(he) call me zee, schrödinger's gamedev, figuring out a lot so please be patienthttps://bsky.app/profile/beethovenus.bsky.socialhttps://bsky.app/profile/beethovenus.bsky.social/post/3mvuf2ggkdk2xDishonored 2 finished and wow, what a game. Played through as Emily and thoroughly enjoyed the experience. The content offering is fantastic and there’s a lot of depth to your decisions, was surprised you could change the past. Need to try playing as Corvo and using his abilities. [contains quote post or other embedded content]19 Sep 2026 09:36 +0000at://did:plc:ywhenvvfj7n33ilemuut4y7p/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvuf2ggkdk2xhttps://bsky.app/profile/beethovenus.bsky.social/post/3mvpx2gxwyc2fhopefully upping my meds will help with the freakouts I’m still having. thank god for Rx coupons though, insurance did NOT want to cover the cost and I would have been down nearly $1-2k17 Sep 2026 15:15 +0000at://did:plc:ywhenvvfj7n33ilemuut4y7p/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvpx2gxwyc2fhttps://bsky.app/profile/beethovenus.bsky.social/post/3mvpnljg6s226Replayed Dishonored and finally got around to playing the Daud DLCs, completed everything on Low Chaos and zero kills (besides when the game bugged out.) Still one of my favorite games of all time, really need to do a list of those at some point.17 Sep 2026 12:26 +0000at://did:plc:ywhenvvfj7n33ilemuut4y7p/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvpnljg6s226https://bsky.app/profile/beethovenus.bsky.social/post/3mvhhfb4r4k2pidk [contains quote post or other embedded content]14 Sep 2026 06:13 +0000at://did:plc:ywhenvvfj7n33ilemuut4y7p/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvhhfb4r4k2phttps://bsky.app/profile/beethovenus.bsky.social/post/3mvhh7oboh22pit's 2 in the morning but I can't sleep after being sick all day, does anyone see the vision or am I chopped14 Sep 2026 06:10 +0000at://did:plc:ywhenvvfj7n33ilemuut4y7p/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvhh7oboh22phttps://bsky.app/profile/beethovenus.bsky.social/post/3mvhgs5whv22xoh yeah so someone that's stalked and harassed me for 10 years stole this handle after I said it lol. made two accounts, one seemingly taken down by bluesky since they shared my personal info and mocked me, making it obvious who they were by what they said. hope they get help. [contains quote post or other embedded content]14 Sep 2026 06:03 +0000at://did:plc:ywhenvvfj7n33ilemuut4y7p/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvhgs5whv22xhttps://bsky.app/profile/beethovenus.bsky.social/post/3mvhflrduis2dHi. Currently in the process of trying to recover from very intense depressive, paranoid, and suicidal spiraling episodes. May try posting about random things in an attempt to help myself out of this cycle and avoid discussing too many negative things in a public space.14 Sep 2026 05:41 +0000at://did:plc:ywhenvvfj7n33ilemuut4y7p/app.bsky.feed.post/3mvhflrduis2dhttps://bsky.app/profile/beethovenus.bsky.social/post/3muork6r5y22mGoodbye.04 Sep 2026 10:38 +0000at://did:plc:ywhenvvfj7n33ilemuut4y7p/app.bsky.feed.post/3muork6r5y22mhttps://bsky.app/profile/beethovenus.bsky.social/post/3muj4xeris22reither deleting my account or just logging out so i don’t keep making concerning posts. i don’t know if my meds are even working. i need know i can’t do this anymore and i’m struggling not to do anything stupid02 Sep 2026 04:47 +0000at://did:plc:ywhenvvfj7n33ilemuut4y7p/app.bsky.feed.post/3muj4xeris22rhttps://bsky.app/profile/beethovenus.bsky.social/post/3mueeqsxifk2gregardless of whether or not I make it through this period of my life, I currently have no intentions of returning to projects I worked on due to personal reasons which make it difficult for me to feel comfortable anywhere. that being said, I wish everyone the best of luck31 Aug 2026 07:23 +0000at://did:plc:ywhenvvfj7n33ilemuut4y7p/app.bsky.feed.post/3mueeqsxifk2ghttps://bsky.app/profile/beethovenus.bsky.social/post/3mueailp4mc2531 Aug 2026 06:07 +0000at://did:plc:ywhenvvfj7n33ilemuut4y7p/app.bsky.feed.post/3mueailp4mc25https://bsky.app/profile/beethovenus.bsky.social/post/3mu73auknbs2ylast day of a daily therapy program and learning the psych diagnosed me with bpd without even telling me is crazy29 Aug 2026 04:50 +0000at://did:plc:ywhenvvfj7n33ilemuut4y7p/app.bsky.feed.post/3mu73auknbs2yhttps://bsky.app/profile/beethovenus.bsky.social/post/3mu4ocyaxyc2xit’s so hard to sleep. i feel so sick28 Aug 2026 05:53 +0000at://did:plc:ywhenvvfj7n33ilemuut4y7p/app.bsky.feed.post/3mu4ocyaxyc2xhttps://bsky.app/profile/beethovenus.bsky.social/post/3mt3n3yy56s2ydoes “zeemarz” for a username Suck or is it Good [contains quote post or other embedded content]15 Aug 2026 02:33 +0000at://did:plc:ywhenvvfj7n33ilemuut4y7p/app.bsky.feed.post/3mt3n3yy56s2yhttps://bsky.app/profile/beethovenus.bsky.social/post/3mt3mbj3jzk22second sanctuary doesn’t look different from first