Lost in a carefully crafted wonderland. They/Them 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ Author of #LittleWhiteLies and #BlueBird #SaveStation19 https://archiveofourown.org/users/JustLetMeForget/profilehttps://bsky.app/profile/justletmeforget.bsky.socialhttps://bsky.app/profile/justletmeforget.bsky.social/post/3ljlfuafzgc2m✨UPDATE✨ Ch3: The Gutter "I’m really tired of breaking my house.” “Wait, you’re breaking your house?” https://archiveofourown.org/works/59521828/chapters/160760701 #Station19 #HandyMaam04 Mar 2025 21:28 +0000at://did:plc:wbl3wgg25aodd3gzbfkjdmit/app.bsky.feed.post/3ljlfuafzgc2mhttps://bsky.app/profile/justletmeforget.bsky.social/post/3lh7wric7yc2v✨UPDATE✨ [Maya Bishop]: I’m scared. [Carina DeLuca]: So am I, but I’ll do it anyway because you’re worth it. https://archiveofourown.org/works/55339132/chapters/157881037 #Station19 #LittleWhiteLies02 Feb 2025 21:08 +0000at://did:plc:wbl3wgg25aodd3gzbfkjdmit/app.bsky.feed.post/3lh7wric7yc2vhttps://bsky.app/profile/justletmeforget.bsky.social/post/3lh4z6qyxqs2gThe moment you realize forever isn't going to be long enough.01 Feb 2025 17:14 +0000at://did:plc:wbl3wgg25aodd3gzbfkjdmit/app.bsky.feed.post/3lh4z6qyxqs2ghttps://bsky.app/profile/justletmeforget.bsky.social/post/3lgeorsa7ck2d✨New Release - One Shot: She Was Elysian✨ “I’m right here. I have you. You’re safe.” Carina smiled, eyes still closed. “You promise?” “Pinky kind.” archiveofourown.org/works/62408995 #Station1923 Jan 2025 01:04 +0000at://did:plc:wbl3wgg25aodd3gzbfkjdmit/app.bsky.feed.post/3lgeorsa7ck2dhttps://bsky.app/profile/justletmeforget.bsky.social/post/3lfzrmdhkzk2l✨FINAL UPDATE✨ CH. 28: Forever More Let's pretend for just one more minute. https://archiveofourown.org/works/56882794/chapters/158780944 #Station19 #BlueBird18 Jan 2025 16:55 +0000at://did:plc:wbl3wgg25aodd3gzbfkjdmit/app.bsky.feed.post/3lfzrmdhkzk2lhttps://bsky.app/profile/justletmeforget.bsky.social/post/3lfoypio7zc2h✨UPDATE✨ Ch. 27: To Have and To Hold “I don’t want to stop." “Then don’t. Don’t ever stop.” https://archiveofourown.org/works/56882794/chapters/158441221 #Station19 #BlueBird14 Jan 2025 10:03 +0000at://did:plc:wbl3wgg25aodd3gzbfkjdmit/app.bsky.feed.post/3lfoypio7zc2hhttps://bsky.app/profile/justletmeforget.bsky.social/post/3lfkflc55h22i✨UPDATE✨ Ch. 26: My Soul Was Always Yours Maya’s memory deserved more from her than to be kept in a box as if it were something to be ashamed of. https://archiveofourown.org/works/56882794/chapters/158127544 #Station19 #BlueBird12 Jan 2025 14:10 +0000at://did:plc:wbl3wgg25aodd3gzbfkjdmit/app.bsky.feed.post/3lfkflc55h22ihttps://bsky.app/profile/justletmeforget.bsky.social/post/3lf53ilu2y22b✨UPDATE✨ Ch 25: Like You Were in My Past “Just because something isn’t necessary doesn’t mean that I don’t want to do it. You’ve done enough for everyone. Let me help you.” https://archiveofourown.org/works/56882794/chapters/158062990 [zero self-control] #Station19 #BlueBird07 Jan 2025 07:05 +0000at://did:plc:wbl3wgg25aodd3gzbfkjdmit/app.bsky.feed.post/3lf53ilu2y22bhttps://bsky.app/profile/justletmeforget.bsky.social/post/3letyvpanqs2f✨UPDATE✨ Ch. 24: Not When You're Tangled in My Present “How did you manage to get through it?” “Pretending.” Carina shrugged. “I convinced myself she was happy.” https://archiveofourown.org/works/56882794/chapters/157710784 #Station19 #BlueBird03 Jan 