either 25 or 50 years old depending on the phase of the moon READ WARNINGS IN PINNED I'm insane and traumatized so I draw edgy stuff DO NOT associate me w/ proship or whatever it's called now @divnolid is my main, follow that for normal arthttps://bsky.app/profile/alobal.bsky.socialhttps://bsky.app/profile/alobal.bsky.social/post/3mhzbizt23225its especially bad with Oli, Lou and the Prez now bc they are so squishy and small and adorable and silly and if they were real I could just squeeze them between my fingers like a grape I am so sorry, little guys... when the "danger to myself or others" mental illness makes me a danger to myself 😔💔 [contains quote post or other embedded content]27 Mar 2026 04:23 +0000at://did:plc:vm6opckpne6m6hpzbpb6slmt/app.bsky.feed.post/3mhzbizt23225https://bsky.app/profile/alobal.bsky.social/post/3mhzb7adt2c25i have really bad cuteness aggression towards my fav characters that tends to turn into violent urges this used to result in me harming myself pretty bad, so i taught myself to channel it into imagining the character i like being harmed instead so now when I like a character I wanna kill them 😭27 Mar 2026 04:18 +0000at://did:plc:vm6opckpne6m6hpzbpb6slmt/app.bsky.feed.post/3mhzb7adt2c25https://bsky.app/profile/alobal.bsky.social/post/3mhqsq23rnc26the next time i find out a funny thing i did as a kid is actually just ANOTHER symptom of csa trauma im killing someone just a warning23 Mar 2026 19:37 +0000at://did:plc:vm6opckpne6m6hpzbpb6slmt/app.bsky.feed.post/3mhqsq23rnc26https://bsky.app/profile/alobal.bsky.social/post/3mhocbyhcvk2ai think i have once again fucked up and backed myself into a corner bc i wanted attention with my fanart but forgot getting attention online makes me spiral i always convince myself im supposed to be making something grand and lifechanging when im literally just drawing meaningless bullshit fanart22 Mar 2026 19:38 +0000at://did:plc:vm6opckpne6m6hpzbpb6slmt/app.bsky.feed.post/3mhocbyhcvk2ahttps://bsky.app/profile/alobal.bsky.social/post/3mhob6t2tic2ai just need to learn to accept that my art will never improve and all my ideas are mediocre dogshit and thats ok bc im having fun except im not even having fun anymore im too old to get better at anything unfortunately shouldve locked in as a toddler then i wouldnt have any of these issues smh22 Mar 2026 19:18 +0000at://did:plc:vm6opckpne6m6hpzbpb6slmt/app.bsky.feed.post/3mhob6t2tic2ahttps://bsky.app/profile/alobal.bsky.social/post/3mhmglofl4k25im gonna reach a state of sleep deprivation so severe that i will actually go into detail about their individual traumas starting from childhood all the way to all the bullshit that happens in my au but honestly id probably fall asleep halfway thru writing the content warnings if that ever happened22 Mar 2026 01:50 +0000at://did:plc:vm6opckpne6m6hpzbpb6slmt/app.bsky.feed.post/3mhmglofl4k25https://bsky.app/profile/alobal.bsky.social/post/3mhlzwq4czs2ealso I have to say I am SO GLAD that nobody has come after me for drawing Louie with sh scars.... yet. I don't wanna say this on main bc it makes me sound angry and mean, but the need to censor healed sh scars on photos/art that have nothing to do with sh is ableism 🙃🙃🙃21 Mar 2026 22:03 +0000at://did:plc:vm6opckpne6m6hpzbpb6slmt/app.bsky.feed.post/3mhlzwq4czs2ehttps://bsky.app/profile/alobal.bsky.social/post/3mhlupcvltc2tin the AU Olimar's home post-divorce is one of those really nice modern two floor apartments with huge windows that rich people have the ceiling fan is heavily damaged and there's a gun loaded with a single bullet in the bathroom drawer Olimar sleeps on the couch bc he hates how empty the bed is21 Mar 2026 20:30 +0000at://did:plc:vm6opckpne6m6hpzbpb6slmt/app.bsky.feed.post/3mhlupcvltc2thttps://bsky.app/profile/alobal.bsky.social/post/3mhlu6rm6r22tactually maybe ill move here for the time being i dont have to pretend to be doing fine over here21 Mar 2026 20:20 +0000at://did:plc:vm6opckpne6m6hpzbpb6slmt/app.bsky.feed.post/3mhlu6rm6r22thttps://bsky.app/profile/alobal.bsky.social/post/3mgj4anq5h22uI am so damn sorry everyone... this is louimar to me daddy didnt know about artichokes is killing me help08 Mar 2026 00:41 +0000at://did:plc:vm6opckpne6m6hpzbpb6slmt/app.bsky.feed.post/3mgj4anq5h22uhttps://bsky.app/profile/alobal.bsky.social/post/3mggoyga4os2gCW: horny selfship posting, no nudity or outright nsfw, but you can tell my body was pumping blood as far away from my brain as possible here.... I love old nasty fat men I only hope god can forgive me 😭💔07 Mar 2026 01:39 +0000at://did:plc:vm6opckpne6m6hpzbpb6slmt/app.bsky.feed.post/3mggoyga4os2ghttps://bsky.app/profile/alobal.bsky.social/post/3mgbfeumyn22mrealistic portrayal of a panic attack ass AU04 Mar 2026 23:03 +0000at://did:plc:vm6opckpne6m6hpzbpb6slmt/app.bsky.feed.post/3mgbfeumyn22mhttps://bsky.app/profile/alobal.bsky.social/post/3mgbf3jgews2fI kinda regret making my main acc so open and welcoming, because what I post on there are the things I consider incredibly light I did not expect to get any attention with the AU tbh, and I am SO THANKFUL FOR IT, don't get me wrong... but I feel like I have to tone it down bc I don't wanna hurt ppl04 Mar 2026 22:58 +0000at://did:plc:vm6opckpne6m6hpzbpb6slmt/app.bsky.feed.post/3mgbf3jgews2fhttps://bsky.app/profile/alobal.bsky.social/post/3mgbevopfps2fI'm gonna try drawing a comic about the time Olimar killed someone (by accident) in self defense but each time I try to imagine the layout and emotions, I can actually hear him screaming in my head sometimes I make myself really sad with my own AU but I like the dark parts of it, I wanna show em too04 Mar 2026 22:55 +0000at://did:plc:vm6opckpne6m6hpzbpb6slmt/app.bsky.feed.post/3mgbevopfps2fhttps://bsky.app/profile/alobal.bsky.social/post/3mfxfpayq322qLouie probably spent most of his time on PNF-404 covered in blood and meat chunks due to all the butcher work he had to do while prepping the creatures he hunted for cooking... I think about that sometimes. that man STINKS of carcass28 Feb 2026 23:43 +0000at://did:plc:vm6opckpne6m6hpzbpb6slmt/app.bsky.feed.post/3mfxfpayq322qhttps://bsky.app/profile/alobal.bsky.social/post/3mfxfi5jz4s2gKoppai's biggest problem is that they keep fucking like rabbits and eating like every meal is their last and it drives me insane I can't bring up the fact that Koppai is probably totally wild when it comes to relationships bc whyyyyy is this insane rate of reproduction normal for you guys what28 Feb 2026 23:39 +0000at://did:plc:vm6opckpne6m6hpzbpb6slmt/app.bsky.feed.post/3mfxfi5jz4s2ghttps://bsky.app/profile/alobal.bsky.social/post/3mfs4fvtbqc2gI make an account for suggestive art (no outright nsfw or fetish content) and instead of drawing something I could actually post I'm here doodling bdsm shit that can never see the light of day I am trapped in darkness fuuuuu-26 Feb 2026 21:13 +0000at://did:plc:vm6opckpne6m6hpzbpb6slmt/app.bsky.feed.post/3mfs4fvtbqc2ghttps://bsky.app/profile/alobal.bsky.social/post/3mfkyrwsw4s2aI hc Louie's mom ran away (stealing most of the family's cash) after getting into insane debt, and Louie's dad was barely home bc he was too busy spending time with his OTHER woman and their kids eventually Louie was sent to his grandma's with the promise he's gonna get picked up "next week" [contains quote post or other embedded content]24 Feb 2026 01:20 +0000at://did:plc:vm6opckpne6m6hpzbpb6slmt/app.bsky.feed.post/3mfkyrwsw4s2ahttps://bsky.app/profile/alobal.bsky.social/post/3mfkvnusevc2iCONTENT WARNINGS: blood and gore death - discussions of it and depictions of dead bodies, includes animals implications/talk of child abuse (read next post in thread) suggestive art (obviously only of adults) parts of my Pikmin AU unsuitable for my main acc if u have "proshipper" in bio I'll block24 Feb 2026 00:24 +0000at://did:plc:vm6opckpne6m6hpzbpb6slmt/app.bsky.feed.post/3mfkvnusevc2i