sanctuary just because susie made it, it looks different since it was made from the memory of the first sanctuary. feel like this keeps getting misinterpreted. a dark world was created from the memory of a dark world, rather than the location itself15 Aug 2026 02:18 +0000at://did:plc:ywhenvvfj7n33ilemuut4y7p/app.bsky.feed.post/3mt3mbj3jzk22https://bsky.app/profile/beethovenus.bsky.social/post/3mswdwpdinc2cmaking progress in therapy but still having a lot of missteps, I'm sorry for all of the concerning posts still. bad cycle I keep trying to break. I don't want to just go ahead and outright delete anything and pretend like it didn't happen. just don't want to keep feeling this way anymore13 Aug 2026 00:06 +0000at://did:plc:ywhenvvfj7n33ilemuut4y7p/app.bsky.feed.post/3mswdwpdinc2chttps://bsky.app/profile/beethovenus.bsky.social/post/3mshp74ozck2tevery time i start to feel better and make genuine progress i end up crashing and burning again and it’s a cycle that feels impossible to escape no matter how hard i try, i feel so worn down by too many things that after unpacking one it doesn’t make a difference for the others crushing me07 Aug 2026 04:17 +0000at://did:plc:ywhenvvfj7n33ilemuut4y7p/app.bsky.feed.post/3mshp74ozck2thttps://bsky.app/profile/beethovenus.bsky.social/post/3mqzqwvdrpc2pi don’t know how to say this, but i think it’s best that nobody hears from me ever again. for a long time i’ve been a burden on others and no matter how hard i’ve tried to get better, i just can’t pull myself out of this spiral. it’s gotten worse for years and i see no light anymore. i’m sorry.19 Jul 2026 21:46 +0000at://did:plc:ywhenvvfj7n33ilemuut4y7p/app.bsky.feed.post/3mqzqwvdrpc2phttps://bsky.app/profile/beethovenus.bsky.social/post/3mqi4puph3c2jim sorry to anyone ive concerned regarding my mental health and well being. im still receiving help but barely holding on. i really want things to get better and im sorry for being like this12 Jul 2026 21:29 +0000at://did:plc:ywhenvvfj7n33ilemuut4y7p/app.bsky.feed.post/3mqi4puph3c2jhttps://bsky.app/profile/beethovenus.bsky.social/post/3mq3qgwqid22equick depression break for deltarune chapter 5 crackpot theories07 Jul 2026 23:17 +0000at://did:plc:ywhenvvfj7n33ilemuut4y7p/app.bsky.feed.post/3mq3qgwqid22ehttps://bsky.app/profile/beethovenus.bsky.social/post/3mpx3ukjgf22emakes me wonder if what got me banned was posting spritesheets with grid patterns, plus the mass reports from bigots. they really don’t want to admit that anything is their fault here because that would completely undermine their moderation and highlight the problem with their reliance on ai [contains quote post or other embedded content]06 Jul 2026 02:59 +0000at://did:plc:ywhenvvfj7n33ilemuut4y7p/app.bsky.feed.post/3mpx3ukjgf22ehttps://bsky.app/profile/beethovenus.bsky.social/post/3mplvl7t4622wdeltarune chapter 5 spoilers crackpot theory with zero basis or reasoning: what if the name easter eggs are characters that are important to the prophecy, and the Knight is kidnapping them to stop the prophecy from being fulfilled? effectively: it's a hit list.01 Jul 2026 16:07 +0000at://did:plc:ywhenvvfj7n33ilemuut4y7p/app.bsky.feed.post/3mplvl7t4622whttps://bsky.app/profile/beethovenus.bsky.social/post/3mpdbnkevck2yokay done posting about deltarune for now back to feeling horribly depressed ✌️28 Jun 2026 05:49 +0000at://did:plc:ywhenvvfj7n33ilemuut4y7p/app.bsky.feed.post/3mpdbnkevck2yhttps://bsky.app/profile/beethovenus.bsky.social/post/3mpalcgwgqs2ihyperfixations are a hell of a thing to help with extreme depression but my god is it absolute hell to combine that with being a deltarune fan and its release dates27 Jun 2026 04:04 +0000at://did:plc:ywhenvvfj7n33ilemuut4y7p/app.bsky.feed.post/3mpalcgwgqs2ihttps://bsky.app/profile/beethovenus.bsky.social/post/3mp7i4nekus2tdeltarune chapter 5 spoilers maybe like this? for "game worlds," I didn't visualize it properly -- think of them more like parallels, each with their own layers underneath, rather than existing as one layer. idk [contains quote post or other embedded content]26 Jun 2026 17:34 +0000at://did:plc:ywhenvvfj7n33ilemuut4y7p/app.bsky.feed.post/3mp7i4nekus2thttps://bsky.app/profile/beethovenus.bsky.social/post/3mp7edygegk2jdeltarune chapter 5 spoilers so gaster has different people working undercover in the simulation to make sure things go smoothly. “normal npc” did something to onionsan to keep them from discovering something. sans is supposed to observe but got too attached and involved with toriel. [contains quote post or other embedded content]26 Jun 2026 16:26 +0000at://did:plc:ywhenvvfj7n33ilemuut4y7p/app.bsky.feed.post/3mp7edygegk2jhttps://bsky.app/profile/beethovenus.bsky.social/post/3mp5f7jsq7k2kdeltarune chapter 5 spoilers crackpot theory diagram [contains quote post or other embedded content]25 Jun 2026 21:37 +0000at://did:plc:ywhenvvfj7n33ilemuut4y7p/app.bsky.feed.post/3mp5f7jsq7k2k