‎⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀𓈒 ݁ 18 𓈒╺݁ ⠀they ノ he ྀིྀི 𓈒 ݁ ‎⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ♡⃝ ◜ o ◝݂ ྀི১ 𓂂݁ in recovery╺݁ ♥︎ ‎⠀ ⠀ ⠀ MDNI 𓈒╺݁ 𓈒 sw 87.7kg 𓈒 cw 80.4kg 𓈒 gw 50kghttps://bsky.app/profile/neoloves420.bsky.socialhttps://bsky.app/profile/neoloves420.bsky.social/post/3mvndwmoqpk26i have to remind myself that relapsing is a normal part about recovery but it feels so wrong. i cant do this anymore. im back in this loop of my thoughts circling around the one thing ive been trying to avoid. i can’t regulate myself at all.16 Sep 2026 14:27 +0000at://did:plc:uzohnbnmarle635i6rdmammw/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvndwmoqpk26https://bsky.app/profile/neoloves420.bsky.social/post/3mvi45y3xn22zi need a 42 year old boyfriend in my life….. pspspspspsps 🥹14 Sep 2026 12:25 +0000at://did:plc:uzohnbnmarle635i6rdmammw/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvi45y3xn22zhttps://bsky.app/profile/neoloves420.bsky.social/post/3mvi26ruwpc2ffuck guys.. the mental hospital actually helps. i’m… in recovery !!!!!!😄😄 not even a joke or bait im fr14 Sep 2026 11:50 +0000at://did:plc:uzohnbnmarle635i6rdmammw/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvi26ruwpc2fhttps://bsky.app/profile/neoloves420.bsky.social/post/3mvi257l2422fthings that improved my life: - cold showers every morning/thru the day when i’m agitated - chugging a bottle of water when i’m stressed or want to relapse - just saying no to people and telling them when it’s too much for me - going on a walk at least twice a day14 Sep 2026 11:49 +0000at://did:plc:uzohnbnmarle635i6rdmammw/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvi257l2422fhttps://bsky.app/profile/neoloves420.bsky.social/post/3mu3jv64lmc2jrelapsing in the mental hospital has to be a humiliation ritual bro. “How deep is it? Can I see? I need to patch that up. Fill out this form” FFFFFUCK YOU #shbsky #slitsky #shsky27 Aug 2026 19:01 +0000at://did:plc:uzohnbnmarle635i6rdmammw/app.bsky.feed.post/3mu3jv64lmc2jhttps://bsky.app/profile/neoloves420.bsky.social/post/3mtrehpnct22xguys i started talking to both of my exes again. one cheated on me the other manipulated me. idk why i do this to myself. the one i missed, the other missed me.23 Aug 2026 17:57 +0000at://did:plc:uzohnbnmarle635i6rdmammw/app.bsky.feed.post/3mtrehpnct22xhttps://bsky.app/profile/neoloves420.bsky.social/post/3mt2fplg5sk2ei’m in the mental hospital and i still have my phone. you gotta be real quiet on the creek14 Aug 2026 14:48 +0000at://did:plc:uzohnbnmarle635i6rdmammw/app.bsky.feed.post/3mt2fplg5sk2ehttps://bsky.app/profile/neoloves420.bsky.social/post/3mspwvz2vtc2bi’m convinced jeff buckley has a kill count on some of his songs10 Aug 2026 10:57 +0000at://did:plc:uzohnbnmarle635i6rdmammw/app.bsky.feed.post/3mspwvz2vtc2bhttps://bsky.app/profile/neoloves420.bsky.social/post/3msng6bwkbs2mtrying to post this for the second time 😭 i wish i could make styros like that again it was lowkirk satisfying #scarspo #slitsky #shbsky ignore how weird my thighs look *-*09 Aug 2026 10:52 +0000at://did:plc:uzohnbnmarle635i6rdmammw/app.bsky.feed.post/3msng6bwkbs2mhttps://bsky.app/profile/neoloves420.bsky.social/post/3msn4nkryec26i see you in everything. your interests still show up on my fyp. your hair color is so unique but suddenly everyone has it. your eyes will never leave my mind. you treated me like shit under your shoe the last time i talked to you but god how beautiful those first months were. i miss him :((09 Aug 2026 08:02 +0000at://did:plc:uzohnbnmarle635i6rdmammw/app.bsky.feed.post/3msn4nkryec26https://bsky.app/profile/neoloves420.bsky.social/post/3msn43eo5k226trying to make some shbsky mutuals but they’re all minors and/or proshitters 😔 #shbsky #slitsky09 Aug 2026 07:51 +0000at://did:plc:uzohnbnmarle635i6rdmammw/app.bsky.feed.post/3msn43eo5k226https://bsky.app/profile/neoloves420.bsky.social/post/3msmbbrzc5k2kwe’re so back baby. i’m a little disappointed by my blade. the only styro i was able to see is suuuper small and the rest is cat scratches. I’ll try later with another one. also this is my thigh yw #shbsky #slitsky #sh08 Aug 2026 23:52 +0000at://did:plc:uzohnbnmarle635i6rdmammw/app.bsky.feed.post/3msmbbrzc5k2khttps://bsky.app/profile/neoloves420.bsky.social/post/3mskthihwxs2nhe broke up with me because of it! i love my life [contains quote post or other embedded content]08 Aug 2026 10:12 +0000at://did:plc:uzohnbnmarle635i6rdmammw/app.bsky.feed.post/3mskthihwxs2nhttps://bsky.app/profile/neoloves420.bsky.social/post/3msgs2hecb22lsoon