2025 16:24 +0000at://did:plc:wbl3wgg25aodd3gzbfkjdmit/app.bsky.feed.post/3letyvpanqs2fhttps://bsky.app/profile/justletmeforget.bsky.social/post/3leb72hqus227I want to sing this song until I'm hoarse but everyone in the house is asleep. Why does my inner monster want to rage at the most inconvenient times???? https://media.tenor.com/n1FNOYdI6LYAAAAC/station19-carina-deluca.gif?hh=278&ww=49827 Dec 2024 04:54 +0000at://did:plc:wbl3wgg25aodd3gzbfkjdmit/app.bsky.feed.post/3leb72hqus227https://bsky.app/profile/justletmeforget.bsky.social/post/3le7f2wdxu22q✨UPDATE✨ I sat up slowly, eyes glued to the screen as the puzzle pieces started to click into place. The dress, the pearls, the fear. “Oh, God, she’s pulling an Evelyn Hugo…” archiveofourown.org/works/55339132… #Station19 #LittleWhiteLies26 Dec 2024 11:36 +0000at://did:plc:wbl3wgg25aodd3gzbfkjdmit/app.bsky.feed.post/3le7f2wdxu22qhttps://bsky.app/profile/justletmeforget.bsky.social/post/3le675xtnb224✨UPDATE✨ “I–” She closed her mouth again and shook it. No, she needed Maya. She needed her like she needed air, needed water, needed light. She needed her regardless of the possibility of consequence. “Have a good day.” https://archiveofourown.org/works/56882794/chapters/157298455 #Station19 #BlueBird26 Dec 2024 00:18 +0000at://did:plc:wbl3wgg25aodd3gzbfkjdmit/app.bsky.feed.post/3le675xtnb224https://bsky.app/profile/justletmeforget.bsky.social/post/3ldrzyvlakk2b✨UPDATE✨ She shivered just thinking about it, goosebumps flooding her legs. She knew she should be ashamed of herself, but she couldn’t bring herself to feel anything but painfully turned on. archiveofourown.org/works/59521828… #Station19 #HandyMaam21 Dec 2024 04:13 +0000at://did:plc:wbl3wgg25aodd3gzbfkjdmit/app.bsky.feed.post/3ldrzyvlakk2bhttps://bsky.app/profile/justletmeforget.bsky.social/post/3ldjnyfwoss2p✨UPDATE✨ CH 39 “Carina, are you sure you want to do this?” https://archiveofourown.org/works/55339132/chapters/156557047 #Station19 #LittleWhiteLies17 Dec 2024 20:17 +0000at://did:plc:wbl3wgg25aodd3gzbfkjdmit/app.bsky.feed.post/3ldjnyfwoss2phttps://bsky.app/profile/justletmeforget.bsky.social/post/3ldd3qqkegs22✨SNEAK PEEK✨ Wonder what Carina is up to 🧐 #Station19 #LittleWhiteLies15 Dec 2024 05:35 +0000at://did:plc:wbl3wgg25aodd3gzbfkjdmit/app.bsky.feed.post/3ldd3qqkegs22https://bsky.app/profile/justletmeforget.bsky.social/post/3ldcy5swfps2yI miss writing happier things more than I can express. #Station1915 Dec 2024 04:30 +0000at://did:plc:wbl3wgg25aodd3gzbfkjdmit/app.bsky.feed.post/3ldcy5swfps2yhttps://bsky.app/profile/justletmeforget.bsky.social/post/3lczxtqp3522k✨UPDATE✨ Ch. 38: Maya “Thumper… You gave us all a heart attack.” “Sorry.” “You should be,” he said with a smile. “How dare you get blown up?” “It wasn’t high on the priority list.” archiveofourown.org/works/55339132… #LittleWhiteLies #Station1911 Dec 2024 14:31 +0000at://did:plc:wbl3wgg25aodd3gzbfkjdmit/app.bsky.feed.post/3lczxtqp3522khttps://bsky.app/profile/justletmeforget.bsky.social/post/3lczxif4dmc2k✨UPDATE✨ Ch. 22: Please Hold on for One Minute Longer “Where are you going?” “You know where I’m going.” “I thought I told you—” “She deserves to know, Owen. She deserves to know, and I’m going to tell her.” archiveofourown.org/works/56882794… #BlueBird #Station1911 Dec 2024 14:24 +0000at://did:plc:wbl3wgg25aodd3gzbfkjdmit/app.bsky.feed.post/3lczxif4dmc2k