aug 2026 16:55 +0000at://did:plc:upjh6at7qdpdraqaps4f3kzo/app.bsky.feed.post/3ms4h7ugfqc22https://bsky.app/profile/ashleysghost.bsky.social/post/3mryfapo2gk2oTomorrow evening might be the happiest of my entire life. Fingers crossed. Don't let me die between now and then. Or if I do, at least let me go quick, let it end fast- because I've spent the last hour and a half just thinking of the people I want to spend the rest of my life with.01 Aug 2026 02:09 +0000at://did:plc:upjh6at7qdpdraqaps4f3kzo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mryfapo2gk2ohttps://bsky.app/profile/ashleysghost.bsky.social/post/3mrthhssnds2hI wonder how many uploads I can do in a day before bluesky ai labels me a spam account forever. Here's some drawings from an unhealed time in my life. #emotionalart #traumacore #depression #anxiety #ptsd This full moon is rough, just stay alive for tonight.30 Jul 2026 03:06 +0000at://did:plc:upjh6at7qdpdraqaps4f3kzo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrthhssnds2hhttps://bsky.app/profile/ashleysghost.bsky.social/post/3mrpqbac7xs23Sometimes the line work flows out, quick, and then the drawing takes off from there! Other times, the drawing goes through line work, inks, revise, a little more ink, revise again, and then final pencils- then final inks, then erasing. I like the variety but sometimes I wind up with eight WIPs.28 Jul 2026 15:33 +0000at://did:plc:upjh6at7qdpdraqaps4f3kzo/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrpqbac7xs23