to be under 80kg why do i still feel like shit and that i should keep going 🤔🤔🤔🤔 hmmm i wonder 🤔06 Aug 2026 19:36 +0000at://did:plc:uzohnbnmarle635i6rdmammw/app.bsky.feed.post/3msgs2hecb22lhttps://bsky.app/profile/neoloves420.bsky.social/post/3msdzrpu2ws2iboyfriend wanted a break after telling him im going to the mental hospital. uh okay05 Aug 2026 17:16 +0000at://did:plc:uzohnbnmarle635i6rdmammw/app.bsky.feed.post/3msdzrpu2ws2ihttps://bsky.app/profile/neoloves420.bsky.social/post/3ms6heqsa2s2qim going to the mental hospital soon 👍👍👍👍👍👍 super happy about this 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍 will probably lose my job 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍03 Aug 2026 12:04 +0000at://did:plc:uzohnbnmarle635i6rdmammw/app.bsky.feed.post/3ms6heqsa2s2qhttps://bsky.app/profile/neoloves420.bsky.social/post/3mrv27tx4r22bsocial anxiety so bad i can’t even hop on a minecraft server30 Jul 2026 18:14 +0000at://did:plc:uzohnbnmarle635i6rdmammw/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrv27tx4r22bhttps://bsky.app/profile/neoloves420.bsky.social/post/3mrv26tyrw22bi forgot how boring isolation can be. errrrm what do i do guys help help help30 Jul 2026 18:14 +0000at://did:plc:uzohnbnmarle635i6rdmammw/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrv26tyrw22bhttps://bsky.app/profile/neoloves420.bsky.social/post/3mrqb44pwvc2ki feel so wrong everywhere. might just stop talking again. idc anymore28 Jul 2026 20:34 +0000at://did:plc:uzohnbnmarle635i6rdmammw/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrqb44pwvc2khttps://bsky.app/profile/neoloves420.bsky.social/post/3mrn2ehq5sk22??? i’ve been fasting or doing omad, cardio (14km on my bike) and my scale is STILL saying i gained even more weight. What if I just kill myself bro OMG #edsky #edbsky27 Jul 2026 13:55 +0000at://did:plc:uzohnbnmarle635i6rdmammw/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrn2ehq5sk22https://bsky.app/profile/neoloves420.bsky.social/post/3mrl4wi22jc2rdude i need to calm down i’m not snoop. I nearly smoked all my weed away this weekend 😭😭😭😭😭💔26 Jul 2026 19:36 +0000at://did:plc:uzohnbnmarle635i6rdmammw/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrl4wi22jc2rhttps://bsky.app/profile/neoloves420.bsky.social/post/3mrg745fwdk2zanybody else’s paranoia get so bad talking to ANYONE gives you the sickest thoughts of them hurting you? oh okay24 Jul 2026 20:32 +0000at://did:plc:uzohnbnmarle635i6rdmammw/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrg745fwdk2zhttps://bsky.app/profile/neoloves420.bsky.social/post/3mrcjio4zgk25gained weight again 😤 fasting until i lose it #edbsky #edsky23 Jul 2026 09:27 +0000at://did:plc:uzohnbnmarle635i6rdmammw/app.bsky.feed.post/3mrcjio4zgk25https://bsky.app/profile/neoloves420.bsky.social/post/3mr6kyfun7k2bwhen u start gagging from the weed so u know its working #weed #goals #ilovemylife21 Jul 2026 19:43 +0000at://did:plc:uzohnbnmarle635i6rdmammw/app.bsky.feed.post/3mr6kyfun7k2bhttps://bsky.app/profile/neoloves420.bsky.social/post/3mr6ktfp6ks2obig things coming21 Jul 2026 19:40 +0000at://did:plc:uzohnbnmarle635i6rdmammw/app.bsky.feed.post/3mr6ktfp6ks2ohttps://bsky.app/profile/neoloves420.bsky.social/post/3mr6kkuhxec2ci don’t have a blade only a lighter. Does it feel the same? Like does it release the pressure like cutting? #shbsky #slitsky #shtwt21 Jul 2026 19:35 +0000at://did:plc:uzohnbnmarle635i6rdmammw/app.bsky.feed.post/3mr6kkuhxec2chttps://bsky.app/profile/neoloves420.bsky.social/post/3mr6kirb6622ci did the step 🥹🥹 #MDNI from now on!! i blocked everyone under 18 in my following cuz i cant remove them for dome reason. if i overlooked you, please unfollow me!!! My venting is becoming crazier and crazier and i don’t feel like sharing that with 16yo 🥹👍21 Jul 2026 19:34 +0000at://did:plc:uzohnbnmarle635i6rdmammw/app.bsky.feed.post/3mr6kirb6622chttps://bsky.app/profile/neoloves420.bsky.social/post/3mr6fp2fwts2mme too, girl. me too. #shbsky comeback??21 Jul 2026 18:08 +0000at://did:plc:uzohnbnmarle635i6rdmammw/app.bsky.feed.post/3mr6fp2fwts2mhttps://bsky.app/profile/neoloves420.bsky.social/post/3mr6eybpncc2hmy weed pen is dead and i’m alone. guys im gonna kms ^_^21 Jul 2026 17:56 +0000at://did:plc:uzohnbnmarle635i6rdmammw/app.bsky.feed.post/3mr6eybpncc2hhttps://bsky.app/profile/neoloves420.bsky.social/post/3mr6ex66vd22hbro what am i even doing hitting up my friends to hang out after being distant for so long and they all decline21 Jul 2026 17:55 +0000at://did:plc:uzohnbnmarle635i6rdmammw/app.bsky.feed.post/3mr6ex66vd22h